Deconstruction

[Razard86]

Don't assume arbitrarily that you want to deconstruct your life away. Spirituality is akin to you watching a movie, like the Avengers and as you watch the movie you admit to yourself that the entire movie is a creation. What is a creation? Something that is made up. Can you admit your life is just made up? Are you sure you can admit that?

Think about it....if you are honest with your self you would say that the Avengers is fake, because it was made up....but your life was made up too. It had to be created. So by this metric your life is just as imaginary as the Avengers. But notice admitting that incurs an emotional pain. But consider this, maybe that pain exists to protect you from going further to deconstruct more....be careful now...are you sure you want to continue? Are you open to completely destroying this life as a human you are living as? Are you okay with doing this? 

This isn't some arbitrary decision. It will have consequences. It will recontextualize everything. So why do it? The only reason you should do it is because you don't care about the so called consequences. That you want the truth of what is going on and damn everything else. One of the mechanisms you need to understand is a creator would make sure that the creation is jam packed with things to explore. So why wouldn't the creator turn itself into a journey? Think about this for a second.

If we say your life is just self-discovery....that would make a lot of sense right? Your whole life you are discovering things about your self. You originally think your self to be a human and your whole life so far has been learning about this human, and what other humans think about this human. Well what if discovering yourself as the Creator is just a large version of SELF-DISCOVERY? To discover the human is not really the self, but really all of creation is the self. That the only true identity is a BLANK MIND. Why is it the only true identity? Because it never changes and is permanent and will always be permanent. 

But if the only true identity is a blank mind....then the absence of vision, taste, smell, sound, physical sensations, emotional sensations, thought, is equal to existence? How can that be....that's impossible. It's actually in plain sight all the time, you just don't identify it, which is the same as recognition. You don't recognize that which cannot be recognized, because you limit recognition to sensory perception. But what if the building block of existence was the lack of perception? 

Now the boundary between real and unreal is getting questioned. Because you call death the end of what is real. But if life is made of the end of real. Then how can life be real? What if I told you that your life never happened, and isn't happening now. What if I told you, that you were dead this whole time, and you have only appeared to be alive? That your true identity is DEATH. Now you are going into dangerous territory.....this doesn't feel good. This is why I say....are you sure you want the truth? Be honest it's okay. Nothing wrong with loving your life. Just go back to your human story and pretend none of this every happened....ironically because....none of it ever did.

[An young being]

You must be ready to face the truth or the truth will be bitter or whatever the negative word you wish to put. There are always exceptions, though.

[Razard86]

10 hours ago, An young being said:

You must be ready to face the truth or the truth will be bitter or whatever the negative word you wish to put. There are always exceptions, though.

True, with me initially I loved it so much when I awoke to it I didn't have any existential fear arise....then after awhile it snuck in the backdoor. So while many have to face that upfront, I faced it in the rear LOL. I guess that fear must be faced regardless. It's all love at the end of the day, even though intense physical pain can be shitty as hell LOL.