Leo's Blog: Infinite Insights — Page 5

Good and bad are not the same thing.

Being good is harder than being bad. That's why good and bad are not just relative and equal opposites. Survival is harder as a good person because you are limited in what you allow yourself to do. The good person denies himself many avenues that the bad does not. The good person does not allow himself to lie, cheat, steal, rape, manipulate, exploit, abuse, harm, hurt, kill, dominate, enslave. The bad person can say and do anything, which makes survival much easier. It is much easier to survive by leeching energy from others than not. The bad person can cheat, the good cannot. The bad person can be incoherent, the good cannot.

Good is not about behavior or following rules or norms. Good is about coherence. Bad is about incoherence. The good person cannot abuse others because he would be incoherent because he does not want to be abused himself. The bad person can abuse others because he doesn't care about being incoherent in abusing others while he hates to be abused himself.

Good is coherence.

Coherence is not a social construction or a cultural invention. Whether your mind is coherent or incoherent is an existential matter. Which is why true spirituality transcends cultural norms. Being a good person is not a cultural norm. It is about your mind's relationship to Truth. Which is why the first thing a bad mind does is deny the existence of Truth. If Truth doesn't exist, the bad mind doesn't need to worry about being incoherent.

The denial of Truth and the denial of God turn out to be the same thing. Those who deny Truth and those who deny God both become bad. Because God = Truth.

This is a technical explanation of ultimately why post-modernism is evil. Post-modernists are so lost in social construction that they forgot that Truth is real. Post-modernism is the social construction that Truth does not exist. Which is false.

Being good is difficult for a finite being because it requires alignment with Truth/God/Infinity. Good is the measure of how much the finite aligns with Infinity. Perfect alignment with Infinity is to be God — which is Good itself.

What does it mean to be Good? To act how God would act. How would God act? How would a perfectly selfless Mind act? God is the ultimate benchmark for what a mind can be. God is a Perfect Mind.

This website and the forum have now been successfully migrated to a new server. As a result the whole site loads much faster and more consistently now than before.

Apologies for the last few days of downtime. But we are on solid footing now. Actualized.org should be much more enjoyable to use from now on. Sorry for the last few months of site slowness. The old hosting service had really degraded slowly over time to unacceptable levels, boiling us alive like a frog in water. I was too slow to migrate because I wanted to avoid site downtime, which always comes with migration. But my hesitation ended up worse than the disease. Lesson learned: in the future, don't delay, migrate today!

Actualized.org now runs on a dedicated server with the following stats:

• CPU: Intel Xenon E3-1270v6, 3.8 GHz
• RAM: 64GB
• Storage: 2x 500GB SSDs
• Data Bandwidth: 50TB/mo
• CloudLinux
• LiteSpeed Webserver
• Hosted in Dallas Texas by Tier.net

This website has been very slow over the last few weeks. I want to apologize about that, it has been frustrating me as well. We have been getting swarmed by Facebook bots which have been wasting lots of server resources, but there is other slowness that I have not yet figured out. It's all quite technical and beyond my expertise, so I have been struggling to solve it.

I am relocating the website and forum to a brand new server, which should be much faster. That migration will take place over the next few days. There will be some minor data loss on the forum as we migrate, so over the next few days don't post anything too important on the forum.

I hope to have all this site slowness fixed within the next week and it should become a thing of the past.

Again, my apologies.

The only reason civilization doesn’t collapse tomorrow is because the majority of people are too unconscious to understand that they are wage slaves. Without wage slavery current society would be utterly impossible. The rich, famous, and powerful have deluded themselves into thinking this isn’t the case, because their luxurious lifestyles are only possible thanks to this. Without wage slavery, current society is totally unsustainable, but nobody cares. The majority of mankind is stuck living paycheck to paycheck, barely surviving. There cannot be a high-consciousness society so long as this is the case because survival trumps truth. Society is a system of abuse. It could not work without this abuse. Abuse isn’t a bug, it’s a feature. The reason that truth is so resisted at large is because it would expose all the abuse which serves as the foundation of civilization. Civilization cannot be truthful because it would collapse. Civilization is built on a profound foundation of lies. Always has. It will take mankind another thousand years to start living truthfully. That’s how backwards mankind is. Mankind is not advanced. Mankind are barbarians with respect to the only metric that matters: truth. Mankind doesn’t even have the standards necessary for truth. Mankind doesn’t even know what is missing.

There’s a simple reason why Actualized.org teachings are not mainstream. Because they would destroy human civilization if everyone understood what I talk about.

The things I teach are suicide for current social structures.

Just look at all of human history. What is it but an endless chain of abuse, theft, and exploitation? Nothing has really changed. That chain continues today. Most people are just so profoundly entrenched and identified with it that they know no other way. Most of mankind is in love with its chains. Civilization is a collective toxic relationship.

Women will never give a man enough sex to satisfy him. Doesn’t matter who the girlfriend is, nor how many of them you have, women will always leave a man sexually frustrated. It is mandatory for a man to learn to satisfy himself, because women never will. Women are not interested in sexually satisfying men. Can’t blame them, it just is what it is. This is a critical lesson for a man to learn. Perhaps you are still under the fantasy that some woman will satisfy you. If only you find the right one. That’s a fairytale. The reality is that only you can satisfy yourself. This why no-fap is so stupid. All your no-fap will fail. No-fap will only drive you crazy. It cannot succeed. The situation is much worse than no-fappers imagine. Getting a girlfriend or wife will not solve your sexual frustrations. You think having a girlfriend or wife will sexually satisfy you? Ha! You think doing pickup will sexually satisfy you? Ha! You don’t know women. They don’t give a shit about your sexual needs.

I had this epiphany not while I was single but while I had a girlfriend. That was eye-opening to me. I realized that sex with her would never be enough to satisfy me. This changed my attitude towards sex and relationships dramatically. I deconstructed the fantasy that women will ever sexually satisfy me, which made me 100% responsible for sexually satisfying myself, which was a huge shift. There is so much powerful illusion involved in sexual relationships.

This is the real black pill.

It is not a woman's responsibility to satisfy you, it is your responsibility. What a paradigm shift! This changes everything.

What blackpillers don't realize is that getting a girlfriend will not satisfy you. It will not solve your problems. If only life were so easy. The poor dream that money will satisfy them like blackpillers dream that having a girlfriend will satisfy them. These are powerful illusions which only break when you fully play them out.

As long as your attitude is that women are responsible for sexually satisfying you, you will forever be their slave and forever frustrated no matter how many of them you get in bed. Your sexual frustration triples when you expect women to satisfy you. You need hoping and they keep letting you down. This isn't their fault. They will never care about you. It is your fault for expecting them to be that selfless.

Doing pickup will not resolve this issue. It doesn't matter if you've slept with 500 women, tomorrow you will still be frustrated.