If I am consciousness why do I sleep?

[MAHAVATAR_-_BABAJI]

Unfortunately, this come from a place of deep ignorance and a lack of executing what you study. 

I haven't sleep in 3ish weeks. I get extremely tired, reach the falling effect where rem sleep comes while eyes are half-open for 3-4 seconds. I then get up and do kriya. After, I lie in sleeping lions pose on the right side and don't move for hours opening my eyes here and there as to stay awake.

[MAHAVATAR_-_BABAJI]

Yoga nidra wasn't comprehensive enough for me. Kriya/tantra and occult techniques(erectocomatose lucidity) had more value in zero time. 

[Davino]

4 hours ago, Yimpa said:

You’ll be playing an endless game of Whac-A-Mole.

And that’s wack. Notice how you are creating this very moment right now.

Of course! I used to do this from a self-contracted standpoint, really trying to figure it out from a place of lack... Not any more. Now I do it from playfulness. It's my way to celebrate existence. It is a real joy the whole proccess. Like dancing, I'm not trying to arrive from point A to B, rather just letting myself be a leaf in the wind, dancing and being uniquely myself. The moment I realized I am not human is when for the first time I started discovering what is to be human, who I really am and what I enjoy to do. And I enjoy the game of Whac-A-Mole

[Davino]

1 hour ago, Hojo said:

you are not conscious to see that you are just meditating

Why did you frame it like this? For me meditation is all about consciousness 

[Davino]

1 hour ago, MAHAVATAR_-_BABAJI said:

I haven't sleep in 3ish weeks. I get extremely tired, reach the falling effect where rem sleep comes while eyes are half-open for 3-4 seconds. I then get up and do kriya. After, I lie in sleeping lions pose on the right side and don't move for hours opening my eyes here and there as to stay awake.

Impressive. Why have you decided to do this? Are you more conscious in your everyday life? Do you feel healthier and active? Is this your lifestyle? Do you see yourself doing this all your life?

[Yimpa]

16 hours ago, Davino said:

The moment I realized I am not human is when for the first time I started discovering what is to be human, who I really am and what I enjoy to do. And I enjoy the game of Whac-A-Mole