Sexual Mastery 360

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I am starting over

I did not overcome it yet but I am working on it. I notice that I have the least urges when I am either in a careless mood about my responsabilities like when I take holidays, or when I am in a flow state managing well my goals well.

I also got sick 3 times this year, and it really affected me mentally. I am not used to getting sick since some years ago, but before I was not living in a city, I had fresh air, did exercise, and took icebaths regularly. Now I am in a geographically well located but dusty apartment full of old stuff that is not mine. I got help this weekend to clear space so that we can store our clothes in place and also to get a refrigerated icebox for me to start doing icebaths again. 
I decided that I will not get sick again. This week I want to go to the shop and buy one.

I made my personal rating of March in my several continuous tasks that I am working on and I got 6 out of 12 points. I failed mostly in my robot development, exercise and programing study. I managed well my meditations, TA and language study.

I also managed well my job but I don't count it because this is all about how I manage my free time, the time where I can choose what I do with my life.

I talked with the people that will organize a session for me to present my project with the goal of getting some help in the development. I have now to prepare som slides and how I will present the project.
 

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Day 7

I have this new measuring mechanism which is great to keep track of myself and all of important aspects of my life. I plan what to do in each day but sometimes I get a gut feeling of doing other things that I didn't planned which make much more sense and are a priority. This past weekend was like that, I prioritized working on things related to my main project postponing other things. I feel great about it and it boosts my self confidence and gives me momentum to do so. I want more of this gut feeling.