LSD consciousness world has stability

[Jowblob]

I did 3 lsd-p1 sessions of 100/200/300ug with someone. And i noticed that in each session things materialized at the same place which gives it stability and realism and not just a fantasy. 

1.In each session he had red rose tattoo on his sideburns on the same place.

2. In each session his appearance changed to another same version of him.

3. In each session the gaming headphone that was laying on the table projected a led light of the same color even though it was just a color.

4. In each sessions when we tried to pull ourselves higher in consciousness he had the same patterns all over his body and these patterns started to run all over his body and sometimes even couch he was sitting on like his body didnt have a difference between couch and himself like it was the same material.

 

And just all the materialized materials were stable and stayed in the same place even if you would leave and reenter a room.

Edited July 18, 2023 by Jowblob

[Inliytened1]

A dream can have stability and consistency.   That's what makes it "real".  But what this really means is that there is nothing to contrast it.  It is total.  In other words, when in the illusion it does not appear to you to be an illusion.  It is only after you step outside of it that you see what it is.    It's all a mind fuck.  God has to mind fuck itself and it does a perfect job.

Edited July 18, 2023 by Inliytened1

[Jowblob]

1 hour ago, Inliytened1 said:

A dream can have stability and consistency.   That's what makes it "real".  But what this really means is that there is nothing to contrast it.  It is total.  In other words, when in the illusion it does not appear to you to be an illusion.  It is only after you step outside of it that you see what it is.    It's all a mind fuck.  God has to mind fuck itself and it does a perfect job.

Yeah but ones you see 1x the lsd world, your brain gets reconstructed and you might have psychosis for few days after that. I wonder what's the purpose of this in gods eyes.

[SourceCodo]

8 hours ago, Jowblob said:

Yeah but ones you see 1x the lsd world, your brain gets reconstructed and you might have psychosis for few days after that. I wonder what's the purpose of this in gods eyes.

Reconstruction in this use-case seems to be just another word for “acquired a bias” via “novel perception”.

What purpose does purpose serve in an infinitely variable Mind?
 

Whatever The Mind wants. 
 

Edited July 18, 2023 by SourceCodo

[Jowblob]

4 hours ago, SourceCodo said:

Reconstruction in this use-case seems to be just another word for “acquired a bias” via “novel perception”.

What purpose does purpose serve in an infinitely variable Mind?
 

Whatever The Mind wants. 
 

@SourceCodo i think you never done lsd, too much materialistic talk.

Have you ever seen a lamp emitting spirit light in total dark room, no? Thats enough evidence to see and confirm that it increases your consciousness. 

 

Edited July 19, 2023 by Jowblob

[SourceCodo]

1 hour ago, Jowblob said:

@SourceCodo i think you never done lsd, too much materialistic talk.

Have you ever seen a lamp emitting spirit light in total dark room, no? Thats enough evidence to see and confirm that it increases your consciousness. 

 

Think what you’d like. I’ve done LSD and many others. Have you smoked 80x Salvia and had a full on conversation with multiple alien intelligences that informed you of the illusory nature of reality, your loved ones and everything you hold near and dear? All while you were apparently unconscious?
 

I’m just savvy to some of the tricks an altered perspective can play on the wishful intellect. 
 

I’ve seen the darkness of my own mind emit light, I’ve seen the mental Big Bang, and plenty of inanimate objects creating light, too.

Unsurprisingly, my materialist view chalked it up to totally normal hallucinations. Ordinary Mind stuffs.

Edited July 19, 2023 by SourceCodo

[Jowblob]

13 minutes ago, SourceCodo said:

Think what you’d like. I’ve done LSD and many others. Have you smoked 80x Salvia and had a full on conversation with multiple alien intelligences that informed you of the illusory nature of reality, your loved ones and everything you hold near and dear? All while you believe yourself to be unconscious?
 

I’m just savvy to some of the tricks an altered perspective can play on the wishful intellect. 
 

I’ve seen the darkness of my own mind emit light, I’ve seen the mental Big Bang, and plenty of inanimate objects creating light, too.

Unsurprisingly, my materialist view chalked it up to totally normal hallucinations. Ordinary Mind stuffs. 

I think it's called self preservation , your ego won. What do you think @Leo Gura, why did this happen? Even if you would call this gods deception, why doesnt god want for me to wake up? My first thought says because it's already trying to give itself best life in balance and keep itself asleep as it sees best life here?

[SourceCodo]

10 minutes ago, Jowblob said:

I think it's called self preservation , your ego won. What do you think @Leo Gura, why did this happen? Even if you would call this gods deception, why doesnt god want for me to wake up? My first thought says because it's already trying to give itself best life in balance and keep itself asleep as it sees best life here?

Ordinary Mind doing what Ordinary Mind does.

 

Being normal and unique. Defining things.

Edited July 19, 2023 by SourceCodo

[Jowblob]

31 minutes ago, SourceCodo said:

Ordinary Mind doing what Ordinary Mind does.

 

Being normal and unique. Defining things.

I'm sorry but either you didnt do all the stuff you described or you're god trying to decept me.

I've talked to a guy yesterday that did lsd and 5 meo with his family, even he said  that his brother became an empty shell and that he became god.

Even i have seen in higher consciousness that your environment and peoples behaviour changes the more conscious you become.

Reality i'm in it's very obvious how people are very limiting in behaviour and thought and it's like they stay the same for 20-30 year or all their life. I know i have been awake as god before.

