Leo's Blog: Infinite Insights
Miscellaneous bits of wisdom and resources on personal development, life purpose, philosophy, epistemology, nonduality, psychedelics, etc. Published randomly throughout the week.
- penetrating mental vision or discernment.
- the sudden act of grasping the inner nature or truth of a situation.
- a deep understanding of a person or thing.
Insights here are meant to be quick and half-baked. Consider these food for thought.
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The notorious televangelist Jim Bakker died last month. Here's a nice summary of his shameless fake spirituality:
Notice that epistemic perverts end up as grifters. Why is that? Because they have nothing else to live for. When you aren't living for truth, you have nothing else to live for but grifting. Living without truth is like living without a backbone. Any kind of mental gymnastics become acceptable for the sake of survival.
Hypocrisy is largely unconscious. The hypocrite’s mind is not self-aware enough to see its own hypocrisy. When the hypocrisy is pointed out to it by outsiders, the mind is caught by surprise because it saw no hypocrisy there. So the mind gets defensive and tries to rationalize away the hypocrisy rather than owning up to it. Mind is so vast, subtle, and hairy that its hypocrisy goes unseen, because it is hard for the mind to keep track of all of its positions and beliefs. It is easy to see hypocrisy from outside, it is very difficult to see it from inside. The mind does not have conscious access to all its positions, utterances, and beliefs at once. Thanks to this, hypocrisy has plenty of room to hide in the shadows of the mind. Being a hypocrite is automatic, by default, unconscious. Not being a hypocrite requires lots of self-reflection, which is tedious, boring, and threatening.
The more conscious I become, the more hypocrisy I see in myself. It is unpleasant to catch one's own hypocrisy because one doesn't think of oneself as a hypocrite. Seeing one's own hypocrisy is ugly, but it is healthy because you can't fix what you can't see.
This is great stuff. The son of a famous televangelist spills all the dirt.
Imagine being a televangelist and living with yourself like that your entire life. That's the ultimate nightmare for me.
Are you autistic?
There's a test for that: Autism Test
Am I autistic?
I scored 25/50 on the test. Scores in the 0-25 range indicate few or no autistic traits.
The reason my score is relatively high is because I am very introverted and solitary, which overlaps with many autistic check-boxes. But my mind is not obsessed with technical detail, in fact the opposite, I don't care about trivial technical things at all. And I do not like keeping a routine. Mostly I just don't like socializing because it is too shallow for me. I can socialize, but it's just not meaningful for me.
Anyways, placing yourself into a simplistic narrow box like that is not so wise. You have to question any man-made category mankind tries to place you in. Don't accept their frame if it doesn't feel right.
This is high-quality and interesting history:
That channel has many good, niche history videos.