How can I not waste my twenties?

[Sabth]

I'm really bored of doing nothing. Should I get back into universities? I wake up, and do nothing. I just sleep, and rarely eat, and was just in my room doing nothing. I didn't hv any other activities. I couldn't drive. I couldn't go outside. 

[Devin]

Yes, go to college.

Edited January 2 by Devin

[Yimpa]

Work towards a strong vision for yourself. One that isn’t dependent on others’ approval or disapproval. 

[Thought Art]

I don't understand why you can't go outside, why you can't take a bus, why you can't drive. What is going on?

 

[UnbornTao]

Depends on what purpose you set for yourself. Only you can do that.

Recognize beliefs. Study stuff. Be curious.

[Yimpa]

Also, never too late to live your most authentic life. I’ve heard folks saying they felt more alive in their 30s than they did their 20s.  

[Princess Arabia]

Same 'ole story.

[Sabth]

Unless if I'm rich , I think I would have had wasted my times. All the things that I could have done, if I'm rich. 

1. Travelling
2. Making a lot of videos
3. Working out/skating. 

If only I'm rich. I had lot of things I wanna do while I'm young. But I'm not rich. 

As of now, I don't even have a good education. So I can't have a career. And I'm forever stuck. I don't know what to do. I wanna hike too when I was young. But all these needs money. And I didn't know how to make money. Despite being old. 

@Thought Art maybe it has to do with me being a Muslim girl? But back then , when I was in a university I do go out a lot , I shop a lot and went to use a public transportation a lot. I really do enjoy those times. If I were to live in that state again (maybe find an apartment in the middle of the city and work there) maybe I could have been more free. But I can't do that in my state. And my parents used to not let me drive when I was able to (already got a license) they'd rather had that car parked and unused for months or even years, until they bring this car back to this state and they use it. I never drive a car. For real. While everyone else had. My sister's and my young bros. They have drive a car. 

[Thought Art]

@Sabth Ohhhhh Totally thought you were a guy as well. Well, whats different about you and your sister?

I still think you can do more than you are allowing yourself. 

You aren't a victim, take your time and you will figure out a new chapter of your life.

Edited January 3 by Thought Art

[Sabth]

Nothings feels better than having your life together. 

Why couldn't I graduate within 3years on time? Why couldn't I work as soon as I graduate, and then further my steps into greater things. Why couldn't I be normal living like others? Why do I have to fail many times? 

Others have greater life's than me. 

Why couldn't I work at my state and have a footing here? I've been living here for ages but never worked. Never make any money. And so I can't return back to where I belong. I feel really bad with my life right now. 

I also wanna return to Dubai Oman Yemen. It was a great memories. But such a short trip. I feel bad about it. I wanna return. But couldn't . I love the middle east so much. 

Edited January 4 by Sabth

[Yimpa]

@Sabth Thank you for being vulnerable and sharing your unique perspective with us.

[Buck Edwards]

Don't be around people who give you a hard time.