I am way too honest when talking to strangers

[The Redeemer]

Another time spent out doing daygame. Unfortunately no results yet. I am having a hard time not judging people. For some reason I am filled with all this hate towards everyone around me. I think it is coming from some deep insecurity that I have.

Also I am way to honest with people. People at the cash register really aren't looking for a chit chat. They are there to do business.

I am trying to have fun in my sets, but something is holding me back. I believe I have put myself out there before, but I have been traumatized by doing so. It is like I can't fully project my personality out without facing massive resistance.

I am having a hard time fitting into the culture in western society. I find people guarded and not looking to reveal too much information, which leads to me not trusting anyone because they are obviously hiding something. They are not being honest and upfront as I tend to be with myself. They aren't emotionally honest with themselves either.

I guess it kind of feels wrong for me to try to fit into the culture, because frankly I find it toxic and semi spiteful. 

[Raze]

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1XCPnFSoqWQ

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IIx-MfnA358

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qu-wFuDqZws

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2CidDVoHdmQ

Edited July 29, 2023 by Raze

[Buck Edwards]

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