Actualized Group Meditation

[Shin]

@SeviI did 3 hours of sitted meditation, I'll do more now.

I also did 1 hour of walking meditation and something like 30-45 minutes of self-inquiry (maybe more).

I think I'll do 2 hours of meditation everyday now, I can feel the difference.

@Sevi Tell me when you'll meditate then :3

Edited May 14, 2017 by Shin

[Sevi]

@Shin I'll do GMT 02:00 am may 15 , it'll be 10pm  Sunday night here in CT.

35 minutes ago, Shin said:

I think I'll do 2 hours of meditation everyday now, I can feel the difference.

Really? What was the sensation/experience which made you decide so?

Edited May 14, 2017 by Sevi

[Shin]

5 minutes ago, Sevi said:

@Shin I'll do GMT 02:00 am may 15 , it'll be 10pm  Sunday night here in CT.

Really? What was the sensation/experience which made you decide so?

Emptiness of thoughts (like 95% of the time).
Whenever a thought cames in, it's way easier to let it drop than a regular day.
Like, I can instantly choose to let go of a thought, even if it has a huge momentum.

Edited May 14, 2017 by Shin

[Sevi]

I'm in. 2mins..

After everyone's epic journeys yesterday this is a baby meditation

 

Ohh... this was such a pure sweet joy... I didn't wanna end it...

In Chinese medicine there are these meridians, there was this line in my body which was always a bit off as a sensation, after years today there was this sweetness in it...

I feel so appreciated to be able to share all of these..

?

Edited May 15, 2017 by Sevi

[Sevi]

I'm in, 1 min..?

 

[Shin]

Ahah, my mind use the excuse "but you're present all the time, why meditate, it's the same thing !".

It's so funny to hear its justifications, it's like a child who refuses to wash its teeths

 

@Sevi No, because it was a trick obviously.
Even if it's the same, sitted meditation is really nice to relax you even more, and to be even more aware of what you are.

I even sensed for a brief moment a fraction of Kundalini awakening, I may be able to trigger one I focus on that specifically.
I really want to see if I can surrender to it, now that I know what it is.

Makes me remember that this afternoon, while doing my job at the hypermarket, I had an experience of no self, like everything was pure energy, and I was just a point of view of it.
And it's not an experience, because you know at that point that it's always there, except you can't see it all the time.

This is happening more and more, and I think it's because I stopped seeking and thinking it's something I need.
Why would you need something you already are all the time anyway ?
It does not make sense

@Sevi No, it only happened once, It happened in my legs, and after that everywhere, it wasn't that amazing, but I sensed all my body like I never did. This wasn't what I'm reffering too though.
What I'm seeking is the experience where an infinite void spring from inside out, and your mind is in such a fear state, that it instantly refuse to experience it any further.
 

Edited May 20, 2017 by Shin

[Sevi]

15 minutes ago, Shin said:

Ahah, my mind use the excuse "but you're present all the time, why meditate, it's the same thing !".

Kind of true though the only thing is that we have such an interesting skill of forgetting it so it's all about bringing the attention back to being present. We are so very well educated to chase after distractions, this is just an undo process I think..

So this time did you accept your kid's justifications @Shin ?

[Sevi]

59 minutes ago, Shin said:

I even sensed for a brief moment a fraction of Kundalini awakening, I may be able to trigger one I focus on that specifically.
I really want to see if I can surrender to it, now that I know what it is.

Did you feel any tingling in any your finger tips or in your toes?

@Shin

[Dodo]

1 hour ago, Sevi said:

Kind of true though the only thing is that we have such an interesting skill of forgetting it so it's all about bringing the attention back to being present. We are so very well educated to chase after distractions, this is just an undo process I think..

So this time did you accept your kid's justifications @Shin ?

WOw that touched my soul, dude. I love my inner child's justifications! 

Because! 

[Sevi]

27 minutes ago, Who_Am_I said:

WOw that touched my soul, dude. I love my inner child's justifications! 

Because! 

Ahah?

