What was your spiritual awakening moment?

[Abygail]

Spiritual awakening involves shifts in consciousness, from identifying with the physical body to recognizing a deeper connection with your soul, the divine or the universe. Spiritual awakening is a profound experience that brings a deep connection to the divine and a deeper understanding of life

Short video of spiritual awakening

Edited October 1, 2023 by Abygail

[PurpleTree]

The first small one i think when i read Eckhart Tolle like 10 yrs ago. 
Then i stared at a tree and it looked magical

[Hojo]

I was depressed over intense death anxiety I let ruin my life. My fear of death caused me to feel like I was being squeezed by a rock and a hard place with no way out. Life sucked because I was filled with doom that I would not exist one day meaning everything I do is completely useless as dying someday means I'm already dead right now. I say to myself I will eat this mushroom and if it dosent stop this I will take the gun my mom has and blow my brains out because I don't like being here and non existence seemed like a better alternative that being alive and scared all the time.

I eat the mushroom and within 15 minutes my identity just turned off like a switch. I wave my hand in front of my face and I see that I am making every single thing up. My mind is creating everything. I'm not even real.

Then I hear a voice in my mind say yes you aren't real. If you aren't real what are you? I stare at my hand in complete stillness. And I get it. I'm God I have to be God. I feel intense pressure on my forehead as if someone is pushing on it.

Then I hear a ringing in my ear and I close my eyes and behind my eyes I see the entire universe in a single frame. Its sparkling and clean is the only way to describe it. I open my eyes and I stand up and I feel my life energy it is being crushed down into my feet its barely there. And I feel it rising up my feet into my legs into my stomach into my chest into my head. It hits my head and my crown chakra explodes and I have fireworks going off in my brain. It  feels like every neuron in my head is exploding. I shoot off my screen and fly into a void . I shoot past this invisible saran wrap thing I can only say was my soul and I shoot farther back and I am in gods pov. Now I am God looking at my soul and my soul is looking at my body.

I hear 1000 voices saying I love you I love you you are perfect you are beautiful like 1000s of times a second. I am being filled with the love of God. It feels like a battery that has been dead for years being recharged to full capacity.

Then I shot back onto my screen and I started laughing and crying for 6 hours straight. Excruciating laughing and crying harder than I have ever seen or heard anyone do.

[Breakingthewall]

1 hour ago, Hojo said:

I was depressed over intense death anxiety I let ruin my life. My fear of death caused me to feel like I was being squeezed by a rock and a hard place with no way out. Life sucked because I was filled with doom that I would not exist one day meaning everything I do is completely useless as dying someday means I'm already dead right now. I say to myself I will eat this mushroom and if it dosent stop this I will take the gun my mom has and blow my brains out because I don't like being here and non existence seemed like a better alternative that being alive and scared all the time.

I eat the mushroom and within 15 minutes my identity just turned off like a switch. I wave my hand in front of my face and I see that I am making every single thing up. My mind is creating everything. I'm not even real.

Then I hear a voice in my mind say yes you aren't real. If you aren't real what are you? I stare at my hand in complete stillness. And I get it. I'm God I have to be God. I feel intense pressure on my forehead as if someone is pushing on it.

Then I hear a ringing in my ear and I close my eyes and behind my eyes I see the entire universe in a single frame. Its sparkling and clean is the only way to describe it. I open my eyes and I stand up and I feel my life energy it is being crushed down into my feet its barely there. And I feel it rising up my feet into my legs into my stomach into my chest into my head. It hits my head and my crown chakra explodes and I have fireworks going off in my brain. It  feels like every neuron in my head is exploding. I shoot off my screen and fly into a void . I shoot past this invisible saran wrap thing I can only say was my soul and I shoot farther back and I am in gods pov. Now I am God looking at my soul and my soul is looking at my body.

I hear 1000 voices saying I love you I love you you are perfect you are beautiful like 1000s of times a second. I am being filled with the love of God. It feels like a battery that has been dead for years being recharged to full capacity.

Then I shot back onto my screen and I started laughing and crying for 6 hours straight. Excruciating laughing and crying harder than I have ever seen or heard anyone do.

Ha! Great report. You opened yourself to yourself, full opening. 

[Hojo]

@Breakingthewall ty lol yea I realized that we are basically energy dicks that can come. And kundalini is just a massive cum blast of energy that is clogged. But I am still filled to the brim with the love of God and my crown chakra is still producing firework sensations everyday almost 3 years later.

