I'm the most confusing person in this forum

[Schizophonia]

8 minutes ago, Princess Arabia said:

??

No example in mind at the moment

[Breakingthewall]

1 hour ago, Someone here said:

Thanks but" Mental flexibility "is something and pure contradiction is another thing . I contradict myself on a daily basis on this forum . Some members are mislead by my nonsense . I really need a few months break from this form to cool out /chill out .no need to post every other day delirium stuff. 

Maybe that happens because your insights come from reading, videos...in general, from other people's words, theory. this is worth nothing, it is a canned level of understanding that is not solid, unestable by definition. the words of others can help you to unlock your mind, to expand it, but in the end any real understanding has to be direct, non-verbal. You have to understand what is theory and what is practice.

[Nemra]

1 hour ago, Princess Arabia said:

My life is very boring and I stay home a lot with no kids just a cat. So I tend to go online a lot to make use of my time and I'm somewhat a nerd that always want to learn something and listen to podcasts and shit like that.

I don't really need podcasts. I learn from others, but I trust myself more. In the end, it's me who discovers what is true or false by thinking through about something.

When I'm alone, especially as a kid, I can imagine a whole universe and experience every perspective as I'm creating the universe. I'm not joking; I'm really hyper-imaginative. It's way more fun. You wouldn't get bored.

Edited August 17, 2023 by Understander

[Hojo]

I strictly watch video I don't read if I want to read a book I copy and paste it into Microsoft sam. Reading is satan trust the children

[Nemra]

1 minute ago, Hojo said:

Reading is satan trust the children

What? ?

[Princess Arabia]

47 minutes ago, Understander said:

I don't really need podcasts. I learn from others, but I trust myself more. In the end, it's me who discovers what is true or false.

When I am alone, especially as a kid, I can imagine a whole universe and experience every perspective as I'm creating the universe. I'm not joking; I'm really hyper-imaginative. It's way more fun. You wouldn't get bored.

I'm not bored. It's not that I'm bored, what I meant to say was my life isn't filled with drama or stuff that the normal mind likes to engage in like gossiping, partying, hanging out with friends on the regular and the normal entertaining things most people enjoy. I can enjoy just being home and chilling with my cat and being online watching different stuff including different podcasts and sometimes watching Spiritual stuff and even watching old movies. 

I'm not really seeking anything in particular, I just want to expand on what I already know and learning new stuff about certain subjects that interests me. My work life can get a bit disconnecting so I try not to get too swallowed up in the superficiality of the matrix as I find it a bit shallow and causes people to become depressed and anxious. I just got back from Florida and that was great, sad but no major problems. This weekend I might go to the city and enjoy some music and drink some wine and chit chat with the other girls, i dunno, what i mean is my life is mostly quiet and stress free because when it gets rough, it gets rough, so thankfully I don't experience rough too often. Challenges, but nothing I can't handle.

Edited August 17, 2023 by Princess Arabia

[Nemra]

 

6 minutes ago, Princess Arabia said:

I meant to say was my life isn't filled with drama or stuff that the normal mind likes to engage in like gossiping, partying, hanging out with friends on the regular and the normal entertaining things most people enjoy. I can enjoy just being home and chilling with my cat and being online watching different stuff including different podcasts and sometimes watching Spiritual stuff and even watching old movies. 

Ahh. Now I get what you're saying.

[Nemra]

@Hojo I learned to like reading.

As a kid, I despised books, especially religious ones.

[Princess Arabia]

38 minutes ago, Hojo said:

I strictly watch video I don't read if I want to read a book I copy and paste it into Microsoft sam. Reading is satan trust the children

Reading affects the brain differently from just watching videos. Not saying anything else other than what the statement says. I prefer watching videos too and listening to audio books, but I just know it affects the brain differently on the positive side. 

