How awakening can change your life and even in a dangerous way.

[Amit]

I had few awakening experiences where I saw the illusory self getting completely destroyed. Now when I speak it is kind of a channelling from universe, there is no identity behind it.

It changed my life completely, the people that needs to be confronted and I kept my modesty with them previously, after this experience I became courageous enough to tell the truth.

 
I was working with this company and I regretted every day I worked for them, I was putting my soul into the work but since there was no resonance in how they see world purely from selfish and greedy perspective, they forced us to work for them more hours than was agreed, and was never appreciative, even weekends were working for us.

 

I did it from a point of view of being the creator, I was their main developer and team lead, but when I was completely burned out and sick and he still wanted me to work, I called it quit after some time. This company even withheld my salary to punish me. 

I really don’t have time for law suits, and I really don’t want to give in to it too much, so I moved on. But I posted it on LinkedIn, because I wanted to atleast make people aware about such things. https://www.linkedin.com/posts/amit-kumar-aa743455_culture-startup-activity-7082262430457737218-1QxL

Now I wonder, if it was my awakening and being able to see through people so deeply that caused it. Otherwise all my junior employees who were complaining too at that time, still seems to be okay with that job. I know they don’t see what I can see, But This seems to me an effect of awakening and seeing bad things clearly, and not getting influenced by people.

doesn’t it makes life more difficult from a survival perspective. 
please offer your perspectives on dangers on awakening.

[BipolarGrowth]

Maybe the loss of unfair survival forces is not such a bad loss compared to the gain which awakening in its deepest forms is capable of giving you. I’ve experienced a whole shit ton of hospitalizations and financial loss due to awakening, and what I’ve gained is in tiers and tiers above anything lost. This is not some sudden philosophy came up spontaneously in a mentally unsound state of consciousness. This is what nearly a decade of absolute dedication to ever deepening awakening has revealed to me. When even psych ward after psych ward becomes blissful and spectacular, there’s not much left which can threaten you. And in truth, nothing can threaten You

Material poverty is far more suiting to a spiritual aspirant than focus on material success, but even material wealth can come through awakening. I work tirelessly in the material realm, and it has no threat to me. Countless fruits come on their own accord. Doing one’s highest duty in every moment is a treasure which cannot be surpassed. God (this existence and Ungraspable truth) will take care of his people who are zealous and feverishly dedicated practitioners. This is true Karma Yoga. Progress made in a spiritually-aligned manner will produce more fruits that are everlasting in this eternal state of instant-to-instant blissful death into the perceived world which we are infinitely blessed to experience. 
 

All gain is null and void. All loss is null and void. Dance your most spectacular dance through this illusory world my friend. The no longer extant you will thank you and smile for this. 
 

Dive into the infinite depths of faith and trust in God, the very fabric of your life in any reality, and you will find no harm. 

Edited July 13, 2023 by BipolarGrowth