I awakened to permanent Perfect Self Love

[Razard86]

Awakening to yourself as God is not the same as awakening to perfect self-love. For example you can reach a unitive state where you awaken to everyone being you and can have a temporary awakening into Perfect Self-Love. But to have a permanent awakening you need to do the following thing. 

1. You need to clear your Chakras, all the way from the root all the way to the Crown Chakra.

2. After clearing your Chakras you need to be energy sensitive enough to connect to your heart chakra until you find your inner voice. To find your inner voice your throat chakra needs to be clear. Your heart chakra is the key to the kingdom of God. The voice of the God/Absolute within you is found in the heart chakra. This is where Infinite Love/Perfect Self Love rests.

3. Your Crown Chakra is how you connect to the Collective Consciousness where Infinite Intelligence Resides. If you open your crown chakra and are not ready to deal with the infinite voices, visions, etc. that comes from the Collective Consciousness it can drive you mad. So be careful with this one. 

4. The key to your journey will be faith, you need to trust your synchronicities, you need to trust your resonance, the purpose of your life is to unite your intelligence with your heart. This is the beginning of inner wisdom, because now your mind can communicate with the source of your authenticity which is your heart.

5. The heart never judges you, the heart always accepts you, the heart does not care about your personal survival, it cares about the collective survival of all. Your mind only cares about your personal survival. If you do not jailbreak your mind (which is how you open your crown chakra) then your ability to expand your perspective to a universal perspective cannot happen. You will have a close/small mind and will be unable to see outside your perspective. This is a terrible state of affairs because you will be short sighted, quick to anger, and unconscious to the truth of what you and life is. You will scheme and manipulate your way and will never reach true happiness which comes from complete SELF ACCEPTANCE. Both the individual and collective self.

For me to reach this permanent state, I had to be broken ALL THE WAY DOWN. I am currently from a survival stand point at rock bottom currently. Pretty much everything that can go wrong as gone wrong and yet....THIS HAPPENED. So its paradoxical, I discovered the true meaning of why we are here by having my social dignity stripped of me. 

Also I cannot stress this again. You will NEVER achieve perfect self-love through demonization of the ego. Demonization of the ego is a trap. I will say it again. IT IS A TRAP. Demonization of the ego= Self-Hatred. YOU CREATED your ego, if you created an ego dedicated towards love over personal gain then you will not fall for this. If you created an ego dedicated to personal gain then you will hate your ego. The key to life is to realize that while personal gain is nice, nothing beats love. When you only seek the personal at the expense of the collective your punishment is self-hatred. Why? Because whatever you do to another, you are doing to yourself. This is an ABSOLUTE. You have never hurt another, only YOURSELF. You have never judged another ONLY YOURSELF. 

All this is merely words, you will have to walk the path but I will give a couple tips that will blow your mind. 

1. If you demonize ANYTHING you are walking counter to the path. With that said discernment is not judgment. Many people get this mixed up. Discernment says that is not for me and here is why it is not for me. Your heart does not engage in discernment only the mind. When they connect an inner conversation takes place. Your mind says what it likes and doesn't like but is taught how to lovingly express its preferences while also being encouraged to consider a much wider perspective. 

2. It is impossible to waste your time because once you make a concerted effort to walk the path EVERYTHING is going to serve you and I do mean EVERYTHING. 

3. This concerted effort to walk the path must come from an authentic deep seated desire to unlock the kingdom within you. 

4. I had no idea what I was doing with my chakra system and did a lot of foolish stuff. But I was protected and ultimately cleared out and connected the whole system. I now understand what each chakra represents intuitively. 

Here are some traditional Spirituality Traps. 

1. Spirituality likes to demonize human expressions of nature i.e. technology as inferior to the forest or the woods. This is a trap. I literally broke through USING technology. For example video games and online Satsangs and Leo's own videos all were important for my work along with psychedelic trance videos as well, and chakra music.

2. Porno was helpful as well, it allowed me to heal sexual trauma that I was unaware that I had. In fact porno actually supercharged my awakening process as I was able to wake up faster using it as a tool. If you use it excessively though it will cause an imbalance in your chakra system. 

3. After you break through all you need to do is follow your inner guide your inner Guru and enjoy and share your love.

That's it!!! Finally!! I thought sober Unity Consciousness was enough, I didn't know there was a higher level beyond that. 

Edited August 17, 2023 by Razard86

[gettoefl]

love you razard86 ♥

[Guest Bazooka Jesus]

4 hours ago, Razard86 said:

For me to reach this permanent state, I had to be broken ALL THE WAY DOWN. I am currently from a survival stand point at rock bottom currently.