When you sit cross legged you are taking the form of a dick and balls.

Edited September 29, 2023 by Hojo

[vibv]

@Hojo Wow thanks for sharing. Beautiful experience, kinda reminds me of a NDE

[vibv]

10 minutes ago, Hojo said:

@Breakingthewall ty lol yea I realized that we are basically energy dicks that can come. And kundalini is just a massive cum blast of energy that is clogged. But I am still filled to the brim with the love of God and my crown chakra is still producing firework sensations everyday almost 3 years later

Crazy. I knew we had potential for something 

[Breakingthewall]

10 minutes ago, Hojo said:

@Breakingthewall ty lol yea I realized that we are basically energy dicks that can come. And kundalini is just a massive cum blast of energy that is clogged. But I am still filled to the brim with the love of God and my crown chakra is still producing firework sensations everyday almost 3 years later

I had similar experiences with 5 meo. my goal in doing so was the release of energy. It is as if a pressurized lid is removed from your being and suddenly reality flows through you, all the energetic channels in your body are straightened, and reality is unobstructed. I did it so many times until I could be almost like this without substances, a radical change in the experience. 

[Abygail]

1 hour ago, Hojo said:

I was depressed over intense death anxiety I let ruin my life. My fear of death caused me to feel like I was being squeezed by a rock and a hard place with no way out. Life sucked because I was filled with doom that I would not exist one day meaning everything I do is completely useless as dying someday means I'm already dead right now. I say to myself I will eat this mushroom and if it dosent stop this I will take the gun my mom has and blow my brains out because I don't like being here and non existence seemed like a better alternative that being alive and scared all the time.

I eat the mushroom and within 15 minutes my identity just turned off like a switch. I wave my hand in front of my face and I see that I am making every single thing up. My mind is creating everything. I'm not even real.

Then I hear a voice in my mind say yes you aren't real. If you aren't real what are you? I stare at my hand in complete stillness. And I get it. I'm God I have to be God. I feel intense pressure on my forehead as if someone is pushing on it.

Then I hear a ringing in my ear and I close my eyes and behind my eyes I see the entire universe in a single frame. Its sparkling and clean is the only way to describe it. I open my eyes and I stand up and I feel my life energy it is being crushed down into my feet its barely there. And I feel it rising up my feet into my legs into my stomach into my chest into my head. It hits my head and my crown chakra explodes and I have fireworks going off in my brain. It  feels like every neuron in my head is exploding. I shoot off my screen and fly into a void . I shoot past this invisible saran wrap thing I can only say was my soul and I shoot farther back and I am in gods pov. Now I am God looking at my soul and my soul is looking at my body.

I hear 1000 voices saying I love you I love you you are perfect you are beautiful like 1000s of times a second. I am being filled with the love of God. It feels like a battery that has been dead for years being recharged to full capacity.

Then I shot back onto my screen and I started laughing and crying for 6 hours straight. Excruciating laughing and crying harder than I have ever seen or heard anyone do.

Woow, thank you for telling your story! I am glad you have found yourself and you are doing better now

[Abygail]

2 hours ago, PurpleTree said:

The first small one i think when i read Eckhart Tolle like 10 yrs ago. 
Then i stared at a tree and it looked magical

I had a similar experience. I cant remember what i was listening to before i went outside. I think it was Abraham Hicks but i was walking in the woods and every tree, plant or bush was looking so beautiful and magical. I felt one with everything around me

[Hojo]

@Breakingthewall  yes maya is like a pussy and god is fucking it and you are like the cum in between. if you sit tall like an erect penis cross legged and forget everything and have no energy blockage i think the energy can flow through your metaphysical dick body and you can feel like you are cumming or thats the goal. if you are havng sex you are like a dick thats fucking a pussy thats a dick thats fucking a pussy

Edited September 29, 2023 by Hojo

[KatiesKarma]

Many moments... many many... my Favorite was writing about being crucified and risen with Jesus, that is when great love overwashed me...

[Nemra]

This video.

Specifically, when he talks about love between him and God, even though I still don't know what God really is, I knew what he was talking about was real love. You couldn't not see the suffering he was going through at the time in this video, and seeing how he is being honest about how he can't or doesn't love himself enough, he found himself being more loved no matter what. I couldn't stop crying for days, not joking. Still making me cry. I knew that I was lacking love and had been ignoring and being harsh on myself. I have always known what love is from my experience, but I haven't heard anyone intelligently, authentically and deeply describe love until that day.

