Just had a deeper form of Absolute Solipsism sober awakening

[Razard86]

So as I have stated already my baseline experience is of Absolute Solipsism, I already live from a baseline experience that everything  is me, but recently I put in a request, an intention to experience it even more deeply. I wanted to not just be aware in my experience that everyone was me, I wanted to feel an even closer connection and I was given that.

I am now aware that I am CONTROLLING everyone around me. All decisions that a "supposed other" is making is ME doing it. This distinction between me and you is hidden from you by a manipulation of your feelings, your sensations. Basically you design the human body's neurological system to not detect the connection between you and all that is. As you go deeper in this work your neurological system will connect to the neurological system of people and you will be able to see that you are controlling them and obviously they are controlling you as well. So you as the Absolute are obviously controlling everyone but to actually experience that as your baseline....is SOMETHING ELSE.

So before I was aware they were me, but not that I was controlling them (even though I knew conceptually it was true) but now my lived experience is that too. THIS is how you use conceptual understanding in this work. You put out the intention to have the conceptual become the actual. If you truly desire this from your heart it WILL HAPPEN. Do not LET ANYONE CONVINCE YOU OTHERWISE!!! There is nothing special about me or my body in this regard. The only difference between me and you is I actually want this experience, you don't. Which is fine....when you are ready for it (if ever) it will be yours. Also it is completely reversible too, because you are God...you can always run back to duality if you don't want to experience Oneness. Obviously you are always experiencing it, but you can always remove that awareness and fall back to sleep.

[Someone here]

Dude ..no offence..I admire your passion about  those topics but when you are gonna wise up and see solipsism for what it is?  A load of horseshit basically. 

I have my own experience and you too .so are the approximately 8 billion human on this godforsaken earth .

I empathise with you ..solipsism is part of the path..but a smart guy like you should not dewll on it too long to outgrow it .

 

[Francis777]

are you sure that your not confusing "controlling" everybody with realising that everybody else's free will is technically your own free will as god?

[itsadistraction]

24 minutes ago, Someone here said:

Dude ..no offence..I admire your passion about  those topics but when you are gonna wise up and see solipsism for what it is?  A load of horseshit basically. 

I have my own experience and you too .so are the approximately 8 billion human on this godforsaken earth .

I empathise with you ..solipsism is part of the path..but a smart guy like you should not dewll on it too long to outgrow it .

 

That's a lie, you aren't having an experience because there is no you. Neither is @Razard86.

[Francis777]

1 minute ago, itsadistraction said:

That's a lie, you aren't having an experience because there is no you. Neither is @Razard86.

that doesn't mean your not currently in an experience, it just means that your are the experience, experiencing itself.

[Someone here]

13 minutes ago, itsadistraction said:

That's a lie, you aren't having an experience because there is no you. Neither is @Razard86.

That's too little and vague to say . I don't know how to respond to this. 

[Razard86]

The point is, you always experience your conceptualization of reality. Enlightenment, awakening, you are just adjusting the settings of reality to experience it a certain way. That's all.

[Dazgwny]

I’m intrigued to see you explain a bit more in depth how you validated the realisation you are controlling all others thoughts and actions, decision making, what exactly do you believe confirmed this for you?

[vibv]

4 hours ago, Razard86 said:

So as I have stated already my baseline experience is of Absolute Solipsism, I already live from a baseline experience that everything  is me, but recently I put in a request, an intention to experience it even more deeply. I wanted to not just be aware in my experience that everyone was me, I wanted to feel an even closer connection and I was given that.

I am now aware that I am CONTROLLING everyone around me. All decisions that a "supposed other" is making is ME doing it. This distinction between me and you is hidden from you by a manipulation of your feelings, your sensations. Basically you design the human body's neurological system to not detect the connection between you and all that is. As you go deeper in this work your neurological system will connect to the neurological system of people and you will be able to see that you are controlling them and obviously they are controlling you as well. So you as the Absolute are obviously controlling everyone but to actually experience that as your baseline....is SOMETHING ELSE.

So before I was aware they were me, but not that I was controlling them (even though I knew conceptually it was true) but now my lived experience is that too. THIS is how you use conceptual understanding in this work. You put out the intention to have the conceptual become the actual. If you truly desire this from your heart it WILL HAPPEN. Do not LET ANYONE CONVINCE YOU OTHERWISE!!! There is nothing special about me or my body in this regard. The only difference between me and you is I actually want this experience, you don't. Which is fine....when you are ready for it (if ever) it will be yours. Also it is completely reversible too, because you are God...you can always run back to duality if you don't want to experience Oneness. Obviously you are always experiencing it, but you can always remove that awareness and fall back to sleep.

Thanks for giving me a better understanding of my own experience.

You do God’s work 

[BlueOak]

Hmm i've always resisted this and explained it as a cyclic repeatable experience created by both parties (me) in the interaction. So it is a pre-created pattern, which if predictable is observable in meditations or dreams. Its also certainly true I am the one attracting some of the experiences I have based on what I say/do.

However, if I were to explain reality has shifted over the last 20 years, in almost every way I don't want it to, it would be difficult to say I directly control it. Otherwise, I am just terrible at controlling reality or manifesting anything, which is possible.

I have set an intent to myself, to show me that I control reality more clearly. I felt a confirmation, so I'll see.

*Also of course if you see yourself as an infinitely complex pattern, that often repeats, well it sort of confirms what you say, but also the understanding of controlling anything becomes mute.

Edited October 1, 2023 by BlueOak

[Razard86]

6 hours ago, Dazgwny said:

I’m intrigued to see you explain a bit more in depth how you validated the realisation you are controlling all others thoughts and actions, decision making, what exactly do you believe confirmed this for you?

Control and lack of control is point of view. From one perspective....you don't control others. If you take that on as a belief then your neurological system will make a distinction between you and other and you will feel like you don't control them. But if you open up yourself to the possibility that you control them, then you can experience yourself as the one controlling others. You can only do this if you are selfless enough to die psychologically. This means a fusion of your body with everything.

You can an even go further and take control and change what is happening but that requires an even greater surrender. Basically you have to surrender the control of your egoic identity, to gain control of all that is. Think of your human body like a virtual reality suit, and your brain/neurological system as the settings. When you dreamed up reality, you made the brain of the human body you created like the settings on reality. These settings change based on how you construct identity.

Different layers of identity have much stronger attachment or grounding. So some identities are harder to break. You created the ego to hold a consistent reality, so finitude is just the projection of the ego. The reason why 5 MEO for example can make you go infinite is it completely takes the ego which is the ground of your dream and shatters all of its attachments. Once that happens, all restrictions are lifted. The further you go in this work the further you will see that your beliefs are your limits. 

I was also shown why you can't just arbitrarily break your limits, because your ego cannot handle it. You don't really understand attachment, your biggest ADDICTION is that you are a human. It would be better to call everyone who hasn't realized their God, human addicts. When God creates a human, God becomes a human addict. Spirituality is just your rehabilitation from your addiction.