Razard86

I had an awakening into Goodness

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What is Goodness? Honesty, Love For OneSelf. God loves itself so much that God is unable to cause itself pain. For God to cause itself pain God has to trick itself into being self-biased. By becoming self-biased God discovers what it is like to feel bad and how to deal and overcome that. If God does not do this, God can conquer and deal with anything.

God can only discover the truth of what it is through this process. God actually knows before it puts itself through the hardships of life....how bad those situations are going to feel, and yet...GOD puts itself through it anyway because God is a crazy motherfucker that wants to enjoy an adventure. So Goodness is the fact that God cannot be harmed when God full awakens to itself and removes all bias. I need you to understand that at the highest state of consciousness when all bias is removed....nothing would be able to harm you.

You could have your arm and leg sawed off and if you didn't have any bias....you would barely feel it happening. All pain is due to self-bias which is a metaphysical problem of identity. It is really crazy once you awaken to this. The less honest you are the more pain you will feel in life.


You are a selfless LACK OF APPEARANCE, that CONSTRUCTS AN APPEARANCE. But that appearance can disappear and reappear and we call that change, we call it time, we call it space, we call it distance, we call distinctness, we call it other. But notice...this appearance, is a SELF. A SELF IS A CONSTRUCTION!!! 

So if you want to know the TRUTH OF THE CONSTRUCTION. Just deconstruct the construction!!!! No point in playing these mind games!!! No point in creating needless complexity!!! The truth of what you are is a BLANK!!!! A selfless awareness....then that means there is NO OTHER, and everything you have ever perceived was JUST AN APPEARANCE, A MIRAGE, AN ILLUSION, IMAGINARY. 

Everything that appears....appears out of a lack of appearance/void/no-thing, non-sense (can't be sensed because there is nothing to sense). That is what you are, and what arises...is made of that. So nonexistence, arises/creates existence. And thus everything is solved.

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18 hours ago, Razard86 said:

yet...GOD puts itself through it anyway because God is a crazy motherfucker that wants to enjoy an adventure.

Yes, god is exactly that. create the software: human, roll the dice and see what happens. god likes the game

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20 hours ago, Razard86 said:

What is Goodness? Honesty, Love For OneSelf. God loves itself so much that God is unable to cause itself pain. For God to cause itself pain God has to trick itself into being self-biased. By becoming self-biased God discovers what it is like to feel bad and how to deal and overcome that. If God does not do this, God can conquer and deal with anything.

God can only discover the truth of what it is through this process. God actually knows before it puts itself through the hardships of life....how bad those situations are going to feel, and yet...GOD puts itself through it anyway because God is a crazy motherfucker that wants to enjoy an adventure. So Goodness is the fact that God cannot be harmed when God full awakens to itself and removes all bias. I need you to understand that at the highest state of consciousness when all bias is removed....nothing would be able to harm you.

You could have your arm and leg sawed off and if you didn't have any bias....you would barely feel it happening. All pain is due to self-bias which is a metaphysical problem of identity. It is really crazy once you awaken to this. The less honest you are the more pain you will feel in life.

I don't think barely feeling it or pain is the right word. Basically, you have pain receptors and these pains are the reasons why you cannot keep sawing your hand off bit by bit even if you try.

I think the right word is suffering. Suffering is self-biased. If everyone has one leg in this world and you have 2 legs, you may be hopping around just like everyone in order to fit in. You may also suffer in the mind because you have one extra leg compared to everyone.

 

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On 8/12/2023 at 0:31 PM, Sidra khan said:

" You could have your arm and leg sawed off and if you didn't have any bias"

Is it even possible to have no self bias and still live as a human?

Do you think you have no self bias? Or you have realized that only in your higher state of consciousness.

Only in certain states can this happen but yes I reached a state of consciousness where I couldn't feel pain. I felt something that was supposed to be pain but because I had so much love the pain was drowned by the feeling of love and it felt like pleasure. 

 

22 hours ago, hyruga said:

I don't think barely feeling it or pain is the right word. Basically, you have pain receptors and these pains are the reasons why you cannot keep sawing your hand off bit by bit even if you try.

I think the right word is suffering. Suffering is self-biased. If everyone has one leg in this world and you have 2 legs, you may be hopping around just like everyone in order to fit in. You may also suffer in the mind because you have one extra leg compared to everyone.

 

Pain is love. When you raise your consciousness high enough you recognize that pain FEELS GOOD and then it no longer feels like pain. I'll make a post to explain this bit in more detail but its pretty interesting to say the least.


You are a selfless LACK OF APPEARANCE, that CONSTRUCTS AN APPEARANCE. But that appearance can disappear and reappear and we call that change, we call it time, we call it space, we call it distance, we call distinctness, we call it other. But notice...this appearance, is a SELF. A SELF IS A CONSTRUCTION!!! 

So if you want to know the TRUTH OF THE CONSTRUCTION. Just deconstruct the construction!!!! No point in playing these mind games!!! No point in creating needless complexity!!! The truth of what you are is a BLANK!!!! A selfless awareness....then that means there is NO OTHER, and everything you have ever perceived was JUST AN APPEARANCE, A MIRAGE, AN ILLUSION, IMAGINARY. 

Everything that appears....appears out of a lack of appearance/void/no-thing, non-sense (can't be sensed because there is nothing to sense). That is what you are, and what arises...is made of that. So nonexistence, arises/creates existence. And thus everything is solved.

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Just now, Razard86 said:

Only in certain states can this happen but yes I reached a state of consciousness where I couldn't feel pain. I felt something that was supposed to be pain but because I had so much love the pain was drowned by the feeling of love and it felt like pleasure. 

Was it on the substance?

I had a psychotic friend who took pleasure in pain, including scarification.


Nothing will prevent Willy.

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3 hours ago, Schizophonia said:

Was it on the substance?

I had a psychotic friend who took pleasure in pain, including scarification.

Sober, I have sober awakenings now. You don't really need psychedelics more than maybe 2-3 times. The purpose of psychedelics is to break you out of the prison of your ego, once you pull that off you can reach those states sober. I pretty much get awakenings daily through meditation/concentration. You basically need to meditate and concentrate on what is love, what is goodness, what is the highest expression, questions like that. You ponder and meditate and act from that place long enough and YOU WILL WAKE UP GUARANTEED. Took 35 years but it's worth it. 

But I will let you know a couple of things. If you walk this path there is no guarantee life is going to go in the direction your ego wants it too. Why? Because this path is the fast track. Life is only about the maximization of SELF-LOVE. Your life is just a perspective that witnesses it.


You are a selfless LACK OF APPEARANCE, that CONSTRUCTS AN APPEARANCE. But that appearance can disappear and reappear and we call that change, we call it time, we call it space, we call it distance, we call distinctness, we call it other. But notice...this appearance, is a SELF. A SELF IS A CONSTRUCTION!!! 

So if you want to know the TRUTH OF THE CONSTRUCTION. Just deconstruct the construction!!!! No point in playing these mind games!!! No point in creating needless complexity!!! The truth of what you are is a BLANK!!!! A selfless awareness....then that means there is NO OTHER, and everything you have ever perceived was JUST AN APPEARANCE, A MIRAGE, AN ILLUSION, IMAGINARY. 

Everything that appears....appears out of a lack of appearance/void/no-thing, non-sense (can't be sensed because there is nothing to sense). That is what you are, and what arises...is made of that. So nonexistence, arises/creates existence. And thus everything is solved.

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