when's the next upload?plus why did I become a baby since i took a psilocybin

[Ananda]

man when's the next upload? I thought you bought a whole lot of white boards to make a hundred episode where is it now? Plus question to you guys, have you experienced lack of wit to outwit your fears after you have taken psychedelics? because for me, after I took psychedelics specifically mushrooms, it made me realize that nothing can outwit insanity or death. anything that you learned about leo will never be enough to save you from the peril that you will experience from mushroom. Since then, I have been a lot more less  tolerant to stress. Every single hard situation that I have encountered since taking mushrooms has been hard because I realized that everything that I make as an excuse to comfort myself was not valid. Man, I don't know how to say or express that feeling but that is how it's been happening to me lately . I think I have lost my willpower to combat stress/ difficult situations because deep inside I know that it's not true

Edited October 16, 2023 by Ananda

[itsadistraction]

Actualized.org is ment to jailbreak your mind, not offer a new prison. If you are waiting for another video you haven't understood the old ones very well. 

Stop taking psychedelics. Wait a few years/decades before doing them again if ever. Especially if they don't help you. 

Edited October 16, 2023 by itsadistraction