When i was in higher consciousness , no food/water no bodily energy output were all signs of higher consciousness while you were just being yourself.

 

The reason god self decepts himself is because if he didnt reality wouldnt be possible, and because you as ego are resisting it. You want to suffer and play for dumb because in being god like there is less fun.

 

 

[SourceCodo]

23 minutes ago, Jowblob said:

I'm sorry but either you didnt do all the stuff you described or you're god trying to decept me.

I've talked to a guy yesterday that did lsd and 5 meo with his family, even he said  that his brother became an empty shell and that he became god.

Even i have seen in higher consciousness that your environment and peoples behaviour changes the more conscious you become.

Reality i'm in it's very obvious how people are very limiting in behaviour and thought and it's like they stay the same for 20-30 year or all their life. I know i have been awake as god before.

When i was in higher consciousness , no food/water no bodily energy output were all signs of higher consciousness while you were just being yourself.

 

The reason god self decepts himself is because if he didnt reality wouldnt be possible, and because you as ego are resisting it. You want to suffer and play for dumb because in being god like there is less fun.

 

 

What exactly are you saying is happening that you think I’m disagreeing with or trying to deceive you with? 

Edited July 19, 2023 by SourceCodo

[Schizophonia]

All my LSD trips were very different. Starting with the hallucinations.

[Jowblob]

@SourceCodo but you might be right to some extent about the ordinary mind. Yogananda said the suffering comes from desires/attachment/seeking. So perhaps the constant seeking for awakening/god creates more suffering, this is why meditation is so peaceful just because you let it be. Im gonna be honest though this path of seeking almost only brought suffering upon me but it also removed anxiety in other aspects

Edited July 19, 2023 by Jowblob

[Yimpa]

Suffering is love.

[SourceCodo]

9 hours ago, Jowblob said:

@SourceCodo but you might be right to some extent about the ordinary mind. Yogananda said the suffering comes from desires/attachment/seeking. So perhaps the constant seeking for awakening/god creates more suffering, this is why meditation is so peaceful just because you let it be. Im gonna be honest though this path of seeking almost only brought suffering upon me but it also removed anxiety in other aspects

Maybe, maybe… I think we’re seeing eye to eye now. If we’re too busy seeking specific ends, we won’t be free to wonder  freely and deeply. The outcome bias will get in our way. Attachments… Idealism…

 

However, when there’s no attempts at defining the unknown, there’s no arising of doubt. Curiosity remains free to roam. ?
 

“If you wish to understand, know that a sudden comprehension comes when the mind has been purged of all the clutter of conceptual and discriminatory thought-activity. Those who seek the truth by means of intellect and learning only get further and further away from it. Not till your thoughts cease all their branching here and there, not till you abandon all thoughts of seeking for something, not till your mind is motionless as wood or stone, will you be on the right road to the Gate.”

Huang Po, The Zen Teaching of Huang Po: On the Transmission of Mind 

Edited July 19, 2023 by SourceCodo

[VoidJumper]

11 hours ago, Jowblob said:

@SourceCodo but you might be right to some extent about the ordinary mind. Yogananda said the suffering comes from desires/attachment/seeking. So perhaps the constant seeking for awakening/god creates more suffering, this is why meditation is so peaceful just because you let it be. Im gonna be honest though this path of seeking almost only brought suffering upon me but it also removed anxiety in other aspects

At the core of this is the false belief that something is wrong and you have to make it right.

That's what causes suffering. 

In spiritual seekers, especially after some initial progress, this belief tends to increase, resulting in even more suffering than before.

It's really quite amazing when you investigate to see how almost everything you are doing has something to do with this fundamental erroneous belief. Something is wrong and it needs to be fixed.

[Yimpa]

11 hours ago, VoidJumper said:

It's really quite amazing when you investigate to see how almost everything you are doing has something to do with this fundamental erroneous belief. Something is wrong and it needs to be fixed.

Relate to this a lot.

What I’ve found works when it comes to fear is the ability to recontextualize / reimagine the situation. This takes a lot of practice expanding your mind and raising your consciousness. 

For example, earlier I woke up abruptly from my sleep and then felt this heavy anxiety creep up. I decided to do a breathing meditation for 5 mins using my Apple Watch, and after the session it said that my average heart rate BPM was 119. I panicked and assumed I was dying, but immediately I was able to reimagine myself enjoying being on a roller coaster. I was able to make the connection between having a fast heart rate with excitement (i.e. being on a roller coaster). 

This is not merely about changing one belief to another, because you can always take it ever deeper. You can become deeply conscious of the fact that you’re imagining a fast heart rate, panic, excitement, and roller coasters!

You can become very adept at making stronger connections with yourself.

Edited July 20, 2023 by Yimpa

[Yimpa]

1 hour ago, DefinitelyNotARobot said:

Why don't you want to wake up? Ask yourself what this discrepancy between what you appear to be desiring and what you're actually manifesting is. Just some thoughts.

Dreaming is fun 

[Forza-Spirito]

On 19/7/2023 at 8:52 AM, Yimpa said:

Suffering is love.

Why do you think so? Because it forces you to grow?

[Yimpa]

48 minutes ago, Forza-Spirito said:

Why do you think so? Because it forces you to grow?

This other reply I made fits well:

 
 

 

Edited July 20, 2023 by Yimpa