[Hojo]

@Understander children hate reading what reading does is create a voice inside of your head that isn't supposed to be there. Once you create this voice is does not go away. Before silently reading was created as mind control people would go into halls and read out loud because reading inside your mind wasn't even a thing and they couldn't do it. We are indoctrinated into creating a voice inside of our heads in a sense God creates it and what God creates is eternal. This voice can turn against you and can develop into schizophrenia. In a sense learning to read with your mind is creating schizophrenia and children are tortured into creating it. You only think you like it cause you identify with the voice inside your mind that you created that reads.

Edited August 17, 2023 by Hojo

[Nemra]

49 minutes ago, Hojo said:

@Understander children hate reading what reading does is create a voice inside of your head that isn't supposed to be there. Once you create this voice is does not go away. Before silently reading was created as mind control people would go into halls and read out loud because reading inside your mind wasn't even a thing and they couldn't do it. We are indoctrinated into creating a voice inside of our heads in a sense God creates it and what God creates is eternal. This voice can turn against you and can develop into schizophrenia. In a sense learning to read with your mind is creating schizophrenia and children are tortured into creating it. You only think you like it cause you identify with the voice inside your mind that you created that reads.

It's amazing that you can create a voice without talking ?. If God creates it, then God should be responsible for it.

Not only reading but also talking helps to develop that. Why wouldn't I like it? If it turns against you, notice that and change it. If you can't, then reach out for help. But I would suggest going through it and experiencing it, which is true madness. But it's not limited to that. You can't imagine how much you can improve your education by using your "voice". It's a blessing, I would say. You can use it for entertainment, artistic reasons, etc.

Edited August 17, 2023 by Understander

[Hojo]

@Understander yes it can be fun and entertaining but will lead you from truth. In the end you wont have it and if you are identifying with it so will you when your mind is not able to produce it anymore. How will you navigate when you can no longer think.The voice dosent tell you anything about reality you don't already know it will just keep repeating useless thoughts and is doing it to entertain itself. I don't think you are in control of it even tho it might seem like you are. 

Edited August 17, 2023 by Hojo

[Nemra]

@Hojo I disagree with you.

[Hojo]

@Understander you are better for it. I pull my beliefs out of my ass and am wrong on most things

Edited August 17, 2023 by Hojo

[Nemra]

@Hojo Let us disagree by respecting each other's experiences.

[Hojo]

@Understander word

[MarkKol]

You can't just claim the most confusing person on the forum award for yourself, there are others like @Schizophonia who are worthy of such benevolent accomplishments.

But seriously, saying that you are the most confusing person on the forum is confusing all by itself, like what does that even mean? Confusing is barely ever a character trait I assign to someone.

[Princess Arabia]

3 hours ago, Understander said:

It's amazing that you can create a voice without talking ?. If God creates it, then God should be responsible for it.

Not only reading but also talking helps to develop that. Why wouldn't I like it? If it turns against you, notice that and change it. If you can't, then reach out for help. But I would suggest going through it and experiencing it, which is true madness. But it's not limited to that. You can't imagine how much you can improve your education by using your "voice". It's a blessing, I would say. You can use it for entertainment, artistic reasons, etc.

All is mind. God is mind. The Universe is one gigantic mind. You are inside the mind of God. God isn't responsible for anything God is everything.

[Juan]

I think you really really need a break either from the forum or the internet. 

[Nemra]

On 8/18/2023 at 5:02 AM, Princess Arabia said:

All is mind. God is mind. The Universe is one gigantic mind. You are inside the mind of God. God isn't responsible for anything God is everything.

The creator is always responsible for its creation. It gets lost in its creation for loving it, being afraid of it, etc., so saying it should be responsible is more of a standard that it could set for itself in order to see its creation as a whole while doing things with it. It's amazed by its creation, and it also knows that it created it, which makes it understand that it has authority over it, which also means that it knows that its creation has the power to change its creator because they are connected.

But at first, the creator has to get lost in it. It always starts like that, and it should, because that's the only way. A creator is not a creator if it doesn't get lost in its creation.

So I'm not judging. ?

Edited August 19, 2023 by Understander