Crystalline Consciousness (Leo?..Anyone?)

[ivankiss]

There is not much information out there on this. At least I wasn't able to find anything substantial.

During one of my most intense awakenings I 'experienced' something called 'crystalline consciousness'. Being 100% awake in that moment, of course I immediately knew what it was all about. But speaking from my current limited state of mind and awareness, I cannot say I know too much about it. I cannot really say it was an experience either. Because there was no time, no space, no thoughts, no feelings, etc. And you need all those in order to have an experience.

It was just pure crystalline consciousness.

Imagine all of reality being frozen in time. Imagine NOW being an infinite crystal. Every single possibility is already manifested, parallel to one-another. And it all just stands still. Illuminated but not animated. 

Form and formlessness are one and the same.

That is one of the pointers I have. But there is so much more to it. I just cannot really find the words, in this moment. It's so out there it's really hard to talk about it.

Curious if anyone here has any knowledge on this. Maybe @Leo Gura can say a thing or two, since he's very experienced with psychedelics.

Pure, absolute, divine crystalline consciousness. What is it? And why is it so super rare to experience? 

 

[cetus]

1 hour ago, ivankiss said:

Pure, absolute, divine crystalline consciousness. What is it? And why is it so super rare to experience? 

It's rare because one must transcend the mind as the mind keeps us stuck in identity and therefore stuck in space-time (location). Transcend the mind and you transcend space-time. So, I think what you experienced could be referred to as "nonlocalized" consciousness. That is consciousness liberated from the constraints of the mind = pure consciousness or as you call it "crystalline consciousness".

[cetus]

1 hour ago, ivankiss said:

 Every single possibility is already manifested, parallel to one-another. And it all just stands still. Illuminated but not animated. 

Form and formlessness are one and the same.

You may also want to look into "Quantum Consciousness" (relating to the quantum field).

[ivankiss]

@cetus Hmm... I'm not sure we're talking about the same 'thing'. I mean, yes to everything you said, I'm just not sure that's 'it'.

Here's what Nahm had to say about my experience, a few years ago:

'Crystalline always comes to mind descriptively, also liquid lucidity. I don’t have knowledge on it, but it’s nice to relate.  It’s insanely awesome that there is self awareness, and still a pure undeluded untouchable mystery. It feels ultra rare to experience, and yet is home. It feels sacred, yet it is the lowest common denominator.'

I resonate with these words, yet I am not sure I'm fully grasping what's being said.

[ivankiss]

It starts by you remembering the future, as funny as it sounds. In real time, as everything is unfolding. You simply are aware of everything that's about to happen. It's the strangest thing. So hard to explain.

Instead of experiencing the unfolding of the present moment, something switches and you are remembering what's unfolding, in real time. Fully, in your direct conscious experience. Not in your silly little thoughts, of course.

And then it gets even crazier. Even more sci fi. Sowly but surely everything freezes in time. Quite literally. It's just like pressing pause on all of reality. Nothing is dead or alive. It just is. Frozen, still, illuminated and conscious, but not animated. There is literally no movement whatsoever. No sound, nothing...

At some point I made peace with never reaching an understanding of what went down during that intense awakening... But I just keep coming back to it. It's so freaking fascinating. It's literally unbelievable.

Edited July 14, 2023 by ivankiss

[Leo Gura]

Consciousness can create infinite types of itself. So what happened was you invented/found a new type. And you can find many more weirder ones.

For example, I once became so conscious that I discovered the inverse of consciousness. No one here even knows such a thing can exist.

[ivankiss]

@Leo Gura Yes! I feel like we're getting closer to it now.

'Forms' or maybe 'densities' of consciousness. Crystalline is one of them. That liquid lucidity thing Nahm mentioned is another. All of this happens long after your typical little enlightenment or whatever. The mind is long forgotten - so to speak. Identity? Haha. Please. It's a joke. There is none of that in pure consciousness.

There is just infinitely free and intelligent consciousness and it can become all sorts of weird shit. Non physical, non material shit.

Edited July 14, 2023 by ivankiss

[Hojo]

When I have my kundalini I closed my eyes for a second and I saw the entire universe.

The only way I can describe its consistency was clean. It sparkled like me clean

[cetus]

1 hour ago, ivankiss said:

It’s insanely awesome that there is self awareness,

What I'm talking about happens in the absence of self-awareness so yes, we are talking about two different things.

[ivankiss]

From what I've heard and read so far, upgrading to a crystalline light body is the very next step in human evolution. Supposedly, we are slowly but surely moving from a carbon based species to silicon based species. The atomic structure of our human being is becoming crystalline. It is chancing our very DNA structure. By being a vessel that's capable of hosting this "crystalline consciousness", the light of that divinity changes you from the inside out. At least from what I understand so far.

New age woo woo nonsense? Maybe. Entirely possible. But it all strikes a bit different if you experienced shit like I did. Same thing as with seeing a ghost, or being abducted by aliens or whatever. Until it happens to you, it's all just airy fairy bullshit.

I am absolutely sure there is something to this. I am also sure that my "experiences" are valid. True and real. But is it all as the internet says it is? Does google really know what "crystalline consciousness" is? Well, that I am a bit sceptical about. Quite a bit, actually. It could be said that I'm not taking it seriously at all. It's more entertaining than anything else. It's far from what I would consider to be juicy, mind - blowing, life - changing information.

Not that anybody really cares, but there... That's what I've got so far on the matter.

 

Edited July 15, 2023 by ivankiss