Lucid dream familiar place

[kavaris]

"... Literally anything", reverberates in my mind, as im reminded of the boundless, endless roads from leo's video. 4:00am, I slowly fall into my imagination sequence, tumbling over scenes - until, i find myself walking the halls of my old elementary school... im looking at the ground and i find my numb body feels nervous, as all my memories and intentions have followed me into the dream ~ inside my metaphorical backpack. My body is numb like the rest of what i can see, and it is empty in each classroom as far as i know. And im racing through the halls (the school is one big circle) i go too fast and the arc of the hall begins spiraling in, until it leads to a dark corner, a void. I pass through it, and end up in (what looks like) a construction yard?... .... I tell myself that i need to *feel* my body, like i do when im awake. Then i begin to feel my body become realer and realer and realer.. Ahh!... ... im too scared. Im scared because..

im 'real-ifying' a scene of myself in an unfamiliar place. And if i wake up in this dream, then im in a place that is potentially miles from where i need to be. I look at the horizon and my negative thoughts hint at an eminent danger buffering at the horizon point. I immediately turn back, so to speak, and bring myself out of the dream.

I often find myself doubting my ability to dream of familiar places.. cause i never seem to go directly to where i want, albeit an upside-down, split personality, twin version of where i want to be... if the stairs are on the left, ill imagine the stairs on the right.

I suppose my question is, how do you go to where you want to go.

[Yimpa]

1 minute ago, kavaris said:

how do you go to where you want to go.

By realizing there’s nowhere to go.