Leo's Blog: Infinite Insights

What scientists call hallucination is when Mind becomes so fluid that its thoughts and desires start to get reflected in physical reality. For example, when you imagine a demonic face and you see a demonic face materialize on the wall. This is not a mistake or a mental disorder. This is the true nature of Mind. Mind materializes its will directly as the physical world, because the physical world has always been the Mind's hallucination.

What scientists don't understand is that demonic faces appearing on the wall is not delusion, demonic faces can appear on the wall because ontologically the wall is made out of Everything/Infinity, which includes demonic faces. Yes, your wall is made out of demons and unicorns. Again, this is not irrational, this is not unscientific, this is trans-rational. The difference between a demon and wall is imaginary. I'm serious. You can become so Awake that you will see the walls of your house are made out of demons and unicorns. That's ontological relativity.

Note: No, I do not suffer from any mental illness or disorder. My mind is crystal clear, coherent, rational, stable. I am just explaining the ontology of Consciousness, which scientists should have explained to you in grade school, if they had the openmindedness and intelligence to comprehend it.

I've said before that the most conscious, selfless, loving, and mystical humans were killed off long ago by the most selfish. Well, here's a perfect example of how such selection works:

https://www.instagram.com/reel/DYmN_fPNMYr

Today's humans are spiritual black frogs, after millennia of wars and genocides. That's why we still live in the spiritual Dark Ages. But scientists have wrongly taken this darkness as proof that God does not exist. Ha! This is just a temporary Dark Age. The light frogs will reemerge once the dust settles.

Bonus: Wait? Does this mean black people have radiation immunity? Then everyone in Fallout should be black. Haha! Does this mean that after WW3 there will only be black people?? That alone should be enough to turn white supremacists into nuclear abolitionists. That explains why black don't crack. LOL

An alligator in Florida bites off a girl's arms while she was swimming in 3 feet of water.

God's Imagination is so potent that it can literally bite your arms off! That's why we must be careful and conservative in our approach. Life is an epic hallucination with bloody consequences. God is a very serious thing. God will eat you alive if you aren't careful.

Note: I make no distinction between alligators and crocodiles. They are the same thing to me. This is an example of a bullshit human distinction. Stop needlessly dividing Reality. You do not have to accept these social distinctions. As far as I'm concerned, there is no difference between a crocodile and Donald Trump. Your mind does not need to be limited by socially-accepted distinctions. The distinction between Trump and a crocodile is not scientific, it is mental. Seeing Trump as a crocodile is just as valid as any other classification in science. That is not pre-rational, that is post-rational.

Imagine imagining a planet so precisely, so deeply, that a new planet appears in the sky. That is what a planet IS. That's how planets are actually made, not through science. Imagine an imagination so powerful that it creates physical planets. That's why it is called God. What do you call it when a mind is so powerful that it can create physical planets full of life out of nothing using pure Will and Imagination? Do you call that not-God? NO! You call it God, because God is the ability to will anything into existence.

Yes, God can and God does will planets into existence. However, this does not happen in the stupid way humans assume. God doesn't just randomly decide to invent a new planet for shits and giggles. It is all way more intelligent than that. God imagines precisely the planets that are seen in our universe. Not stupid magical fairy-tale planets, or ego-fueled planets, but actual planets like Mars, Venus, Saturn, etc. God imagines Mars so realistically that if you were to fly there, you would most likely die from radiation and cold alone. Stop picturing God's Imagination like some cartoon. God's Imagination is precisely as real as crash-landing on Mars and suffocating to death in the frigid cold. God will gladly imagine the blood in your veins freezing until your heart explodes. THAT is God's Imagination, not your human fantasies of what God's imagination should be like. God's Imagination is as stark, brutal, impersonal, ruthless, cold, and realistic as the surface of Mars. God's Imagination includes every grain of sand on Mars and its precise location. When God imagines a planet, it is not some wacky, loony dreamscape, it is Mars! Not an imaginary Mars, actual Mars.

How much more profound to walk on Mars when you understand that the surface of Mars is the surface of God's Mind? God doesn't contradict science, God makes all science a hundred times more profound. The existence of God means that all science is a spiritual experience — which is how it should be, and how it was in the past.

The key insight everyone's missing is that God's imagination is identical to Reality. It is as real as Reality feels. When a child's skull gets crushed in a car crash, that is REAL, which is precisely the power and majesty of God's Infinite Imagination. When something feels super, super REAL, that's the hallmark of God's Imagination. The human imagination does not feel REAL, it feels airy and vague. God's Imagination is as solid and clear as a dog biting your hand. It is not a difference in kind but a difference of degree. God's Imagination is a million times more powerful than a human's. If you take a human's imagination and scale it up by a factor of a million, you get the surface of Mars, you get a skull crushed in a car crash.

Remember a horrible day in your life that felt so real you wished it was a dream, and equate that REALNESS with God's Imagination. From now on, whenever you feel something is very REAL, remind yourself that that IS Imagination. Switch to the following paradigm: The more REAL a thing feels, the more Imaginary it is.

How's that for a paradigm shift?

If you want to test this out, take a toothpick and slowly poke it into your hand, and as you feel the pain increasing, keep reminding yourself that this IS God's Imagination.

