Just had a Sober Awakening into my true nature

[Razard86]

I already had awakenings into my true nature but sometimes because of the doubts from it being too good to be true cause some more awakenings to happen soberly. For me personally the use of drugs in Spirituality was for me to unlock higher levels of consciousness in my lived baseline experience. So I closed my eyes just now and realized I had no identity and then smiled and realized that I awoke that the ABSOLUTE is looking through my eyes. Sure I already knew it, but the reconfirmation is fun to experience. Sometimes you like to reconfirm what you already know to be true.

It is a privilege to awaken that the ABSOLUTE TRUTH is looking through your eyes, its beautiful because it proves you are ABSOLUTE INNOCENCE!!! You have never been guilty, guilt is a concept that can only exist in an unawakened mind. The Absolute is always pure perfection, and all actions and consequences are pure perfection manifesting at all times. There are no mistakes, only experiences to go through, it is both preordained and not at the same time.

The preordained= Each action is part of a sequence you have constructed to experience some aspect of your character expression. The lack of preordination which leaves room for things such as doubt, hesitation, and fear to modulate your experience and cause you to run or resist your said manifestation is also part of your masterful design. Like a hero on the run from his mission that he believes is too much for him to bear, you allow ignorance and mass confusion on what you should be doing in the moment to take effect so you can experience true authenticity. This is why life is truth, you aren't faking your expression, you are AUTHENTICALLY YOU. 

If you understood how much work goes into constructing the particular character expression that is you through all your adversities and triumphs you express perfect honesty of who you are in each moment at all times. You don't understand how masterful it is. An actor would struggle to imitate you with the same perfect authenticity that you portray yourself with each day. This is why you are a walking masterful miracle. All of creation expresses authentically at all times, this is why it is all ABSOLUTELY TRUE!!! 

Oneness= TRUTH. Because it is all that is, it cannot lie to itself, every experience is actually true, even lies. So this is why you are the ABSOLUTE and will always be ABSOLUTELY TRUE, you actually cannot be untrue, you need to fool yourself to believe yourself to be untrue. Its so beautiful!!!

Edited August 2, 2023 by Razard86