awoke to unconditional love; having existential issues accepting everything is okay

[emil1234]

im having a very hard time accepting that existence is ultimately a good thing. i mean it just seems too good to be true that i just get to play these awesome games for all eternity, and loving it throughout all of eternity. ive come to realize that all "problems" are ultimately created by my mind or my "ego". I recently awoke to unconditional love through meditation, and it was the most beautiful thing ever. it felt like an ecstatic childhood memory. it lasted for about two days in pure ecstacy, and now ive experienced for myself that everything is literally pure self love.

and yea, now im kinda in this state where my ego does not want to accept that everything is ultimately GOOD. everything is okay!! no matter what happens man. it doesnt matter, because in the end everything truly is good. my mom used to tell me this as a child. and now i know it is true. im crying as i write this. But i fucking cant fully give into it and accept it, it goes against my human nature to accept that everything ultimately is good, that there is nothing to fear, that i dont have to become anything.... i cant grasp it

i love you all for existing

 

Edited November 14, 2023 by emil1234

[Vibroverse]

Don't try to jump too high to states of ecstacy. Don't feel like you need to be in a high state of consciousness all the time. Accept where you are, embrace where you are. 

 

[emil1234]

Just now, Vibroverse said:

Don't try to jump too high to states of ecstacy. Don't feel like you need to be in a high state of consciousness all the time. Accept where you are, embrace where you are. 

 

yea excactly!! fully accepting the whatever is, I believe is what lead me to experience unconditional love. accepting the moment under all conditions is such a power, because it makes even "bad" situations "enjoyable" to some extend i would say. theres joy to be found in all aspects of experience

[Vibroverse]

1 minute ago, emil1234 said:

yea excactly!! fully accepting the whatever is, I believe is what lead me to experience unconditional love. accepting the moment under all conditions is such a power, because it makes even "bad" situations "enjoyable" to some extend i would say. theres joy to be found in all aspects of experience

Yeah, simply allow yourself more and more, gradually, be taken by the inner stillness. If you are feeling, let's say, fear and insecurity, just accept that that is how you are feeling, and relax into and be with that feeling. 

 

[emil1234]

Just now, Vibroverse said:

Yeah, simply allow yourself more and more, gradually, be taken by the inner stillness. If you are feeling, let's say, fear and insecurity, just accept that that is how you are feeling, and relax into and be with that feeling. 

 

yes excactly! this is so life changing. Just allow life to take charge, sit back and observe without resistance.

[Vibroverse]

2 minutes ago, emil1234 said:

yes excactly! this is so life changing. Just allow life to take charge, sit back and observe without resistance.

Yeah, don't try to tough it out or try to act your way into what you want. Simply relax where you are, accept where you are, and let the life force tune your mind and body to higher states effortlessly. 

Be like a cloud, in a sense, simply sit back and observe without resistance, as you said, and trust that the life force will take care of you, it will flow you, so to speak, like it flows a river effortlessly. And if this sounds to good to be true etc, then simply observe that feeling also. 

 

[Thought Art]

That’s the thing about God’s goodness… it’s unconditional. Don’t rush. It’s all good.

 

Edited November 14, 2023 by Thought Art

[Yimpa]

It is wise to still have certain fears and boundaries. Being completely fearless and balls to the wall is not ideal if you want to maintain your sanity in the long-term.