Soulmate

[Buck Edwards]

Didn't I suffer enough already? 

[Buck Edwards]

Velvet Tambourine it's my birthday in 2 days. Come to me. Please me. We are soulmates. 

[Buck Edwards]

The level of anger and hatred that someone can have for life can make them incapable of love. 

[Buck Edwards]

I wish you had never come in my life. Who the hell are you to judge me? 

[Buck Edwards]

But it was perfectly alright for you to disrespect me publicly. 

 

[Buck Edwards]

You used my emotions. 

You traded my emotions for your fucking ugly ego. 

 

[Buck Edwards]

The amount of hate I feel for myself is enough to want to kill myself. 

[Buck Edwards]

Should I blame myself for being insatiably attracted to you? 

[Buck Edwards]

If you worship God, you'll meet God. 

[Buck Edwards]

They say hating someone is equivalent to killing them. 

[Buck Edwards]

An honest vampire is still a vampire. 

[Buck Edwards]

Is it my fault that I have strong emotions for you? 

[Buck Edwards]

A soulmate doesn't have a gender. 

[Buck Edwards]

I fell in love with you. I felt rejected. It's fine. But sometimes rejection can feel like death. I want to lick my wounds. At the same time I don't want to give up on the idea of love. 

[Buck Edwards]

I couldn't give you what you wanted me to. I couldn't love you the way you wanted me to. My feelings and emotions were strong. I couldn't materialize my love for you. 

 

But you're a big part of my life. You're close to my heart even after such a long time has passed. 

 

You were an angel in my eyes. Agreed I placed you on a pedestal. Your beauty had blinded me(in a good way). I'm talking about your inner beauty. Appearance doesn't matter to me, neither does sex. 

Your heart is what I aimed for. You said I have your heart. I wish those days would come back. But then... This is just a dream.. 

 

[Buck Edwards]

I wish I could die. I wish I had died. Today is my birthday and I'm wishing death for myself. I wish you could feed me poison and let me go. What's the point of always being at the receiving end of your prejudice and resentment? 

You hate me and this feels like war and punishment. 

 

I wish you had killed me, finished me. Taken your revenge. Shown your anger. Finished this war. Your indifference hurts too. Your coldness hurts. 

 

I have hopelessly fallen in love with you. For that I felt punished. 

 

[Buck Edwards]

I've been wandering around the house all night wondering what the hell to do
Yeah, I'm trying to concentrate, but all I can think of is you
Well, the phone don't ring, 'cause my friends ain't home
I'm tired of being all alone
Got the TV on 'cause the radio's playing songs that remind me of you

Baby, when you're gone, I realize I'm in love
Days go on and on and the nights just seem so long
Even food don't taste that good
Drink ain't doing what it should
Things just feel so wrong
Baby, when you're gone
Yeah!

I've been driving up and down these streets
Trying to find somewhere to go
Yeah, I'm looking for a familiar face but, there's no one I know
Oh, this is torture, this is pain
It feels like I'm gonna go insane
I hope you're coming back real soon
'Cause I don't know what to do

Baby, when you're gone (when you're gone)
I realize I'm in love
Days go on and on (on and on)
And the nights just seem so long
Even food don't taste that good
Drink ain't doing what it should
Things just feel so wrong (uh, yeah)
Baby, when you're gone

Oh, baby, when you're gone (when you're gone)
I realize I'm in love (so in love)
The days go on and on
And the nights just seem so long
Even food don't taste that good (ah, ah)
Drink ain't doing what it should
Things just feel so wrong (so wrong)
Baby, when you're gone (yeah, gone)

Oh, baby, when you're gone
Yeah, baby, when you're gone

[Buck Edwards]

I should be in a bunny costume and you should be in a cat costume. 

[Buck Edwards]

Being separated from you can feel like death. 

[Buck Edwards]

What did I do now?