That Was Weird

[Sevi]

There is this park close to my house that I always go for a walk or meditate. And there is this very old tree at the very edge of it; I meditate under it. This has been 3-4 years... yesterday I meditated under it, actually for long, it was dark and no-one was in the park.

Today I went there again.. this time it was not that late; just in front of the stone I always sit, I found this cut head of a little bunny and some of its giblets...  a brown one. its body wasn't around. Probably it was not that much time ago it was cut because there were no bugs or stuff in its eyes... its eyes were bright open and was looking as if it is alive.. and there wasn't any little expression of horror in those eyes.. even happy-ish looking.. I couldn't bury it, I just put it under a big branch which was very close to ground; I stayed with it for a while then I left.. 

I didn't realize how much I was effected, now as I was about to sleep, it hit me hard.

I have couple of interesting experiences with different animals during my outside meditations and also interestingly when an animal is about to die generally I come across with them and I stay with them through their transition.. it happens to me in kind of a regular basis, but this was ... I don't know... this one was weird.. feels.. weird, strange.

[jse]

Note to self:  time to look for a different park for the Sunday Satanic offerings.

[Sevi]

@jse yes, exactly. It never happened before though, that was.. surprising.