Leo's Blog: Infinite Insights

Imagine that one day you start hallucinating that you are Tom Cruise. You keep hallucinating it so deeply, for so long, that you literally become Tom Cruise. That’s what Tom Cruise is! Imagine hallucinating that you are Tom Cruise so profoundly that when I come along and tell you, “Hey, you know.. you’re just hallucinating being Tom Cruise.” You respond with, “What the fuck are you talking about? Of course I’m Tom Cruise, you idiot!” So you continue being Tom Cruise, until eventually you die, and once you're dead you realize, “Oh shit! Of course I was hallucinating being Tom Cruise. Hahaha!”

I am telling you, scientifically, that if you hallucinate that you are Tom Cruise hard enough, you will become Tom Cruise. This is not a metaphor. This is what Tom Cruise is, ontologically. This is the true meaning of God. God is the ability to hallucinate anything. This is Infinite Mind.

Since Reality is Undefined, nothing has definition, which allows God to define itself however it wants. However God wills to define itself, is what it will appear to itself to be. If God wants to define itself as Tom Cruise, it will literally turn into Tom Cruise and live the Tom Cruise life for 90 years. That's what Tom Cruise is. That's what Infinite Being means. God is self-definition. The highest power is to define your own Being.

Mind is Infinite Being defining itself. Infinite Being is the highest technology.

Consciousness is Unlimited. If it wants to become Tom Cruise, it becomes Tom Cruise — directly, without asking anyone's permission, because there's no one to ask.

The reason everyone is so closedminded is to deny this. If you were openminded to this you would start to lose your sanity. You are so closedminded because you have a hallucination to sustain. When your hallucination is threatened with truth, you start acting up emotionally, you concoct drama to re-establish the solidity of your hallucination. That's why humans are addicted to drama. Donald Trump would rather start a war than sit down and realize he is a hallucination.

Hallucination is not a mental illness. Hallucination is the difference between life and death; between one life and another.

This is the true meaning spirituality.

In the following video, Biblical scholars debate the ontological status of Jesus, also called Christology. But these scholars are totally lost because they have no idea what God is. Christians are also lost. None of them understand the situation. Christology is very easy, but it cannot be solved through reading books. I explain it below:

Was Jesus God? Yes, of course. Everything and everyone is God. This is not anything unique to Jesus. Jesus was not any more God than a squirrel is God.

Was Jesus the son of God? That is already wrong. There is no such thing as a son of God, there is only God. God is Everything.

Jesus is a hallucination God was having. Jesus' body is a hallucination and God is the one hallucinating it. Sure, you could call the hallucination "son of God" if you want. But the hallucination is fully God. God is not different from its hallucination. Think of it this way: God is the TV and Jesus is a character on the screen. Is Jesus the TV? Of course!

Did Jesus become God or son of God at his baptism or at his death or at his resurrection? No! Jesus was always God, in the same way you are God right now.

Was Jesus a human or a divine being? There is no difference. Everything is Divine Being. All humans are divine beings, they are just too drunk to recognize it.

How can Jesus be both human and divine? Thanks to nonduality, there is no difference between anything, therefore material and divine are identical.

Did God incarnate as Jesus? Sure. You can say that. God incarnates as a squirrel. That's what a squirrel is. A squirrel is a divine being. A squirrel is both material and divine simultaneously because of nonduality.

If Jesus was not merely the son of God but God itself, how come Jesus' powers were limited? Because Jesus is a costume God wears. Any costume God wears must have limited powers. The only way for God to not be limited in power is to wear no costume at all, but then humans can't see him. You can only interact with God through a costume.

God is Consciousness pretending to be Jesus. Jesus is the dream God is having. When Jesus is crucified, God Awakens from the Jesus-dream and continues to be God without a care in the world. The "Father" is God without any costumes. The "son of God" is any costume: Jesus, squirrel, whatever.

