I exist before I exist and it's alot to take in

[Keryo Koffa]

Took me 12 psychedelic trips to realize I'm basically an infant when it comes to spirituality. The whole structure of my mind and body were pre-encoded long before I materialized. I am an appearence, a form, a physical manifestation of a far deeper self-exploring reality, a holon, a holistic structure. And at the same time, the formlessness itself morphing across forms and energies. I was never seperate from anything else, but I split into myself at some point. I evolve and change, I observe and fractalize reality, warp it through perspectives and morph it through perceptions, filters, desires, beliefs. But I am a very superficial ego when compared to the far greater whole that I define myself against but that I spring out of and am ever indebted for my existence to. But the dept is an illusion, for I am just a different aspect of that very same organism exploring itself.

There is much to learn and infinite things to discover. But my physical form as far as I'm aware will only last so long. It is a filter to the infinite experience that is possible. I seem to never quite die, forms change and I often definte myself as a form but I exist despite its change like a rock in the river. The whole universe is a manifestation of a projection from within itself.

I feel many confusing tendencies.

[Davino]

43 minutes ago, Keryo Koffa said:

Took me 12 psychedelic trips to realize I'm basically an infant when it comes to spirituality.

Crude realization I also had on salvia, very humbling, very healthy also.

44 minutes ago, Keryo Koffa said:

There is much to learn and infinite things to discover. But my physical form as far as I'm aware will only last so long. It is a filter to the infinite experience that is possible.

Many times I ask myself how my experience of reality will be without the limitations of the body. Physical death is a real mystery

[Yimpa]

2 hours ago, Davino said:

Many times I ask myself how my experience of reality will be without the limitations of the body. Physical death is a real mystery

Maybe it’s not limitations that are the problem. You may be imagining a reality in which limitations are holding you back from exploring yourself more freely. Do the limitations really have power over you?

[Davino]

9 hours ago, Yimpa said:

You may be imagining a reality in which limitations are holding you back from exploring yourself more freely.

You can't deny that the body is a bottlneck for consciousness.

9 hours ago, Yimpa said:

Do the limitations really have power over you?

Not in the ultimate sense but yes in the relative, I'm curios to know what would happen when limitations are wiped out also from the dream. It's like saying: well the screen from the videogame is already free and limitless, yes of course. But i'm playing this character, in actuality, what happens when the videogame receives a fatal crash, aka death? The screen will be chilling, but what would be the content then, that's what keeps me awake at nights,

I have the intuition that a full breakthrough blast of 5meo into infinity would solve this for me, but I'm on shadow and integration now, too much awakening i've doing for years now. It's time to live those revelations

[Yimpa]

5 minutes ago, Davino said:

You can't deny that the body is a bottlneck for consciousness.

Not in the ultimate sense but yes in the relative, I'm curios to know what would happen when limitations are wiped out also from the dream. It's like saying: well the screen from the videogame is already free and limitless, yes of course. But i'm playing this character, in actuality, what happens when the videogame receives a fatal crash, aka death? The screen will be chilling, but what would be the content then, that's what keeps me awake at nights,

I have the intuition that a full breakthrough blast of 5meo into infinity would solve this for me, but I'm on shadow and integration now, too much awakening i've doing for years now. It's time to live those revelations

 

 

[BlueOak]

@Yimpa    I love that my friend. You are a gift if nobody has told you recently. Gratitude.

It took a couple of goes for me, but yeah. That's how it feels when it happens.  Are you both ready to pop out the crown chakra and just be everything for awhile? 

Though when it happened the last time and I was too big to perceive, I don't even remember moving through the body at all, I just quickly and suddenly boom started accelerating in size until dimension and size lost all meaning.

Edited January 9 by BlueOak

[Yimpa]

3 minutes ago, BlueOak said:

 I love that my friend. You are a gift if nobody has told you recently. Gratitude

Thank you 

Could not be present without all the gurus along the way (including you!)  within Universal Love, which manifests as every possible outsides

 

[Davino]

@Yimpa I would rather choose this one

But mario seems funny too