How spirituality changed my view on sexuality

[StarStruck]

In the embrace of God’s beauty, a girl’s beauty is just a temporary node in the whole. 

A girl’s flowering is between the ages of 16-24. After that her fertility will slowly fade. On the other hand the fertility and beauty of God is infinite and endless. Being obsessed with a girl seems so stupid to me. I was truly an idiot glorifying idols. 

Now that I turned my head to got counter intuitively I have become a pussy magnet. I think this is because of higher viberation and sexual transmutation. It is crazy how well this works but I’m not going to waste a nut anymore for an average girl. I’m focused on my spiritual quests. I would like to underline that sexual transmutation is fundamental. Without it is not possible in the same way a car can’t drive without fuel, you can’t spiritual grow without kundalini (libido). 

[Vibroverse]

Yeah, i think that's the main trick of the universe, the less you are obsessed with something the more you allow it into your experience. I mean, when you are all about wanting, your entire vibration is a lackful vibration of "i don't have what i want, i don't have what i want, i don't have what i want", damn. 

 

[StarStruck]

@Vibroverse outer is mere reflection of inner 

[Vibroverse]

4 minutes ago, StarStruck said:

@Vibroverse outer is mere reflection of inner 

Yeah, that's pretty obvious to me. It is just that i don't know how i've created some outer reflections and what exactly to do about them. But i think it is about changing my level of vibration, somehow, to be able to think and perceive more clearly, mhm. 

 

[Princess Arabia]

It's not about one or the other. They are both Spiritual aspects of your life. It's the chase and the wanting and needing that makes you feel unfulfilled still after getting it.

Coming from a place of fulfillment and desiring to share your experience with a romantic partner will feel differently. 

You're just going through a phase. 

[Vibroverse]

I'm coming to think that i am not the doer and the thinker literally, but only the silent awareness, only the infinitely effortless, like a baby in its mother's womb. 

And not symbolically, but literally, fully, effortless, not even the mover of his hands and fingers. If i die, i die, it's okay, because trying to be the doer is just a never ending torture. 

And i remember leo saying in his video about islam that true surrendering is much better than 72 virgins and things like that. And maybe he is right, maybe sex etc are just nothing compared to true surrendering, really.