Reenacting contemplation on Survival

[Rafael Thundercat]

I mean reenacting because I notice that I normaly shift my energy on where I posit my daily meditation, I mean meditation of self observation while I live, drink, eat, shit and so on,

So today I took time to rewatch Leo episode "How survival works part 1" and had the realisation that I was not paying attention on my daily micro survival activities. Well, I know why, because if you really start noticing all you do to survive as your former self or you former Ghost, you will basically spend a lot o energy because for example I am rigth now makimg a survival activity, trying to wrtite a comprehensive text, correcting the words as possible as I can and having a clear distinction that the phone is something external to me and an object that I use to comunicate with other mind out there that will read this, undertand and reply with other words. 

Also I just adjusted my position because was not confortable to me.. 

And today the last post on Leos blog was about the fish that use deception to lure a fish onto his mouth, and I am thinking " is not what happens with all the "click baits" everywhere, one post a title that will incite a assumed reaction on " another mind" and you end up " capturing" the attention of another partition of yourself. So in a sense God is even using itself to distract itself from being present in actuality by using language as a lure. 

Speaking of Lure I was prey of a scam recently and was fast enogth to block my credit card before more damage. See, again, survival..

This shit never ends.

Edited January 18 by Rafael Thundercat

[Rafael Thundercat]

By the way here is a AI image of the Hairy Frogfish, carry with you to remember you are a self-decepter surrounded by self -decepters using subtle, sneaky tricks to survive as a limited personality one more day. Till the day no trick can save your ass.

 

[gettoefl]

each day i survive for me or i survive for you

and which one holds determines if i am awake

i am the only one in this dream

my purpose is to see i beamed every molecule into existence and my practice is reconnect that apparently separate external

i don't do this by the practice of love but do this the presence of love

life is wholly an inside job