Note: Do not injure yourself. Do it without drawing blood.

Another fragment from the book I am writing:

Your mind is constructing the notion of 'substance' in order to construct your sanity and sense of self. When you were born (so to speak), you invented the idea that objects are made out of substances. This is not a scientifically proven idea, but the ego doesn’t care. It is a very deep construction of the ego-mind in order for it to feel like a real human being. You don’t understand this yet, but in order to be human you had to assign a substance to yourself. In your mind, being human is a kind of 'substance' you think you are or have. You invented the idea that you are a physical object made of smaller physical objects. For that to work you had to invent the idea of physical objects. “But Leo! Look at this chair, that is a physical object!” No, a chair is not a physical object. You invented that. A chair is a non-physical figment of Consciousness. This is very different from a physical object. Or, if you are more religiously-inclined then you invented the substance called a 'soul' and you gave yourself a soul. This soul is as invented as a physical object. What is a soul made of anyway? The ego-mind doesn't know and doesn't care. All it needs is to use that empty concept as an anchor point to ground itself.

These are not just word games, you actually believe you are a physical object! As long as you believe that, you cannot Awaken nor realize God. In order to realize God you must undo all of the ego-mind's finite anchor points. "I am a biological creature made out of atoms" is one of many such anchor points. "I am a soul inside of a physical body" is another common one. All of these anchor points must be deconstructed. The more of them you deconstruct the deeper you will realize God. These anchor points keep your identity/mind/intellect finite.

The very notion that objects have finite discrete substances is a hallucination. Discreteness itself is imaginary. Being discrete is not absolute, yet all of science assumes it is. Your true identity is indiscrete.

Turn your skepticism towards questioning the notion of substance. What is substance? Where did this idea come from? Why do you take it so seriously? What if Reality is not made out of substances at all? What if you have no substance? This is the proper use of skepticism.

This probably won't make sense right now, but one day it will: If you have no substance, that means you are God.

Another way to put it: God's substance is everything/nothing simultaneously. God is a superposition of all imaginable substances, qualities, identities.

Osho, still wrong on God:

https://www.instagram.com/reel/DZ1kbgTT01R

Sorry, but I cannot let this kind of misinformation just slide. This is a horribly misleading explanation of God and Awakening. All spiritual seekers need to be told that Awakening means only one thing: Realizing you are God. Anything else is misleading.

Telling people that there is no God, is wrong. If people have the wrong idea of God, then correct their wrong idea and give them the right idea. Do not tell them that the entire idea is wrong, because that's just not true. God is a valid, legit, true idea. It is just a bit corrupt and misunderstood.

A spiritual teacher's job is not to tell people that there is no God. A spiritual teacher's job is to inform people of what God truly is and how best to reach God.

Simply put, relativity means that you can draw an equally valid map of the Earth from any angle, not just with North as up or Britain at the center. A map of Earth is just as valid if it centers New Zealand with North at 49 degrees. But now extend this relativity to ontology/being itself. When scientists say that Reality is made of atoms, quarks, strings, or equations, this is as foolish as saying that the center of the Earth is Britain and North is up. Science does not yet understand that ontology is entirely relative.

"But Leo, if ontology is relative, doesn't that mean that when you say that reality is Consciousness/God then that's also relative?" No. Consciousness/God is not relative, it is absolute. The difference is that Consciousness/God is not like an atom, quark, string, equation. Those are all finite, relative things. Consciousness in not like that. Consciousness is not a thing at all! Consciousness is made out of every finite possibility. Consciousness is what makes ontology relative. So there is no performative contradiction here. It is absolutely the case that Consciousness is the only Reality, and this Consciousness is made out of literally Everything/Nothing. The Reality of Consciousness is not relative, it is absolute. But all finite substances are relative.

When I say that Reality is made of Consciousness this is different in kind from anything scientists say when they propose their finite physical theories. These are not alike claims because all their claims are finite and my claim is Infinite. Infinity is the only correct ontology. Infinity as the one true ontology is what creates endless relativity. Infinity is the absolute container for all things relative, like science.

Infinity as an ontology exists in a category of its own, in a category that contains only one member, Itself. That is why Reality is precisely how it is and not otherwise, because there is only one way it could be. All other ways are self-deception. Another way to think about this is: Infinity is all possible ways. There is only one way to be all possible ways. If you drew a map of the Earth in every possible way, that would be what Reality is truly like. Reality/Consciousness/God is all-inclusive. That's why your way of viewing it feels so real and true, because your one way is an infinitesimal part of Absolute Truth.

"Consciousness is made of atoms" is just one infinitesimal way of viewing Reality. Scientists don't understand this yet. They keep assuming Reality can be explained with some collection of finite views. What is quantum mechanics? What is string theory? What is physics? What is evolution? What is science? What is math? These are all just finite, narrow views of Infinity.

No collection of finite views can ever explain Infinity/God/Consciousness/Reality/Truth, unless the collection is infinite. It is as if scientists are trying to explain the entire number line by picking individual favorite numbers. One physicist says the number line is made out of 3s. Another says its made out of 5s. And then they argue endlessly with each other about it, thinking that one of them must be right. No. They are all wrong. They are all playing finite games when the real game is Infinite.