Everyone is speaking in a secret language and idk what to say anymore.

[jdc7733]

Fuck that. I should just keep my mouth shut.

[ZenAlex]

See a doctor bro.

[Sincerity]

What do You mean by that?

[Buck Edwards]

I strongly recommend seeing a therapist and starting medication. There's probably some psychosis factor involved. 

Before doing anything, get a proper diagnosis. I think you've spoken about schizophrenia before. 

The forum is not a suitable place to discuss deep and severe mental issues as it can be a safety concern. And you're in a vulnerable state bro. 

Better discuss this with your psychiatrist. He can give you conclusive answers to your queries. Nobody here would be able to do that. 

 

[Felliks]

Yes, they are. We're working 'underneath' and it seems there is nothing to say.

That's my default, your's as well I guess? Here's something to consider..

I take medication every day, in terms of spending time and socially grooming with a group of people who aren't dumb. You are on this forum, so I know you see it all as very shallow and irrelevant to your goals in life.

That's true as much as it isn't. If you are where I see you, I'd actually recommend you engage in magical mushrooms. Take every step of what Leo has said to heart and experiment, they teach what it is like to be, what's purpose, and what this thing is.

One of my trips taught me non-duality and since then I can see, and sometimes observe two realities at once. One of which is a positive, social outlook, comparable to the divided, contracted one.

Also, get some bitches.

Feliks