God of Red

[Creatorbeing]

so it's my journal ....what should I write, I don't even know..like I can write anything freely ...that makes me happy..

About my life...

[Creatorbeing]

First of all....I'm a being who was always passionate about reality knowledge...

My passionate came to life around 10th class ending...

I switched to a new school, new environment, I had to go with bus..

Wake up in the morning and dress up in that green coloured clothes with the logo of my school .

The school is based on religion.

My nursery to 10th class was Indian christian school.

But after 11th and 12th was hindu religion based.

New school, new people.

Some of my old school people were there,some in my class.

I remember how alienating the feeling was initially, that sense of physicality of this place,like very dense energy even though I prefer high energy feels,but in study and work environment, it's different vibes.

Mostly I will sit at the end of bus.

I'm not some social person, I don't wish to be Part of groups,I like my individuality.

Always I'll wake up in morning and reach in time,so I can sit last away from girls as far away as possible genuinely speaking, that's my nature ,not everyone is same.

Everyone's Nature is different as u know it.

 

[Creatorbeing]

I'm mostly a very reserved person in real life unlike others who look for validation and group mix thinking, I cut off from others and prefer my individuality

[Creatorbeing]

this movie i have watched most of the parts ,its like memories as childhood. 

right now my age is 22.

[Creatorbeing]

I truly believe one day I'll be a God since I have knowledge to manipulate reality like a dream.

I'm not some enlightenment guy ,who talk crap 24/7 and to massage their delusional beliefs and ego..

I love genuine things and one day I'll be a God.

Unlike enlightenment people who's only job is to argue, my goal is to look for what matters, what's real and use it in my life Unlike argue for pointless nonsense.

I have 3x experience of manipulation of reality.

These 3 ideas I set in my  experience. 

1.A negative entity which I can't perceive 

2.body sweatening for no reason on it's own even in cold

3.telepathy.

All three things I manifested perfectly ,so I know I can do this,I have experience not my first time.

I will create realities which will give me God like abilities 

Unlike ,Some of the people here who think my all this they gonna achieve anything but in reality they will achieve nothing.

I'm looking to become God for real and I will one day,it's my heart beats and soul.

I'm serious ,not joking.

 

[Creatorbeing]

I just watched lighthouse movie..

I got confused by the ending and the movie itself.

No doubt the movie is beautiful, but quite strange 

The ending was the reflection of Greek mythology of prometheus ,how he saw the divine truths of existence and lost his eyes and punished as prometheus

[Creatorbeing]

https://www.instagram.com/soulofhearts9?igsh=MTZieGxrdGx6dmFwMw==

My instagram 

[Creatorbeing]

I remember playing so many games as a child growing up leading to body sweat all over my face.

What a life it was.

When I look at my life back, sometimes I wonder wow!time flies so fast.

How everything has changed, I have also changed so much.

I had infinite things in life.

Not every thing is moral..

[Creatorbeing]

I have link of dune 2 ...should I share,but j don't wish website. 

My go to website for free latest movies to be taken down,that's why can't share link..

[Creatorbeing]

Sometimes it's beautiful to be a nobody.

Most of people wish to be famous 

But they don't the beauty of sitting across river feeling the energy enjoying life when no one cares, u are free and alive

I have sat many times mostly in mountain area trips across my childhood. 

It's a cold area and town with agriculture type environment.

My grandfather has so many fields,i have seen their apple tree etc

[Creatorbeing]

I was reading the process 

Rampage of appreciation given by abrahamhicks, how moving from emotion to emotions until I reach peak feelings will help in alignment to tune into my nonphysical self to change my reality experience. 

I see it's a psychological process.

Genuinely speaking I feel nervous, I know what happens when u tap into it.

When an emotion Is at certain stage, that's when u tap into an idea and manifest it .

But most of it was unconscious. 

So I'm nervous if I can do it,but I Belo I can,since it's a Natural process of creation 

[Creatorbeing]

I was wondering when to navigate through horror movies ,since I'm free

[Creatorbeing]

I just ordered two chicken pizzas and garlic bread with cheesy dip...

It's rainy weather outside, I like rainy and cloudy atmosphere, it feels mystical vibes..

It looks beautiful to see outside from glass windows..

Waiting for pizzas, I'll also get 3x diet coke cans to drink..

I'll excited

[Creatorbeing]

I'm about to go down..

Little anxious because some marriage celebration is going. 

I just have to collect pizzas 2x and go to shop for cans of diet coke mostly 3x

[Creatorbeing]

I ate the pizza's, fuckin blew my mind away.

Last time when I ordered from same place it wasn't that tasty, they were double the price ones.

This time I ordered 2x chicken pizza,the liquid cheese in pizza is melting in my mouth with boneless tender juicy chicken.

Ahhh ,orgasm .

My mind is gone by how delicious and cheesy this pizza this,best order I made with chilled diet coke

https://www.instagram.com/soulofhearts9?igsh=MTZieGxrdGx6dmFwMw==

I uploaded the video on instagram  can see