6g Shroom Awakening Mini-Mini Trip Report

[Dauntment]

Sup peoples   (excuse imminent profanity)

I occasionally post here or whatever, but as title says, opted in for a 6.01g shrooms trip today (been out of grasp for awhile now) marking my ~6th trip or so, but 1st trip in the past 2 years. 

• About an hour to take effect
• I was feeling pretty mild but They (unknowable shroom entity(s)) asked using nonverbal communication if I [wanted more/to go deeper/wanted Truth]. What was remarkable about this is that this was genuine.  Very much like the Matrix, I could take the "blue pill" and enjoy a mild trip or "take the red pill"
• Almost instantly, I "woke up"

I'm laughing as I am typing this because how comically and impossibly fruitless it is to convey the experiences but I am doing so anyways as a formality to those who are among the quest and paying homage to Leo and the work that he does and has done. (Seriously, BIG UPS to you for not only communicating the content, but also minding the traps/pitfalls, various interpretations of the audience, the epistemic diligence......etc. etc., you get it   )

 

What was it like?

Simultaneous thoughts within the realm of:  "This is what it means to be awake" + "OH MY GOD, OH MY FUCKING GOD, OH MY FUCKING GOD, "Awakening. AWAKENING. IM AWAKE. AWAKE!!!!" + An utter inability to comprehend how PROFOUND this is. + "How the FUCK am I supposed to communicate/share THIS with others?"

-Fucking IMPOSSIBLY RADICAL and COMPLETELY ABSOLUTE, "Life is just a dream". The visuals and sounds etc. remained the same but the context of how they were viewed.......ineffable is an understatement. Everything had a beautiful and particular crystal clear definition + vague glow to it (The term Divine comes to mind). I had the thought recalling the popular thread "No one on this forum is AWAKE" and started laughing hysterically saying "Well of course, no fucking shit!! LOL". There was a feeling of "ascending" for a lack of better words in the sense that I have "risen above"....like I grew taller in another dimension...like I was an apparition near the ceiling viewing the environment(please see my image request below for more context). 

 

I was seeking a deeper awakening but it seemed that the dose capped there and I'd probably be better off with another vehicle for that, maybe DMT?, but enjoyed the peak while it was. Since, for the past several hours now, I have experienced a deal of fatigue from the ordeal and working on integrations etc. so that I may embody them.

For me: There was a certain image (I believe Leo posted it) about what it feels like to Awaken; I don't really remember it other than something along the lines of: "An eyeball above a body figure" or "A lightbulb above a person". I would really appreciate it if anyone who knows what I'm referencing could provide that image

 

[Soul Flight]

Thanks for sharing. Some of us have been there Lol! I have had crazy trips anywhere from 3g to 8g of dried shrooms.

There are many cool images of awakening. There is one where a guy has a bird cage for a head and the little door is open and the bird has flow the coop. Try a google image search to see if you can find your photo.

[Cocolove]

Yes I've had similar experiences where they give me an option. Once on DMT I was so relieved to not die.