Spiritual Awakening/Death, with no Psychedelics, just Loving Connection

[Sempiternity]

I met the most extraordinary Woman a couple months ago. We fell in love instantly. True Soulmates. Shes traveled the world studying Spirituality. Our energy together is unlike anything I have ever even heard of in my decades of Spirituality. When we touch, there is a massive amount of energy exchange, like Reiki but dialed up to 10. When we sit in the energy exchange/love connection, and allow it to take it's course, we begin to get sucked into a Spiritual Awakening/Spiritual Death. At first, while doing this energy exchange, we would both start to black out, and have to sever our connection to regain consciousness. Lately we both allowed ourselves to let it go a bit longer. A couple nights ago, I went so far that I felt myself dying and had a panic attack. Last night, while I laid on top of her, holding her, her eyes rolled back in her head, and she went limp. When she came back, she said she died, and had a choice whether to come back or not. And all of this is 100% without any Psychedelics. 

Has anyone ever heard of this type of occurrence, where energy exchange/love connection leads to a Spiritual Awakening/Spiritual Death, every time Soulmates touch? 

Edited February 23 by Sempiternity

[Sempiternity]

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Edited February 25 by Sempiternity

[James123]

19 hours ago, Sempiternity said:

I met the most extraordinary Woman a couple months ago. We fell in love instantly. True Soulmates. Shes traveled the world studying Spirituality. Our energy together is unlike anything I have ever even heard of in my decades of Spirituality. When we touch, there is a massive amount of energy exchange, like Reiki but dialed up to 10. When we sit in the energy exchange/love connection, and allow it to take it's course, we begin to get sucked into a Spiritual Awakening/Spiritual Death. At first, while doing this energy exchange, we would both start to black out, and have to sever our connection to regain consciousness. Lately we both allowed ourselves to let it go a bit longer. A couple nights ago, I went so far that I felt myself dying and had a panic attack. Last night, while I laid on top of her, holding her, her eyes rolled back in her head, and she went limp. When she came back, she said she died, and had a choice whether to come back or not. And all of this is 100% without any Psychedelics. 

Has anyone ever heard of this type of occurrence, where energy exchange/love connection leads to a Spiritual Awakening/Spiritual Death, every time Soulmates touch? 

I have a similar situation like this. My wife is in spirituality a lot. Moreover, she forced me to meditate, use psychedelics, do retreats for months. Then finally, I recognize what enlightenment is. And after that our connection become too strong that when she is around me, I was exploding love, crazy love. She killed me thousand times, believe me. She is the best thing ever happened to me.

[Yimpa]

Of course psychedelics are not the only way to experience Love.

[Sempiternity]

3 minutes ago, Yimpa said:

Of course psychedelics are not the only way to experience Love.

What? Nothing said here is anything close to this. Gross misunderstanding of what was said. 

[Yimpa]

9 minutes ago, Sempiternity said:

What? Nothing said here is anything close to this. Gross misunderstanding of what was said. 

Better than being a sheep who just mimics what everyone else is saying and doing.

Not calling you a sheep, so don’t take it personally.

Edited February 24 by Yimpa

[Yimpa]

19 hours ago, Sempiternity said:

And all of this is 100% without any Psychedelics. 

I was referring to this. Had I quoted it you would’ve had a different response.

[Sempiternity]

2 minutes ago, Yimpa said:

Better than being a sheep who just mimics what everyone else is saying and doing.

Not calling you a sheep, so don’t take it personally.

Again, what? What does this have anything to do with this discussion. Piss off please. 

[Yimpa]

7 minutes ago, Sempiternity said:

Again, what? What does this have anything to do with this discussion. Piss off please. 

I was agreeing with you that psychedelics are not necessary to have beautiful experiences. You don’t own this forum.

If you feel that my post or anyone else’s is offensive or out of line with guidelines, feel free to use the report button and let the moderators handle it.

Edited February 24 by Yimpa

[Yimpa]

I am communicating with my soulmate right now to process the pain and hurt you have done to me.

[BipolarGrowth]

This sounds like a very rare and important connection. I’ve not experienced something quite like this myself, but I encourage you to explore it. Other beings can awaken immensely valuable spiritual processes in us; this I have experienced. It sounds like you’ve found a very special person in your life. Cherish her, cherish yourself, and do your best to promote and retain the positivity in your interactions. Intense connections can sometimes call us to evolve to maintain them. 

[Sempiternity]

8 minutes ago, BipolarGrowth said:

This sounds like a very rare and important connection. I’ve not experienced something quite like this myself, but I encourage you to explore it. Other beings can awaken immensely valuable spiritual processes in us; this I have experienced. It sounds like you’ve found a very special person in your life. Cherish her, cherish yourself, and do your best to promote and retain the positivity in your interactions. Intense connections can sometimes call us to evolve to maintain them. 

Wise and thoughtful words. Thank you  

[Jowblob]

23 hours ago, Sempiternity said:

I met the most extraordinary Woman a couple months ago. We fell in love instantly. True Soulmates. Shes traveled the world studying Spirituality. Our energy together is unlike anything I have ever even heard of in my decades of Spirituality. When we touch, there is a massive amount of energy exchange, like Reiki but dialed up to 10. When we sit in the energy exchange/love connection, and allow it to take it's course, we begin to get sucked into a Spiritual Awakening/Spiritual Death. At first, while doing this energy exchange, we would both start to black out, and have to sever our connection to regain consciousness. Lately we both allowed ourselves to let it go a bit longer. A couple nights ago, I went so far that I felt myself dying and had a panic attack. Last night, while I laid on top of her, holding her, her eyes rolled back in her head, and she went limp. When she came back, she said she died, and had a choice whether to come back or not. And all of this is 100% without any Psychedelics. 

Has anyone ever heard of this type of occurrence, where energy exchange/love connection leads to a Spiritual Awakening/Spiritual Death, every time Soulmates touch? 

I was conscious that my eyes were also rolled back after coming back from my own death when i stopped my heart.  One of the signs this person is your awakening is if you felt extreme love/heat while being near each other. This extreme love/heat can cause blackoutness in each of you when you enter it, and when you come back can feel like an intense heat that grows bigger and bigger and materializes in pain

[Javfly33]

Great, thanks for sharing. 

This game keeps getting more intense and 'real'. Prepare yourself guys 😅 Because the damn Brahman seems is putting awakening on fast forward for everyone. 

[Sempiternity]

2 hours ago, Javfly33 said:

Great, thanks for sharing. 

This game keeps getting more intense and 'real'. Prepare yourself guys 😅 Because the damn Brahman seems is putting awakening on fast forward for everyone. 

Amen to that