IM SAD

[Yimpa]

Sending lots of love. I understand what you’re going through, as I’m going through something similar as well at this time.

[Heart of Space]

@Princess Arabia

Honestly I think the best thing for you right now is to post on this forum more regularly.  

Make sure you're really thinking about what sort of perceptions you want others to have and what other forum members might be thinking of you. 

Wishing you well.  

[MuadDib]

Sorry to read this. I was reminded of this segment of a podcast I listened to a while back, Jocko talks about the patterns he recognized while going through the grief process multiple times after losing friends in the military. Having some awareness of what's happening to you, and what to expect can make the process a little smoother to get through. Timestamped:
 

In the early stages, distractions are probably the best thing for you. Movies are great for that.