I hope you'll get back on your feet very soon. Godspeed, my man.

[bensenbiz]

7 hours ago, Razard86 said:

Awakening to yourself as God is not the same as awakening to perfect self-love. For example you can reach a unitive state where you awaken to everyone being you and can have a temporary awakening into Perfect Self-Love. But to have a permanent awakening you need to do the following thing. 

1. You need to clear your Chakras, all the way from the root all the way to the Crown Chakra.

2. After clearing your Chakras you need to be energy sensitive enough to connect to your heart chakra until you find your inner voice. To find your inner voice your throat chakra needs to be clear. Your heart chakra is the key to the kingdom of God. The voice of the God/Absolute within you is found in the heart chakra. This is where Infinite Love/Perfect Self Love rests.

3. Your Crown Chakra is how you connect to the Collective Consciousness where Infinite Intelligence Resides. If you open your crown chakra and are not ready to deal with the infinite voices, visions, etc. that comes from the Collective Consciousness it can drive you mad. So be careful with this one. 

4. The key to your journey will be faith, you need to trust your synchronicities, you need to trust your resonance, the purpose of your life is to unite your intelligence with your heart. This is the beginning of inner wisdom, because now your mind can communicate with the source of your authenticity which is your heart.

5. The heart never judges you, the heart always accepts you, the heart does not care about your personal survival, it cares about the collective survival of all. Your mind only cares about your personal survival. If you do not jailbreak your mind (which is how you open your crown chakra) then your ability to expand your perspective to a universal perspective cannot happen. You will have a close/small mind and will be unable to see outside your perspective. This is a terrible state of affairs because you will be short sighted, quick to anger, and unconscious to the truth of what you and life is. You will scheme and manipulate your way and will never reach true happiness which comes from complete SELF ACCEPTANCE. Both the individual and collective self.

For me to reach this permanent state, I had to be broken ALL THE WAY DOWN. I am currently from a survival stand point at rock bottom currently. Pretty much everything that can go wrong as gone wrong and yet....THIS HAPPENED. So its paradoxical, I discovered the true meaning of why we are here by having my social dignity stripped of me. 

Also I cannot stress this again. You will NEVER achieve perfect self-love through demonization of the ego. Demonization of the ego is a trap. I will say it again. IT IS A TRAP. Demonization of the ego= Self-Hatred. YOU CREATED your ego, if you created an ego dedicated towards love over personal gain then you will not fall for this. If you created an ego dedicated to personal gain then you will hate your ego. The key to life is to realize that while personal gain is nice, nothing beats love. When you only seek the personal at the expense of the collective your punishment is self-hatred. Why? Because whatever you do to another, you are doing to yourself. This is an ABSOLUTE. You have never hurt another, only YOURSELF. You have never judged another ONLY YOURSELF. 

All this is merely words, you will have to walk the path but I will give a couple tips that will blow your mind. 

1. If you demonize ANYTHING you are walking counter to the path. With that said discernment is not judgment. Many people get this mixed up. Discernment says that is not for me and here is why it is not for me. Your heart does not engage in discernment only the mind. When they connect an inner conversation takes place. Your mind says what it likes and doesn't like but is taught how to lovingly express its preferences while also being encouraged to consider a much wider perspective. 

2. It is impossible to waste your time because once you make a concerted effort to walk the path EVERYTHING is going to serve you and I do mean EVERYTHING. 

3. This concerted effort to walk the path must come from an authentic deep seated desire to unlock the kingdom within you. 

4. I had no idea what I was doing with my chakra system and did a lot of foolish stuff. But I was protected and ultimately cleared out and connected the whole system. I now understand what each chakra represents intuitively. 

Here are some traditional Spirituality Traps. 

1. Spirituality likes to demonize human expressions of nature i.e. technology as inferior to the forest or the woods. This is a trap. I literally broke through USING technology. For example video games and online Satsangs and Leo's own videos all were important for my work along with psychedelic trance videos as well, and chakra music.

2. Porno was helpful as well, it allowed me to heal sexual trauma that I was unaware that I had. In fact porno actually supercharged my awakening process as I was able to wake up faster using it as a tool. If you use it excessively though it will cause an imbalance in your chakra system. 

3. After you break through all you need to do is follow your inner guide your inner Guru and enjoy and share your love.

That's it!!! Finally!! I thought sober Unity Consciousness was enough, I didn't know there was a higher level beyond that. 

great input as always, but let's be more practical: how to clear the chakras?

