I'm constantly wrong and keep forgetting

[Keryo Koffa]

I integrate insights, give them the benefit of the doubt, accelerate through perspectives, and keep losing myself in partialities. I can account for both sides of a duality by definition, but only that duality, a subset of capital R Reality which is non-dual.

I thought I "should" give up thinking. But there are healthy holistic modes of thinking much deeper than that we talk about. To end suffering. I thought letting go is forgetting but that got me into the mess of repeating the same things mindlessly.

Progress is consciousness: more context, more interconnection, less barriers, more perspectives, more understanding. Shadow work to flip reality into a 360 view. To accept all parts of oneself. To let anger, sadness, disappointment naturally flow. It's not to repress them. It's not to control them. They naturally dissolve when observed from a higher vantage point of context without judgement.

That's the lesson I kept forgetting. I can forgive all the infinite past selves that I was before now in every second up to this one. I did my best in confusion of what's the right thing to do is. And I see that in everyone else too now. Doing the best we can with what we are. Forgive the past and be the flow of energy in the now that shapes the future by being itself in the present.

I wanted to be so present, that I forgot my past. But my past is the memory that creates the present me. And by visiting it through writing and pictures and videos I am reminded of all the things I already learned that I forgot by forcing myself to shut down, which really made me indulge in negativity. But the context frees me. There's much to fully integrate.

[Ishanga]

@Keryo Koffa Your trapped in Your mind, thinking pattern way too much, your thinking about Life, not living Life, experiencing Life as it is, just thinking, which is an endless loop of meaningless thoughts generated from the societies garbage bin we call our minds...

[Keryo Koffa]

@Ishanga You're right. I'm doing my best to fix that now

[Yimpa]

Wrong from who’s perspective?