Hi guys, I haven't posted for a while but I think a lot of you still remember me from my more or less regular posts. So here's what happened: Last Tuesday I took a 150 ug of 1V-LSD. The experience went very normal like about 10 other experiences had gone prior to this one. 150 ug is also not my highest dose, I had priorly taken 170, 190, 225 and 245 (last one with a tolerance present though). Nothing crazy happened in this trip, I felt able to handle it during the experience. Because nothing came up by itself I felt into different fears/insecurities and let my body do the work to release them. This is the mechanism that had occurred in all prior experiences too. The body does trembling, shaking and twitching movements and it feels like the pent-up emotion is sort of flowing out of me. I felt into one specific anxiety of traumatic origin that I've had for about 19 years now and the same occurred (trembling etc), though I can say that this did not improve the anxiety after the trip. Directly after the trip I felt normal as always, just physically exhausted from all the movements. One or two days later though I realized that the specific anxiety had actually worsened and was now more out of control = harder to regulate. But not only that, it also seemed like the specific anxiety then started to generalise and then I was sitting there with constant anxiety which I could not regulate with thoughts anymore. I basically felt psychologically regressed 11 years back when I last had these kinds of states. The thoughts driven by this stronger anxiety made it very hard to not worry and this brought me much closer to depressive territory, like anxiously depressed. All together I feel destabilised (in the bad way, not like after a breakthrough, god realisation kind of trip like some of you have experienced). It seems like the substance activated or strengthend something in my psyche that is now very hard to control. I try to not worry, to not be negative or pessimistic and so on, but when it hits me I cannot will myself out of it or think myself out of it. @flowboy I should have listened to your advise about trauma and psychedelics. If you have any (positive) advice I'd be grateful. @somegirl As we recently talked about my lsd experiences in the pms I thought I'd tag you here. I wouldn't want you to take an irresponsible decision about psychedelic use. @Leo Gura If you know something feel free to share. To all of you: no matter what you write please be kind and supportive. Please avoid writing horribly negative or paranoid stuff. Be uplifting and encouraging if you can. Thank you all.