Weird Intuition that we're stupid on purpose

[Keryo Koffa]

In Truth, reality is only ever itself. But my curiosity leads me to extrapolate it beyond experience and that insights give me weird but fascinating vibes.

There are many ideas of the nature of existence. Some of an infinitely conscious god, others of an evolving field of qualia gaining awareness through us. Some say god does not interfere due to unconditional love, others say god as an all controlling puppet-master, a higher self you that creates this "dream" for you.

Say there is a higher self that maintains this illusion in order for you to become whole by experiencing the world in all its ways and gather experience and insight into all its aspects to gain a sense of fulfillment and contentment. In that case, to exist is to be stupid, and learning is a candle whose length is proportional to your stupidity, that will extinguish once you transcend the desire that keeps you going and the ultimate wisdom would be to not desire. But in that absolute state of mind where nothing holds any meaning anymore, there is no life. And by continuously reaching out for ego-death and dissolution, the road of wisdom, self-betterment becoming more whole, integrating everything and seeing ever more perfect, one accelerates entropy and speedruns existence. None of it mattered but the belief that it did was its own meaning.

It's the idea that there are no errors and stupidity is a feature, not a bug. That without it, there'd be no existence, that perfection is void. It's scary to my ego, it confuses my psyche, it gives me existential dread on how to live my life, it feels intuitively right, it feels really like really weird existential angst. It's like god is deliberately creating problems for us to solve, and if we don't solve them, we're miserable but if we solve them we don't exist, and stupidity is the difference.

Maybe the point is conscious appreciation, that should solve everything. Not need to solve problems but the consciousness during the process.

[tuku747]

The fool walks off the cliff only because he is guided by the Higher Self to do so... In full Faith, we walk forward into the unknown.

Edited December 30, 2023 by tuku747