The Biggest Lie After Ego

[r0ckyreed]

4 hours ago, Davino said:

@r0ckyreed all good?

 

 

All good. I am trying to let go of my attachment to women and sex. It isn't good for my mental health. I am just going to keep focusing on myself and exploring the Universe directly.

What I want out is what no woman can give me. I want a woman who takes initiative and who has a healthy balance of masculinity and femininity. I haven't found such a woman and doubt she would even be interested in me. 

It is crazy because I see myself as an amazing person, but it seems like I am not what women are looking for. 

I am highly energetic/enthusiastic in my life. I think women cannot handle me or somehow I repel them. I guess it should not be my concern.

If they don't like me for being authentic, then they don't deserve me. I would treat them better than most guys they run into.

Sorry for my rant. I am just frustrated with feeling alone. It is hard for me to be truly liked for form relationships. I am always having to imitate things, and I am tired of it. I am at the point in my life where if people don't put in the effort, then I am not going to invest either.

Investment in myself and God is better than any investment in a relationship.

Edited February 12 by r0ckyreed