[Razard86]

55 minutes ago, bensenbiz said:

great input as always, but let's be more practical: how to clear the chakras?

Personally for me, chakra music helped, acceptance of one's past and present memories which will involve lots of crying, laughing, etc. Submitting to Infinity as it works through to clear your body. At a certain point in the process you will become aware that Infinity is working to clear your body/vessel/avatar of energetic distortions. Throughout this process aim to become energy sensitive/aware as that energy you are sensing is your WILL POWER. The goal is to become aware of your WILL and to recognize what Leo says when he says what you call physical is just the crystallization of Universal Will.

This same Will is going to clear the distortions but it will have some discomfort as well. So when I say my chakras were cleared up it wasn't my ego that did it but Universal Will. The only part my ego played was moving its awareness to different parts and allowing it to happen instead of resisting. 

What can also help is to put your hand on the location of different chakras, then put your awareness on your hand and then it will happen automatically. One of the secrets I became aware of is INTENTION. Reality/Life knows your every INTENTION. You are always directly connected to Life you just aren't aware so you literally cannot hide ANYTHING LOL.

But yes if you have an authentic deep desire to clear your chakras then this will happen. Intention is frequency. What is frequency? How frequent or consistent your desire for something is. The ability to stay locked in to a particular outcome is an example of integrity. So frequency, consistency, and integrity are one. The ability to stay locked into a particular outcome no matter what arises....is unconditional love because you do not allow a change in conditions or circumstances to dissuade your devotion. Notice now you have the words frequency, consistency, integrity and now devotion? Notice a trend here?

So yeah reality/life does the whole shebang your job is just to maintain awareness and put your awareness on the parts you need  help with and surrender to what is/process.

Edited August 17, 2023 by Razard86

[bensenbiz]

2 minutes ago, Razard86 said:

Personally for me, chakra music helped, acceptance of one's past and present memories which will involve lots of crying, laughing, etc. Submitting to Infinity as it works through to clear your body. At a certain point in the process you will become aware that Infinity is working to clear your body/vessel/avatar of energetic distortions. Throughout this process aim to become energy sensitive/aware as that energy you are sensing is your WILL POWER. The goal is to become aware of your WILL and to recognize what Leo says when he says what you call physical is just the crystallization of Universal Will.

This same Will is going to clear the distortions but it will have some discomfort as well. So when I say my chakras were cleared up it wasn't my ego that did it but Universal Will. The only part my ego played was moving its awareness to different parts and allowing it to happen instead of resisting. 

Got it, can you share some chakra music?

[Razard86]

7 minutes ago, bensenbiz said:

Got it, can you share some chakra music?

I'll share everything I did. I dabbled with a lot of stuff, I basically became my own experiment so I can share what worked for me. I'll post some here. 

This one was a staple I used for awhile. 

This helped balance my chakra.

I just found this one lady. She can sing at different frequencies and it literally will start raising your kundalini energy. It's freaking amazing. You have to sit and give your undivided attention though.

https://www.youtube.com/@AnimaUraeus

At a certain point I had to stop using all of these tools....and sit in silence as the process happened on its own. But these tools definitely super charged the process.

If you want to jailbreak your mind. Concentrate/meditate on these visuals. They will hit you with sensory information from different angles which will eventually jail break your mind and open your third eye and crown chakra.

 

[bensenbiz]

1 minute ago, Razard86 said:

I'll share everything I did. I dabbled with a lot of stuff, I basically became my own experiment so I can share what worked for me. I'll post some here. 

This one was a staple I used for awhile. 

This helped balance my chakra.

I just found this one lady. She can sing at different frequencies and it literally will start raising your kundalini energy. It's freaking amazing. You have to sit and give your undivided attention though.

https://www.youtube.com/@AnimaUraeus

At a certain point I had to stop using all of these tools....and sit in silence as the process happened on its own. But these tools definitely super charged the process.

If you want to jailbreak your mind. Concentrate/meditate on these visuals. They will hit you with sensory information from different angles which will eventually jail break your mind and open your third eye and crown chakra.

 

Thanks men, you are gold. Providing always great information: the warrior affirmation is also amazing. Using it everyday when I wake up ?

 

will try these chakra stuff. Much love

[Breakingthewall]

8 hours ago, Razard86 said:

Awakening to yourself as God is not the same as awakening to perfect self-love. For example you can reach a unitive state where you awaken to everyone being you and can have a temporary awakening into Perfect Self-Love. But to have a permanent awakening you need to do the following thing. 