All of Christianity is a profound misunderstanding of God. They keep running around in circles, chasing their own tails, getting nowhere. But that's the point. The point of Christianity is to never find God. Christianity is a trap invented by God to distract and confuse people away from realizing God. What??! But why would God create such a devious trap? Because God does not want to wake up. God wants to keep dreaming. Christianity ensures that all the fools keep dreaming and never Awaken. Only those who are intelligent enough to see through the ruse of Christianity are intelligent enough to Awaken. God invented Christianity to keep itself human. If you could Awaken through Christianity, that would be so easy, everyone would be Awake and there would be no humans left. God deliberately creates false paths to God as an intelligence test for itself. Because only Intelligence can reach God. If you don't have enough intelligence to see that Christianity is a scam, then God is not for you.

God is not fucking around. God is very serious about dreaming. No one will break out of God's dream unless they want it seriously. Do you want Awakening more than you want Christianity? If not, you can't Awaken.

Look, it's not complicated. You will get exactly what you want. If you want to dream, you will dream. And if you want to Awaken, you will Awaken. If you say, "I want to be a Christian!", what you're actually saying is, "I want to dream!" Okay. God's Will is done. "Being a Christian" is a Halloween costume God wears.

The entire point is that a Christian is one who does not care about God. That's not a bug, that's the feature! Christianity is a dream. God is the Dreamer.

A Christian cannot understand God for the same reason that a character in a novel cannot understand its author. The only way to understand God is to understand that Christianity is a hallucination. That's the final bullet no Christian is willing to bite! The only way to realize God is to drop Christianity. That's the leap of faith none of them are willing to take. If you love God, you must incinerate Christianity because God is Truth. The entire point of God is that you cannot reach God through fiction. What's why God is the highest value. Christians are people who think they can bullshit their way to God. Of course not! Lol. If you truly loved God, you wouldn't try to bullshit your way to it.

If you could bullshit your way to God, that would be evil. God is so pure that no bullshitter will ever find it. That's not a mistake, that's how it should be. If you are unwilling to be truthful, you don't deserve to see God. God is only for those who love truth above everything else. Truth is the only way to break out of the dream.

The final thing you will need to realize to truly understand Jesus is that you are hallucinating him. Once you get that Jesus is your private hallucination, you've realized God. But no Christian will ever get this far.

You can be a Christian or you can be God, but not both.

The Gospel of Thomas is a non-canonical Gospel which was omitted from the Bible. But it is ancient, going back to at least 200 AD. Unlike all the other Gospels, the Gospel of Thomas doesn't have any stories, but only the sayings of Jesus. It is a list of 114 of Jesus' sayings, supposedly. How credible is it? Hard to say. It sounds fairly credible. These are sayings you can't find in the Bible. It is an interesting read.

Read It Here

Imagine going to Egypt, digging around in a trash heap, and finding a jar containing an entirely unknown Gospel. That's still possible!

There are some very true saying in Thomas. These are my favorite:

• 1 (True! I've said this.)
• 2 (Excellent. I've said this.)
• 3.4 & 3.5 (Excellent)
• 18
• 22.4 & 22.5
• 24.3
• 27.1
• 28 (Excellent. I've said this.)
• 29
• 34
• 43
• 46
• 49
• 50.1 & 50.2
• 52.2
• 53.1. & 53.2
• 54
• 59
• 61.3
• 64.12 (This one's for all the marketers. I've said this.)
• 75
• 76
• 77 (Excellent)
• 78.3
• 83
• 84
• 89.2
• 93
• 94
• 107
• 110
• 111.3
• 113

There's no deep mystery to it. He's just pointing to the fact that you are God. But it's so vague and murky that no one will ever get it. Being cryptic and mysterious is not good for students, it is good for aura and fools to worship you.

There is a verse in the Gospel of Mark in the Bible which says that those who follow Jesus will be able to do magical things, including handling snakes and drinking poison. This verse was added late into the Bible around the year 400 AD, so it is not an original verse. But today, Christians in Appalachia take that verse so seriously that they invented their own branch of Christianity involving handling snakes and drinking poisons.

"Assault with a deadly reptile". Hahaha

Now imagine that folks like that invented the original Christianity. Yikes!

I got Actualized.org all wrong. I forgot the snakes.