Leo's Blog: Infinite Insights — Page 80

April 5, 2019

Terminator 2 is — in my opinion — one of the greatest films of all time.

Ever since I was a kid the final scene always moved me:

It's such a brilliant final scene, filled with spiritual significance.

Now I understand why I liked it so much. It represents the hardest things for an ego to do: self-terminate. It represents the stark brutality of total selflessness.

How do you ask a self to self-terminate?

You see? That is why this work is hard.

"Be melting snow. Wash yourself of yourself." — Rumi

WARNING: Do not confuse self-termination with suicide. I am talking about spiritual self-termination. Suicide is just more ego.

April 4, 2019

It took some gamer-nerd 300 hours to build this epic roller coaster. When I saw it, it reminded me of God's infinite creative potential — of how life and reality just goes on and on and on like an endless roller coaster.

You might wonder, "So what? Why would someone waste 300 hours creating this silly thing? What the point?" The point is CREATION itself! God likes to create amazing stuff just for the hell of it. When you have infinite creative capacity, when you have unlimited intelligence, when you have unlimited power, when you have an eternity — what else are you gonna do? You have somewhere you gotta be?

CREATION is its own end. As you go chasing awakening and Nothingness, do not overlook CREATION! It's everywhere and everything! You might look at this roller coaster and see some gamer-nerd making something pointless. But that's not some nerd, that's God! That is the unlimited creative force of the whole universe materializing itself into a roller coaster! God is the sum total of all chains of creation, of which this roller coaster is one chain. That force is designing everything from atoms to cells to animals to galaxies and beyond. Can you see it? It is unlimited creation. It cannot stop. It bursts infinitely with new creative forms and ideas, ultimately spawning everything that can ever be.

If life feels depressing and bleak, it's because you're failing to step into your role as Creator. Creation is a spiritual activity. Every time that gamer-nerd works on perfecting his roller coaster, he's in church. And when you look upon and delight in his creation, recognizing the God in it, you are in church. What if your work and your church were one and the same? Wouldn't that be a life worth living?

Never forget, you are a creator. You are THE creator. What are you gonna create with your life?

I hope it's something at least as cool as this rollercoaster.

P.S. Notice what the guy in the video says at the very end of the ride, at timestamp 10:02. He says, "OH. MY. GOD!" That's right. That's exactly right.

P.P.S. Here's another epic Aliens rollercoaster.

March 29, 2019

I ended up taking 23 pages of notes during my solo retreat.

Here they are if you're interested: Leo's Solo Retreat Notes, Feb-Mar 2019

A lot of profound insights there, but it was hastily written, and of course a lot of insights were not written down at all.

March 24, 2019

And I'm back!

It's been a crazy 29 days of consciousness work, featuring 13 profound awakening experiences — each one deeper than the last. Impossible levels of consciousness were accessed that few human beings have ever experienced.

I'll tell you all about it after I collect my thoughts. There is a lot to say, yet at the same time, it is impossible to put it faithfully into words.

I have a truckload of the deepest insights to share.

March 16, 2019

Sorry, in my eagerness I neglected to post here that I'm away for 30 days straight doing a solo meditation retreat in search of enlightenment.

Video explanation of my plans can be found here.

My retreat ends on March 24th. I'll post a video summarizing my results shortly thereafter.

February 19, 2019

Today Bernie Sanders announced his entry in the 2020 Presidential race and I am thrilled to endorse him. I don't typically endorse politicians, but he is by far the best politician in the country today. He is a serious visionary leader and his policy platform is outstanding. If you want to live in a more conscious, less plutocratic America, please donate & support Bernie because the establishment ego backlash against him will be yuge!

Sanders' 2020 policy platform:

  • Medicare 4 All
  • Green New Deal/climate
  • $15 min wage
  • Criminal justice reform
  • Free college
  • Break up biggest banks
  • Campaign finance reform
  • Gender pay equity
  • Paid leave
  • Lower drug prices
  • Expand Social Security
  • Save unions
  • DREAM Act
  • Background checks & assault weapons ban
  • Affordable housing
  • New infrastructure
  • Opposing military industrial complex
  • Legalization of weed
  • Abolish private prisons
  • End cash bail
  • Major police department reform

Now is the time to put your money where your mouth is. If you are short on cash, consider volunteering for his campaign, the Justice Democrats, or Wolf-PAC to get corporate money out of government.


