I'm feeling sad because I'm unhealthy and uneducated for work.

[at_anchor]

Tradesman or author or photographer? How am I like drunk when I don't drink, Jesus? Sometimes I wake up almost drunk, now I feel like I have a hangover or something. My health really needs zo be fixed first in order for me to work properly, and my environment needs to change for that, oh.

[at_anchor]

My hateful of me family members and terrible members that hold positions of power in my society screwed up my health so much lafies and gents. 

It feels like I'm so fucking unhappy and unwell. I wish I could be in a forest on a mountain all alone until I die, but they took even that opportunity from me. 

Why does such evil exist? Why? Is God crazy? Is God insane? Molested me, then made me get the rep my molester should have gotten, then made me become so fucking destroyed. My life is really bad. I understand Emglish but at a rudimentary level so I can't express myself any better anymore, especially in this state of locked awayness in hellish realms.

[at_anchor]

I wish I could write books and sell them. Or be a health food entrepreneur. Or an architect maybe, or rather a ...

Edited September 26, 2023 by at_anchor

[ZenAlex]

21 hours ago, at_anchor said:

I wish I could write books and sell them. Or be a health food entrepreneur. Or an architect maybe, or rather a ...

Get a decent job that will pay the bills, write books on the side.