That video changed the trajectory of my life. For that, I am eternally grateful.

Edited October 1, 2023 by Understander

[Yimpa]

When my ideas about reality were completely recontexualized.

When I realized that death is an illusion. How could I die if I am Almighty Illusion?

[OldManCorcoran]

Well it says you basically CAN'T die from ingesting psychedelics, so I had no qualms about using idiotic "heroic" combinations. One time I swallowed a heroic dose of acid, waited for it to peak, then smoked a bunch of DMT.

Obviously it must have been incredibly intense because it made me religious. But I don't remember it anymore.

[Yimpa]

2 minutes ago, OldManCorcoran said:

Obviously it must have been incredibly intense because it made me religious. But I don't remember it anymore.

Probably for the best, then.

[Breakingthewall]

many, because nothing is better than the real opening. You have to work to be able to do, but once you do once it's not so difficult to do it again. You need courage, release any grip, drop yourself in the infinity without reservation. I try to focus on this moment. 2, or maximum 3, puffs of weed help me. This moment is existence, I feel this moment, outside of the content, the now. It opens, in front of me is infinity. I am standing in reality, before me a bottomless abyss opens. Only I exist, and I'm in  the infinite now. The final step remains. letting go of control, the ambition to understand, to see.  let go the self. your being opens, like a plant. The resistance has ceased, there is nothing to understand because being now is the only possible understanding. Reality is limitless breadth, there is no structure. Reality is fluid, liquid. There is no loneliness because loneliness is a structure,it's solid and nothing is solid. resistance has completely ceased. You open your arms, the ecstasy is total because there is no resistance. There is nothing to know or understand. This is reality, it flows, it is deep and it lives. It fills you up totally. It's simply be open to the now. Here, this now seems limited, but it isn't. Here now it's the infinity, just learn how to open yourself to it 

Edited October 2, 2023 by Breakingthewall

[Princess Arabia]

On 9/29/2023 at 6:33 PM, Hojo said:

@Breakingthewall  yes maya is like a pussy and god is fucking it and you are like the cum in between. if you sit tall like an erect penis cross legged and forget everything and have no energy blockage i think the energy can flow through your metaphysical dick body and you can feel like you are cumming or thats the goal. if you are havng sex you are like a dick thats fucking a pussy thats a dick thats fucking a pussy

Oh my, this should be framed or entered into the Guinness Book of Records as the most Spiritual Quote ever to CUM close to describing Reality and Porn Hub simultaneously.?

[Princess Arabia]

On 9/29/2023 at 3:46 PM, Hojo said:

I was depressed over intense death anxiety I let ruin my life. My fear of death caused me to feel like I was being squeezed by a rock and a hard place with no way out. Life sucked because I was filled with doom that I would not exist one day meaning everything I do is completely useless as dying someday means I'm already dead right now. I say to myself I will eat this mushroom and if it dosent stop this I will take the gun my mom has and blow my brains out because I don't like being here and non existence seemed like a better alternative that being alive and scared all the time.

I eat the mushroom and within 15 minutes my identity just turned off like a switch. I wave my hand in front of my face and I see that I am making every single thing up. My mind is creating everything. I'm not even real.

Then I hear a voice in my mind say yes you aren't real. If you aren't real what are you? I stare at my hand in complete stillness. And I get it. I'm God I have to be God. I feel intense pressure on my forehead as if someone is pushing on it.

Then I hear a ringing in my ear and I close my eyes and behind my eyes I see the entire universe in a single frame. Its sparkling and clean is the only way to describe it. I open my eyes and I stand up and I feel my life energy it is being crushed down into my feet its barely there. And I feel it rising up my feet into my legs into my stomach into my chest into my head. It hits my head and my crown chakra explodes and I have fireworks going off in my brain. It  feels like every neuron in my head is exploding. I shoot off my screen and fly into a void . I shoot past this invisible saran wrap thing I can only say was my soul and I shoot farther back and I am in gods pov. Now I am God looking at my soul and my soul is looking at my body.

I hear 1000 voices saying I love you I love you you are perfect you are beautiful like 1000s of times a second. I am being filled with the love of God. It feels like a battery that has been dead for years being recharged to full capacity.

Then I shot back onto my screen and I started laughing and crying for 6 hours straight. Excruciating laughing and crying harder than I have ever seen or heard anyone do.

Wonderful 

[Francis777]

On 29/09/2023 at 10:08 PM, Hojo said:

When you sit cross legged you are taking the form of a dick and balls.