My life is nothing🌸🎥

[Sabth]

This song. 

I think what's cool about her is that she has so many followers , beyond what I could ever grasp. And she drive a cool car. And she's pink. But culturally I think she's very different. 

Edited November 11, 2023 by Sabth

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🎬

I miss him so much. O God, make us meet. He's my precious guy. I miss him so much. 
When are we going to have the same adventure again? I wanna be with him. I don't even know you're name guy.

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He is my first (adolescent) love. When I'm 17 going to 18. Right after high school. But we're both, young and immatured. 

If you can, remember me : 

 

 

Of course you wouldn't... 

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Edited November 12, 2023 by Sabth

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It never crossed my mind that I want to work /need to work before I was put into the mental hospital

 . It was completely normal for me and I have no interest or even considered working. Ever. Only then. After that. Because they would ask me if I want to continue my studies etc. 

And I feel like I want to do something. Since my energy had been disrupted. Completely. 

Edited November 12, 2023 by Sabth

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Don't Waste Your Youth.

And when I say youth, I mean 22, 18,

Don't waste it doing nothing. Or doing something that are not meant to be forever lasting. Or something pointless. Be steadfast. In your path. Don't have a fallout. In the drain. 

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I even wish, I would have had, a child when i was 18. 

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But what I did was attending a pre university. When I was 19 things started to fall out a little bit. I wasn't as good as I was when I was 18 (Sem I & Sem II)

But I was doing it anyway. And I finished it. During these times, I had a hard time living away from my family. 

I feel like, anything that you force yourself to do is not worth it. You can't force yourself. If you feel like you have to force yourself into doing something, then it's not worth it. I have actually wish I would hv stayed closer to my fam , like attending a local university in my state rather than another state. I struggled with homesickness for years and years. And I've wasted my precious youth , away from home and my family. I think it's not worth it. And I can never get used to it. In the end, I'm back. I wish I would have stayed closer to home back then. 

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The last time I went to the park was February 1 this year. 

 

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He is Allah—there is no god except Him: the King, the Most Holy, the All-Perfect, the Source of Serenity, the Watcher ˹of all˺, the Almighty, the Supreme in Might,1 the Majestic. Glorified is Allah far above what they associate with Him ˹in worship˺! 23

He is Allah: the Creator, the Inventor, the Shaper. He ˹alone˺ has the Most Beautiful Names. Whatever is in the heavens and the earth ˹constantly˺ glorifies Him. And He is the Almighty, All-Wise. 24

 

 

Edited November 14, 2023 by Sabth

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This is such an old song. But I think I need this song now. 

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My mind feels so empty these days that I don't know what to do. It felt too empty. I'm empty headed. 

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Am I dying that's why I'm listening to old songs? 

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2012

Edited November 15, 2023 by Sabth

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I just wish that I was rich. 

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I have actually made my own website , wix.

It was prettier than I thought because everything is given. Everything is ready made. The pictures template are so pretty.