 

@Shin if you like, we can focus on that for couple of weeks, it nurtures bodily conditions to be in supportive states for thoughtlessness or pure awareness and stuff.. are you joining tomorrow? (Ok, I'm gonna go back to my training again, talk to you soon!)

[Shin]

 

On 20/05/2017 at 10:53 PM, Sevi said:

Ahah?

 

@Shin if you like, we can focus on that for couple of weeks, it nurtures bodily conditions to be in supportive states for thoughtlessness or pure awareness and stuff.. are you joining tomorrow? (Ok, I'm gonna go back to my training again, talk to you soon!)

Don't know if I'm going to meditate tonight, but this afternoon I'll do it for 4 hours in the forest, come with me guys/girls

EDIT: Ok, time to shine !

I DON'T FEAR ME, COME ON !!!

 

@Sevi Annnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnd, get back to it.

It's not like there is anything else to do after our daily routine anyways :3

@Sevi I mean there is nothing else to do after reading for quite some time, sport, some exercices (funnyness/concentration), listening to some music, and a good walk in the forest.
There is nothing else to do than meditate.

Edited May 22, 2017 by Shin

[Sevi]

Hi everyone, or no one?

I'm in..

 

and

 

I'm out..

 

?

Edited May 21, 2017 by Sevi

[Sevi]

19 hours ago, Shin said:

 

@Sevi Annnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnd, get back to it.

It's not like there is anything else to do after our daily routine anyways :3

What does this mean @Shin ? To go back to our daily stuff?? Sometimes I have hard time to understand you

How was your meditation in the forest?

[Shin]

IT'S TIME !!!

 

 

Edited May 23, 2017 by Shin

[Shin]

TIME FOR SELF-INQUIRY, MOVE YOUR BUTTS !

 

 

@Sevi It was almost there tonight, fucking brain, instant pussy out !

Edited May 27, 2017 by Shin

[Sevi]

4 hours ago, Shin said:

TIME FOR SELF-INQUIRY, MOVE YOUR BUTTS !

 

HA HA!! Go for it @Shin !!

Get them to know their real-selves

Edited May 26, 2017 by Sevi

[Sevi]

I'm in. ?

 

Hahah! I mean I was in? I've just seen that I hadn't submitted the post.. so being more accurate I am out right now?

Wish I posted it on the actual time?.. (funny, I don't know why I care).. ok. Whatever.

I wish a beautiful Saturday for everyone!!!

Kisses and kisses and kisses and hugs?

 

Edited May 27, 2017 by Sevi

[Dodo]

I met this guy called Leonardo who is wearing the same clothes as me. I swear, we had exactly Identical clothes. To the shoes. The same red shirt. Both had jeans and light jackets. This is like the biggest coincidence in existence :-D. 

Oh also we knew each other from before, but wow! 

Anyway, I'm sitting now in meditation in the park. 

[Sevi]

On 5/26/2017 at 1:46 PM, Shin said:

 

@Sevi It was almost there tonight, fucking brain, instant pussy out !

@Shin don't say so.. what about being so happy for getting that close? and appreciating your brain for doing it's job of careful protection to maintain your homeostasis so you can still physically exist to do more adventurous self enquiries?

* at freaking 7 o'clock am, I'm trying to figure out the right way of saying things?

... it's job of careful protection of/to? maintaining/maintain your homeostasis

Or

... it's job to carefully protect your maintaining homeostasis

The second one seemed right, right now.

 

What the fuck++?!&%!++

? 

with love❤

Ahhah!!

Edited May 28, 2017 by Sevi
sevi is lost in grammar correction

[Sevi]

13 hours ago, Dodo said:

I met this guy called Leonardo who is wearing the same clothes as me. I swear, we had exactly Identical clothes. To the shoes. The same red shirt. Both had jeans and light jackets. This is like the biggest coincidence in existence :-D. 

Oh also we knew each other from before, but wow! 

Anyway, I'm sitting now in meditation in the park. 

Did this really happen? Very interesting.. I would be thinking about it for days to find out if it supposed to mean anything?