The only antidepressant that worked for me

[LSD-Rumi]

This drug did stabilize my mood which was quite unstable. But it also generated a lot of troubles too. It made me very anxious and it exacerbated my OCD. It also made my penis very sensitive, it increased my libido a lot but in a bad way, and it caused me to have a POIS episode which I didn't have in months. 

I am seeing my psychiatrist tomorrow. I think he will add another medication, and decrease the dose of this one.

[LSD-Rumi]

My doctor added another medication to counteract the side effects and I am feeling a lot better. My OCD is gone, and my anxiety is diminishing. I feel like my brain is autoreparing itself these days. I always want to actively heal myself, but I think I will let my brain do its job.

Jesus, I am finally getting drugs that work for me. If you have severe psychiatric illness, you should keep testing things until you hit the right combination. Some diseases are incurable without medication. A lot of people here may don't like this statement but it is true. If you get bipolar disorder you will know what I am talking about. 

[Yimpa]

49 minutes ago, LSD-Rumi said:

My doctor added another medication to counteract the side effects and I am feeling a lot better. My OCD is gone, and my anxiety is diminishing. I feel like my brain is autoreparing itself these days. I always want to actively heal myself, but I think I will let my brain do its job.

Which one if you don’t mind sharing?

[LSD-Rumi]

2 minutes ago, Yimpa said:

Which one if you don’t mind sharing?

Fluvoxamine, it is good for OCD, better than other SRRIs for this purpose.

[Buck Edwards]

4 minutes ago, LSD-Rumi said:

Fluvoxamine, it is good for OCD, better than other SRRIs for this purpose.

Have you tried quitipine

[LSD-Rumi]

Just now, Buck Edwards said:

Have you tried quitipine

Tried many antipsychotics with no benefit.

[Yimpa]

Just now, Buck Edwards said:

Have you tried quitipine

My sister has. It helped her when she was going through a mental breakdown during the beginning of the pandemic (she’s was a night shift nurse at the time and fairly new to the job).

[Buck Edwards]

Just now, Yimpa said:

My sister has. It helped her when she was going through a mental breakdown during the beginning of the pandemic (she’s was a night shift nurse at the time and fairly new to the job).

My family members all of them are bipolar. So they were prescribed quitipine. I had a recent short bipolar episode and it was brutal. Lasted whole night and by morning I was okay. 

 

[Schizophonia]

@LSD-Rumi What are your TOCs? Examples ?

+ Your nickname suggests that you like to consume LSD but you don't have a problem with it? Me it gives me severe OCD like feeling dirty and wanting to wash myself, wash my room, put everything away etc.

Edited August 6, 2023 by Schizophonia

[Schizophonia]

4 hours ago, Buck Edwards said:

My family members all of them are bipolar. So they were prescribed quitipine. I had a recent short bipolar episode and it was brutal. Lasted whole night and by morning I was okay. 

 

How do you react to benzodiazepines?

[Buck Edwards]

1 hour ago, Schizophonia said:

How do you react to benzodiazepines?

That causes some serious withdrawal symptoms. I've always avoided those. 

[LSD-Rumi]

I am microdosing PCE these days and it is better than any other medication I have ever taken. I made a nasal spray, and use it multiple times a day. It keeps my mood stable, anxiety low and the OCD dormant.

I am still taking my medications but lowered the dose to the half.

Edited August 31, 2023 by LSD-Rumi

[PurpleTree]

On 22.7.2023 at 10:59 PM, LSD-Rumi said:

Ahhhh, what a relief, I am feeling myself again.

 

On 28.7.2023 at 10:15 PM, LSD-Rumi said:

The drug started really kicking today. I feel a huge surge of energy. I feel some sort of peace and fulfillment. This is the real stuff. 

 

On 2.8.2023 at 11:07 PM, LSD-Rumi said:

But it also generated a lot of troubles too.I am seeing my psychiatrist tomorrow. I think he will add another medication, and decrease the dose of this one.

 

On 6.8.2023 at 4:37 AM, LSD-Rumi said:

My doctor added another medication to counteract the side effects and I am feeling a lot better. My OCD is gone, and my anxiety is diminishing. I feel like my brain is autoreparing itself these days. I always want to actively heal myself, but I think I will let my brain do its job.

Jesus, I am finally getting drugs that work for me. If you have severe psychiatric illness, you should keep testing things until you hit the right combination. 

 

On 31.8.2023 at 11:03 PM, LSD-Rumi said:

I am microdosing PCE these days and it is better than any other medication I have ever taken. I made a nasal spray, and use it multiple times a day. It keeps my mood stable, anxiety low and the OCD dormant.

I am still taking my medications but lowered the dose to the half.

i hope it works out this time

[LSD-Rumi]

5 hours ago, PurpleTree said:

i hope it works out this time

I hope that too 

 

[LSD-Rumi]

The drug combination I finally got is so Great. My mood is more stable, less anxiety and less OCD. I started hitting the gym too.

A couple of days back I passed an important exam and should start my first Job soon.

Sometimes, I got a bit depressed or O get some nasty anxiety (for no reason) but it lasts for a couple of hours, maybe a day maximum, but I learned to accpet them, knowing it will pass.

The drug combination I use is:

1. Bupropion 300mg for my bipolar depression 
2. Fluvoxamine 100mg for anxiety and OCD
3. Lamotrigine 200mg as a mood stabilizer

Edited September 24, 2023 by LSD-Rumi

[at_anchor]

On 9/24/2023 at 6:50 PM, LSD-Rumi said:

• Bupropion 300mg for my bipolar depression 
• Fluvoxamine 100mg for anxiety and OCD
• Lamotrigine 200mg as a mood stabilizer

I wish I could trythat out, but it's not available on the market here.

[Schizophonia]

Does PCE, PCP or other dissociative works well for social anxiety and anxiety in general ?

Ketamine is the best medication for that i tried but i can't use it regulary because of ketamine regulary because of toxicity.

Btw, Ketamine doesn't exactly haves the same pharmacodynamic that these dissociatives.

 

[Javfly33]

3 hours ago, Schizophonia said:

Does PCE, PCP or other dissociative works well for social anxiety and anxiety in general ?

Ketamine is the best medication for that i tried but i can't use it regulary because of ketamine regulary because of toxicity.

Btw, Ketamine doesn't exactly haves the same pharmacodynamic that these dissociatives.

 

I remember 3-MeO-PCP worked very well for my "social anxiety".

But health risks are unknown. It might be toxic in long term. Hell it does feel toxic even at short-mid term lol.

As I've said in the past if one is going to get into a dissociative habit for these kind of things, much safer to pop oxys 

Oxycodone is by far the most effective and safe substance I've tried for "social anxiety" . You're more clear headed than on a disso and no health risk except constipation but that's easily treatable with fiber good diet and some supplements here and there.