And don't forget to register to participate in your state's Democratic primary. This is very important. Voting in the General Election is NOT good enough.

February 18, 2019

I don't particularly like to kick a man when he's down, but the following video shows the unraveling of Alex Jones' ego in such a stark way that it deserves to be in a textbook about devilry. Pay close attention to how the arrogance of the ego-mind refuses to concede to truth and love, doubling down on its egotism and starting a holy war (lesser Jihad). This is how crusades and holy wars throughout history have been started.

Alex Jones is just an extremely obvious example of this. But notice how your ego does this too, in (hopefully) lesser, more subtle ways. It especially happens when you feel under attack or when your livelihood or identity is seriously threatened.

As context for this clip, on his podcast Joe Rogan extended a hand of friendship to Alex Jones, genuinely concerned for his mental health. Joe took a fair, compassionate position, being more than generous to Alex Jones, but the devil cannot stand it! The devil is terrified of genuine love and compassion — he thinks it's a ploy. Love burns the devil like a sunlight burns a vampire. Rogan is speaking from a healthy stage Green while Jones is speaking from a very pathological stage Red. Stage Green often underestimates the depravity and viciousness stage Red is capable of — it is outside of stage Green's reality.

The fundamental position of the devil in aggressive defiance of God. At low levels of Spiral Development the ego becomes aggressively ignorant and, of course, assumes the position of God. The devil always feels like he is the righteous one who could do no wrong and that God is on his side. The devil is a usurper of God's throne, actively spinning delusions and self-deceptions to convince himself that what he's doing is righteous.

Remember this: a devil will not hesitate to bite a helping hand. So be careful when openly offering them your compassion.

P.S. Please don't misunderstand me when I call Alex Jones a devil. Despite how it sounds, I am not actually demonizing him. When I call someone "a devil" I do not use this term dualistically or moralistically. I am not making a moral judgment of him. For me this is a technical term describing delusional egoic behavior which aims at supplanting truth with its own selfishness. Like how a cuckoo bird tries to lay its own egg in the nest of other birds.

See my video: What Is The Devil? to learn more.

February 15, 2019

Check out this cool video demonstrating entrainment:

Notice at the end how they all de-sync without the soda cans.

Consider that the soda cans are culture. Culture allows human beings to entrain with each other. Which is why people defend their cultures to the death.

P.S. Your brain gets entrained to certain types of sounds and music just like the pendulums above. Various spiritual techniques make use of such brain entrainment — like binaural beats, Solfeggio frequencies, chanting, mantra recitation, and shamanic drumming — in order to access higher states of consciousness. Is this New Age voodoo? No! Does it really work? Yes! Give it a try, if you dare. There is a spooky yet legit connection between your state of consciousness and auditory vibrations.

February 12, 2019

"Abandon the search for God and the Creation and other matters of a similar sort. Look for him by taking yourself as the starting point. Learn who it is within you who makes everything his own and says, 'My God, my mind, my thought, my soul, my body.' Learn the sources of sorrow, joy, love, hate. Learn how it happens that one watches without willing, rests without willing, becomes angry without willing, loves without willing. If you carefully investigate these matters you will find him in yourself."

— Monoimus, quoted by Hippolytus of Rome

February 7, 2019

Free-market capitalism (especially the Chicago School) is a dangerous cult ideology. Similar to positivism, behaviorism, and materialism. A lot of otherwise intelligent people get sucked into them because the group-think and status quo is so strong it goes completely unquestioned, masquerading as "science" or "fact". The devil loves to lie using mathematics because it gives him the perfect cover of "objectivity".

Of course Marxism also tends to be cult-like. But right now America has a serious addiction to capitalism, to the point of being in denial about it.