awakening?! Sleep?

[funkychunkymonkey]

these past two awakenings, i get this desire to simply sleep and rest in peace forever. anyone else feel this way? It was like my checklist for life was complete and there is nothing else to do. just rest happily in peace. of course im not talking about killing myself that wouldent be at all what im saying. its literally like theres nothing else to do I AM complete, whole, everything, everyone, nothing much else to wanna do. of course afterwards my ego came back and i started doing stuff again, and here i am  

cant wait to go back my reaction is something like this

D:  .... YEOOOOOOOOO! YEOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO! IT GETS ME EVERY TIME! HOW DO I KEEP FORGETING THIS?! YEEOOOOOOOOOO!!!!! 

Almost like god is waiting for me with cupcakes and balloons patiently waiting forever for me to find myself again! Im so happy  

[Osaid]

Can be turned to baseline permanently, which is enlightenment. 

Millions of ways to describe it, but the "resistance" which comes back is just a very genuine belief you have right now that there is actually some place you can go to which isn't now.

It's not really a forgetting. More like the opposite. "You", or that "peace", operates outside of forgetting and imagination. It's embedded into reality and exists without logic. It's a remembering of belief systems and identities which "covers yourself" again and tries to override that part of reality. Really, if you forgot everything, you would reach that state again. Your memory and imagination is being used to cover yourself. But it doesn't have to be used to cover yourself, of course. It can co-exist with yourself. That co-existence is enlightenment, you could say.

The baseline state can have a different flavour, but that's purely a difference in content. You can be a peaceful worm or a peaceful cat or a peaceful human. The peace, the love, the "you" stays the same throughout, because it is truth and truth can't change.

Edited September 8, 2023 by Osaid