My life is nothing🌸🎥

[Sabth]

Mr Beast is giving away $250000 to ten people and out of the millions of people participating on X, I am not one of the ten people

. While I didn't expect for me to get it, but knowing that I'm not one of the ten people just make me feel like I am unlucky. It can't be me. I am just the millions of other people. And those who got chosen must be the lucky ones. 

[Sabth]

What do I want to achieve , in January 2024? A few days left. Only a few days left. 

27 sat

28 sun

29 mon

30 tue

31. Wed

What can I do in these five days? 

[Sabth]

I hate my life more and more😤

[Sabth]

I wanna hike Mount Kinabalu :

But I don't know with whom I should go with. Someone trustable. It's a hike. 

And I'm gonna buy a camera and a drone. Only then my hike would be worth it. 

Edited January 29 by Sabth

[Sabth]

I don't know why I wanna hike. It's a hard thing. The last time I hike was probably in 2013/2014 where I hike quite a bit. But not as long as this. So I don't know. I don't know why I wanna do it. But I want to go to Mount Kinabalu. 

[Sabth]

How can I improve my life? 

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https://youtu.be/ABpYcuIkh4A?si=yDk0MK6rJjsYWf3V

 

[Sabth]

I'm really sad today.. 

[Sabth]

I really feel like my eyes is ruined now. 

[Sabth]

I can't wait to sleep every night because I'm waiting for my dream. My dream contains symbol and truth in it. I usually predict something that was about to happen in my dream. I like my dreams and last night especially, I was waiting for my dream. I couldn't sleep during the day. 

1:36AM

Edited February 9 by Sabth

[Sabth]

I want $56k.

Edited February 10 by Sabth

[Sabth]

4:39AM

My life is calm these days.. 

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[Sabth]

My childhood friend's father died today. One by one my father's friends died. And later we will be left alone in this world. 

[Sabth]

Tomorrow I will travel again. Going to my brother's wedding. 

https://throne.com/sayeast28

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[Sabth]

I feel like I'll be safer in my room . Don't ever wanna go out. 

[Sabth]

Things that was stolen. 

[Sabth]

I got 10g gold that was stolen. 

I had more than eight diaries and a lot of writings that was stolen from me. None other than my own family.