I realized that I love doing nothing.

[Sabth]

I can literally walk up to a McDonald which is only 1.4km from my home early morning and ask for work (it's open 24hours) 

But I prefer to stay at home doing nothing. 

I can literally start creating arts I have bought many art things months ago but never started. 

I just love doing nothing. It's not something that I wanna do. 

Edited October 2, 2023 by Sabth

[Yimpa]

I’m sure life will cook something up for you to enjoy, just wait and see!

[LastThursday]

5 hours ago, Sabth said:

I just love doing nothing. It's not something that I wanna do. 

You love doing nothing, and soon you'll love not doing nothing. At some point the scales will tip.

[Sabth]

It feels like all my school years and training had been come to waste because I'm not doing anything . Either.

I don't have a supporting parents either. They don't care. And not doing anything. I have wanted to changed my course/university since I was 22. 

[Sabth]

I have two certificate that reflects my years of studies. But both are gone. Or idk where it is. One had been like that for long. The other was stolen/getting rid off by others/someone while I was gone last year/earlier this year. Everything else was there except a few items including this. I put it together with my precious self portrait painting. I have yet to make a police report. 

I wonder if I can go back to my school & university to have it reprinted. I wonder . If they could do that? Can they do that? 

Edited October 2, 2023 by Sabth

[LastThursday]

20 hours ago, Sabth said:

I don't have a supporting parents either. They don't care.

Many people are in your position. If you're an adult then you have to learn to support yourself eventually, that's part of being an adult. If you know your parents are unsupportive, then stop expecting it and give up on it.

20 hours ago, Sabth said:

I wonder if I can go back to my school & university to have it reprinted.

Of course you can. It's just paper. The university will most probably charge a fee for a replacement. You can try and contact their admin department on their website.

[Leo Gura]

This will not do.

Find something you're passionate about.

[Yimpa]

23 hours ago, Yimpa said:

I’m sure life will cook something up for you to enjoy, just wait and see!

Ah, yes. Re-reading my comment from the past as I’m looking into a bowl of oatmeal I just made.

[vibv]

On 2.10.2023 at 4:36 PM, Sabth said:

I can literally walk up to a McDonald which is only 1.4km from my home early morning and ask for work (it's open 24hours) 

But I prefer to stay at home doing nothing. 

I can literally start creating arts I have bought many art things months ago but never started. 

I just love doing nothing. It's not something that I wanna do. 

What are you doing the whole day? I'm pretty sure that you don't really "do nothing", right?

For example gaming, masturbating, YouTube, Reddit, etc. is not doing nothing.

[Sabth]

3 hours ago, vibv said:

What are you doing the whole day? I'm pretty sure that you don't really "do nothing", right?

For example gaming, masturbating, YouTube, Reddit, etc. is not doing nothing.

I'm really doing nothing. I wake up, shower, just on my phone. Lying around. Etc. That's doing nothing. Open up the window. 

[vibv]

7 minutes ago, Sabth said:

just on my phone.

That's not doing nothing. Doing nothing would be to just sit there, stare at your wall or close your eyes and just breathe. You'd not even think about stuff.

[Raze]

2 hours ago, Sabth said:

I'm really doing nothing. I wake up, shower, just on my phone. Lying around. Etc. That's doing nothing. Open up the window. 

Do a dopamine detox 

[LoneWonderer]

@Yimpa

On 03/10/2023 at 7:16 AM, Yimpa said:

I’m sure life will cook something up for you to enjoy, just wait and see!

Oh yeah man, life has a wake of awakening one from their delusions at some point or another ??? I liked your comment it made me laugh.

[hyruga]

You need to associate more pleasure to doing work. For example, you have more friends when you go out and socialise more. 

Or you have fun in a karaoke room. Or you simply earn more money when you sell something like an old laptop.

So when you think of benefits and also feel into them, you will want to go out more often.

[Sabth]

21 minutes ago, hyruga said:

You need to associate more pleasure to doing work. For example, you have more friends when you go out and socialise more. 

Or you have fun in a karaoke room. Or you simply earn more money when you sell something like an old laptop.

So when you think of benefits and also feel into them, you will want to go out more often.

I can only walk if I wanna go out. Early morning. Not considering the dogs that are around. 

I do wish to have more social circles if I were to work or go to a university again. But I didn't. So, idk. 

I'm thinking of traveling, hiking, or anything (making a video) but I don't have money. I'm not gonna sell my PC as I needed it. I want to work so that I could buy a camera and a drone. And a new laptop for travel. But yeah~

[Schizophonia]

Me too

[Sabth]

I need some motivation to do art. Or should I not? 

[Yimpa]

1 hour ago, Sabth said:

I need some motivation to do art. Or should I not? 

Do it. I’m going on a date with a phenomenal artist tonight. I have a much greater appreciation for art because of her. I’m sure you will inspire someone as well if you put your all into it!