Yeah it is what it is . I'm bisexual. Im attracted to both girls and handsome dudes . So i allowed myself to stare at gay porn. The clip was between a "top ".and "bottom "gay couples.  The "top " dude was extremely good-looking and his dick was so impressive almost shaped like a fresh banana . So I nutted .and failed No Nut November. And I feel proud of myself that I finally came to terms with my gay side. I still like cute girls as well and been masturbating to softcore (boy & girl ) clips since I was 14 . AMA.