Still Dreaming About My Dad Passed That Passed Away Years Ago.

[AstralProjection]

Dream felt so real. I dreamt that I was with my dad and I wanted to ask him a question before he died about God and spirituality. (Note my dad already passed away years ago.) Then I got all emotional because I really wanted to talk to him about this before he died. Then I literally felt a tear go down my face. The tear and the emotions felt so real that I woke up and had to touch my face to see if I literally cried. But there was no tear physically. I still get dreams with my dad like this after all these years since his passing. I still wish that I had talked to him about God and spirituality more in depth because he was so mad at God before he died. So there is so much more to this story but I will keep it short.

Oh I'll add that when I microdosed some shrooms a while back that that night I dreamt that I was hugging my dad and I was so sad and happy to see him. It's odd because I don't think about him a lot. But I still get these dreams of like unfinished business. 

Edited March 25, 2017 by AstralProjection

[Prabhaker]

5 minutes ago, AstralProjection said:

I really wanted to talk to him about this before he died

I didn't talked with my father for thirty years, I was his only son, when he died , it was a great shock to me. Then I realized what I have done, all my spiritual ego was destroyed instantly. 

Had I tried to understand him when he was alive, loved him, I might not be feeling sorry after his death.

I was reading books on spirituality, doing meditation techniques since decades, I was thinking I know everything about meditation but meditation happened after death of my father, shock was so much. First time in my life I realized how meditation happens. 

Whenever somebody like a father or a mother dies, something in you also dies. A father is not just outside; his being overlaps your being. When a father or mother dies, something in you also dies with them. You will never be the same again — a gap will be there. A father cannot be replaced, a mother cannot be replaced. So rather than crying and feeling sorry — because those are tricks of the mind to avoid death... if you look at death directly in the eye without letting emotions interfere, then death becomes meditation.

Your father has died — this is a fact. Now, whether you cry or not makes no difference, so what is the point? Death has happened; you cannot undo it. So, rather than wasting time, look deeply into it, and in the death of your father you will see your own death coming. Look into this death; meditate over it without any interference from the emotions. Face it, and that very encounter will give you a deep understanding of life.

The further away you are, the more death will become a memory and you will accept it and then it will not be possible to use it. You are still close to it; it is still fresh — the wound has not healed. Before it is healed, use it. And this wound can become a message to the beyond.

Meditate and go beyond I say to you that there is only one thing which death cannot destroy, and that is meditation. Everything is vulnerable to death, only meditation is not.

[Prabhaker]

58 minutes ago, AstralProjection said:

I still get these dreams of like unfinished business

A man fasts , The whole day body suffers, the hunger is there. So, mind creates dream, you are an honored guest in a great feast, now you a go to sleep. In the morning you will be hungry, but at least the dream helped you to rest and relax. 

There is deep desire in your subconscious mind to meet your father, it creates dream. The dream helps you to rest and relax. 

[Hero in progress]

@AstralProjection My heart goes out to you my friend. Just know that although in physical form your dad is know longer with you. But in the non physical realm you and your dad are one & always will be. If you ever miss you dad just close your eyes, he's right there. X

[AstralProjection]

@Prabhaker I am not sure if I am ready to let go fully. It's really going to just take time. My thing right now is that I believe time heals all wounds. So even though I am not sure if I want to give up my desire to finish undone business I know that time will heal it if nothing else. The good news is that it doesn't really bug me in everyday life, so I don't want you to have this idea that I get heavy hearted all the time over it. On the contrary I am mostly past it at the conscious level. I guess I still have some subconscious work to do. 

@Callum A Thanks for the support. I know that things will work out in the end, but I am going to take my time getting there.

Edited March 25, 2017 by AstralProjection

[Colin]

@AstralProjection You may have heard of this before, but there a is a technique known as Induced After Death Communication. Where you use Eye Movement Desensitization and Reprocessing (EMDR) to bring about spontaneous after death communication often with therapeutic effect. Your account reminds me a lot of this. If you are brave enough, or disciplined enough, or have the resources to work with someone trained in this technique. Let me know if you have any success


 

 

Edited March 25, 2017 by Colin

[AstralProjection]

@Colin I generally don't believe in contacting the  dead unless your a world class psychic, and even then I can be skeptical. It could still have a therapeutic value without literally contacting my dad.  Sounds interesting though, I'll watch the video.  Thanks for the support.