How to get over my fear of death?

[at_anchor]

Some gay person told me that I should really drown myself, even better get under a train, because I am such  fool and fools like me should not exist in this world. He told me to do it as fast as I can and save others from myself.

I'm not endangering anyone but the likes of him. If he didn't block me maybe he would have motivated me enough.

How do you get over your fear of death?

Edited November 7, 2023 by at_anchor

[at_anchor]

Maybe he's a bisexual, Idk

Edited November 7, 2023 by at_anchor

[at_anchor]

I'm afraid of failing or losing control

[Raze]

Read "It's OK to Die" by Monica Williams Murphy 

[at_anchor]

I want to hang myself. I don't want to go back to worse. I don't know, maybe I can give life a chance for another 5 years, but I'm afraid I won't get another chance later.

[at_anchor]

Those dating sites always get me at night, lire me in until I literally take nudes and think about having sex. 

I should have just focused on sex in the past, I shouldhave been less ashamed and more confident. You never know if you'll get from life what you're expecting from it in the future. Looks like I'll get unexpected bad luck. But I don't really know for sure how everything will work out. Although my odds are bad.

[Princess Arabia]

1 hour ago, at_anchor said:

in the past

 

1 hour ago, at_anchor said:

in the future.

Great recipe for depression and or anxiety. Living in the past and the future and staying there.

[at_anchor]

36 minutes ago, Princess Arabia said:

 

Great recipe for depression and or anxiety. Living in the past and the future and staying there.

Well, the past and the future is here and now. It made the present moment the way it is.

I felt so good here, now I have to leave. Future is commanding me, screwed up by the past or vice versa. 

If I died, maybe I would go to heaven and you probably wouldn't miss me here.

Yawning

If only I could

[at_anchor]

Does anyone know where I can get encouraged or motivated to commit suicide?

Edited November 8, 2023 by at_anchor

[at_anchor]

I mean that I could hang myself without failing at it, except if others stop me. But I don't want to for some sentimental reason or because of fear or love or whatever.

Edited November 8, 2023 by at_anchor

[at_anchor]

2 minutes ago, Vibes said:

@at_anchor In the end you can do whatever you want, but do you really have no more attachments in this life? Can you see beauty in things? Do you appreciate some things in your life?

Are these things worth bearing your suffering for? 

I don't have any solutions, the only thing I can say is for you to remember what you love in this life.

But why prolong a life without growth and happiness, with lots lf suffering when you can probably get another life after this one ends.

[at_anchor]

6 minutes ago, Vibes said:

do you really have no more attachments in this life?

Of course I do, but I can't have these attachments and I'm losing it all.

6 minutes ago, Vibes said:

Can you see beauty in things? Do you appreciate some things in your life?

Of course. 

[Raze]

Read and apply happiness beyond thought by Gary Weber 

[Schizophonia]

Maybe you sounded like a lunatic, but they're just bad people anyway, that's all. Probably a bit of both.

 

Edited November 9, 2023 by Schizophonia