1. You need to clear your Chakras, all the way from the root all the way to the Crown Chakra.

2. After clearing your Chakras you need to be energy sensitive enough to connect to your heart chakra until you find your inner voice. To find your inner voice your throat chakra needs to be clear. Your heart chakra is the key to the kingdom of God. The voice of the God/Absolute within you is found in the heart chakra. This is where Infinite Love/Perfect Self Love rests.

3. Your Crown Chakra is how you connect to the Collective Consciousness where Infinite Intelligence Resides. If you open your crown chakra and are not ready to deal with the infinite voices, visions, etc. that comes from the Collective Consciousness it can drive you mad. So be careful with this one. 

4. The key to your journey will be faith, you need to trust your synchronicities, you need to trust your resonance, the purpose of your life is to unite your intelligence with your heart. This is the beginning of inner wisdom, because now your mind can communicate with the source of your authenticity which is your heart.

5. The heart never judges you, the heart always accepts you, the heart does not care about your personal survival, it cares about the collective survival of all. Your mind only cares about your personal survival. If you do not jailbreak your mind (which is how you open your crown chakra) then your ability to expand your perspective to a universal perspective cannot happen. You will have a close/small mind and will be unable to see outside your perspective. This is a terrible state of affairs because you will be short sighted, quick to anger, and unconscious to the truth of what you and life is. You will scheme and manipulate your way and will never reach true happiness which comes from complete SELF ACCEPTANCE. Both the individual and collective self.

For me to reach this permanent state, I had to be broken ALL THE WAY DOWN. I am currently from a survival stand point at rock bottom currently. Pretty much everything that can go wrong as gone wrong and yet....THIS HAPPENED. So its paradoxical, I discovered the true meaning of why we are here by having my social dignity stripped of me. 

Also I cannot stress this again. You will NEVER achieve perfect self-love through demonization of the ego. Demonization of the ego is a trap. I will say it again. IT IS A TRAP. Demonization of the ego= Self-Hatred. YOU CREATED your ego, if you created an ego dedicated towards love over personal gain then you will not fall for this. If you created an ego dedicated to personal gain then you will hate your ego. The key to life is to realize that while personal gain is nice, nothing beats love. When you only seek the personal at the expense of the collective your punishment is self-hatred. Why? Because whatever you do to another, you are doing to yourself. This is an ABSOLUTE. You have never hurt another, only YOURSELF. You have never judged another ONLY YOURSELF. 

All this is merely words, you will have to walk the path but I will give a couple tips that will blow your mind. 

1. If you demonize ANYTHING you are walking counter to the path. With that said discernment is not judgment. Many people get this mixed up. Discernment says that is not for me and here is why it is not for me. Your heart does not engage in discernment only the mind. When they connect an inner conversation takes place. Your mind says what it likes and doesn't like but is taught how to lovingly express its preferences while also being encouraged to consider a much wider perspective. 

2. It is impossible to waste your time because once you make a concerted effort to walk the path EVERYTHING is going to serve you and I do mean EVERYTHING. 

3. This concerted effort to walk the path must come from an authentic deep seated desire to unlock the kingdom within you. 

4. I had no idea what I was doing with my chakra system and did a lot of foolish stuff. But I was protected and ultimately cleared out and connected the whole system. I now understand what each chakra represents intuitively. 

Here are some traditional Spirituality Traps. 

1. Spirituality likes to demonize human expressions of nature i.e. technology as inferior to the forest or the woods. This is a trap. I literally broke through USING technology. For example video games and online Satsangs and Leo's own videos all were important for my work along with psychedelic trance videos as well, and chakra music.

2. Porno was helpful as well, it allowed me to heal sexual trauma that I was unaware that I had. In fact porno actually supercharged my awakening process as I was able to wake up faster using it as a tool. If you use it excessively though it will cause an imbalance in your chakra system. 

3. After you break through all you need to do is follow your inner guide your inner Guru and enjoy and share your love.

That's it!!! Finally!! I thought sober Unity Consciousness was enough, I didn't know there was a higher level beyond that. 

Interesting. Sounds to me as correct direction, accurate insights, real work, real opening. 

[Hojo]

Like rasputin said once all sexual debauchery is dealt with then you can access god. I beleive we grow into a society that is actively trying to sabotage the desires of humans so they don't complete them and have to come back.

Edited August 17, 2023 by Hojo

[Ajax]

@Razard86

WOW congrats on your breakthrough! Thanks for the update! Keep the amazing results coming!