From Zero to Millionaire

[Zeroguy]

Yeah let's start the journey.

Edited January 27 by Zeroguy

[Zeroguy]

I have schizoaffective disorder.

Meds I am on:

• Olanzapine (Zyprexa)
• Ativan(Lorazepam)
• Tegretol(Carbamezapine)

Currently I am unemployed.

[Zeroguy]

I am ESTJ personality type.

 

[Zeroguy]

 

 

[Zeroguy]

Today I received 50 euros to my PayPal.

[Zeroguy]

Woke up at 5:30 am.

Was working as basic construction worker.Job started at 9 am and finished at 4pm.I am feeling really tired.

Have contemplated how important is my free time.

 

 

Edited February 9 by Zeroguy

[Zeroguy]

Woke up at 6:00 am.

 

Was working as basic construction worker.Job started at 8 am and finished at 3pm.I am feeling sore muscles .

[Zeroguy]

Today I woke up at 9am.I have no job anymore.Maybe in future I will work as construction worker more.But I am planning on opening my construction company myself.

I don't have any vices like smoking , coffee, alcohol and drugs.It feels good to be healthy.

I read how taking off of benzos is hard so I bought 2 packs of lorazepams so that  I don't run out on them.

[Zeroguy]

Today I woke up 5:30am.Worked until 3:30 pm as basic construction worker.For these 3 days I earned 102.42 euros . Nothing to be disappointed about .

Networth 152.42 euros

[Zeroguy]

Didn't worked as construction worker these days,had some expenses now I am at:

89.85 euros

[Nemra]

Sorry for writing here. I just wanted to wish you well 🙌❤️

[Zeroguy]

13 hours ago, Understander said:

Sorry for writing here. I just wanted to wish you well 🙌❤️

Journal is open for anyone to write here.Thanks for support wishing you well too.

[Zeroguy]

Today I received 2 000 euros from good friend of mine.With that money I will start business together with my brother.

Networth:2048 euros

Edited February 29 by Zeroguy

[Zeroguy]

City where I live:

 

 

[Zeroguy]

I bought a ďrill press and other pieces of equipment.Have to make workshop from ground up.

[Bobby_2021]

On 1/27/2024 at 11:15 PM, Zeroguy said:

Yeah let's start the journey.

😂😂Best of luck my guy. 

[Zeroguy]

I worked 2 days (this weekend) on the roof as construction worker.I earned 100 euros.

I am going to pay the gym and buy some clothing.

[Zeroguy]

I suffered benzodiazepines withdrawal and experienced psychosis and paranoia.I am not feeling well.I will talk with psychiatrist about my issues and hope she will change my meds.I hope she wouldn't suggest me to go to hospital.I talked with friends who was admitted to hospital 7 times and she says being in hospital is horrible.

[Zeroguy]

I've been using benzos for 2 and half years everyday.Thank God my withdrawal wasn't lethal but it produced psychosis.

Now I am feeling better and reminder to me to never run out of meds.

 

Edited April 18 by Zeroguy

[Zeroguy]

I am experiencing rough time mentally.I am having dark thoughts and experiencing paranoid thoughts.I worry about lots of things.

I need goal in life that will be solution.