The Penis Life

[Princess Arabia]

18 minutes ago, blackchair said:

and I wonder why there is no girls on this forum......

That's a bit of an exaggeration. He's just making analogies using sexual terms and being provocative leaving its interpretation to the reader. It's a bit much, yes, but if you really understand the meaning it's profound. It's not for the "high horse moralists" who probably say these words independently at some time or another in their private lives, but it's not why more females aren't on the forum. My guess it's from all the women bashing and misogynistic comments thrown around from time to time. Plus Leo's style of teaching is very aggressive and not for the weak at heart. The energy here is also very masculine and may deter some women. I'm not the least bit perturbed, only if insults or disrespect is personally aimed at me and i'm working on that too to not take things too personally and try to take everything as a learning experience.

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[Princess Arabia]

5 minutes ago, DefinitelyNotARobot said:

We need a thread titled "The Vagina Life" to bring balance to the universe.

Lol

[Breakingthewall]

Bah bah bahhh, sex is nice, sure, but give me adventure, give me challenge, give me evolution, give me a good war to fight. I'm not a penis, I'm a man. 

[Princess Arabia]

38 minutes ago, Breakingthewall said:

Bah bah bahhh, sex is nice, sure, but give me adventure, give me challenge, give me evolution, give me a good war to fight. I'm not a penis, I'm a man. 

Men always love a challenge, but when they get it, they start to whimper and whine like a dog.

[Breakingthewall]

58 minutes ago, Princess Arabia said:

Men always love a challenge, but when they get it, they start to whimper and whine like a dog.

Really? I don't think so. Life is a challenge itself. 

[Princess Arabia]

8 minutes ago, Breakingthewall said:

Really? I don't think so. Life is a challenge itself. 

Yeah, that's why so many people join the complaint isle. We complain about everything like little brats throwing temper tantrums. But I get it, innately we know we are infinite, everything and unlimited. So, when this limited life shows us differently, we bitch and complain. Ever notice how kids feel entitled. We are not learning to love every bit of ourselves, only the part that suits us, so life is challenging to teach us how to love, really LOVE. BTW, I wasn't directing my comment to you personally, just a generalization. 

[Breakingthewall]

58 minutes ago, Princess Arabia said:

Yeah, that's why so many people join the complaint isle. We complain about everything like little brats throwing temper tantrums. But I get it, innately we know we are infinite, everything and unlimited. So, when this limited life shows us differently, we bitch and complain. Ever notice how kids feel entitled. We are not learning to love every bit of ourselves, only the part that suits us, so life is challenging to teach us how to love, really LOVE. BTW, I wasn't directing my comment to you personally, just a generalization. 

Yes, but it can be applied to me perfectly. my life is a difficult challenge in a certain sense. in the past I have been tempted to use spirituality as an escape. there is no escape, you can realize the infinity that does not matter, if you do not love the totality of your life, you will return to the labyrinth. In my case, I have my father floating in the air. abusive, my mother got sick and died and he mistreated her in her illness. then he actively try to make myself fall into an unresolvable depression, all subtle, little by little. he died in a very unpleasant way when I was 20 or 21, all that time is diffuse. he smoked 80 cigarettes a day when he was operated on for throat cancer at the age of 38, his idol was hitler, even though my mother was from a muslim country. He was very attractive and was a good pianist although he had failed at everything, due to family influences he was placed in the diplomatic corps. In 10 years he didn't learn a word of English, he insulted everyone but always had a cohort of admirers. He despised and hated my mother's country, I was educated in several languages but I completely forgot them, they were garbage languages. Every time I think of him it's like the devil is blowing on the back of my neck. my feeling is that his wish would have been my death from a degenerative disease. I don't know how to get this person out of my experience, how to love this .... aberration? sickness that walks? horror? It's an interesting challenge. 

In the past I was quite addicted to dangerous challenges, like some business, climbing, gliding, boxing, or crossing the Atlantic sailing with my girlfriend in a storm zone. when I was in a storm and in the middle of the night there was a problem and everything was mess, darkness, blows, I heard his voice in my mind: you're shit, you're useless. like a schizophrenic, auditory hallucination. always challenge, difficulty. that's life. It has a beauty component. But really id like some rest of that shit. 

Edited July 12, 2023 by Breakingthewall

[Princess Arabia]

3 minutes ago, Breakingthewall said:

Yes, but it can be applied to me perfectly. my life is a difficult challenge in a certain sense. in the past I have been tempted to use spirituality as an escape. there is no escape, you can realize the infinity that does not matter, if you do not love the totality of your life, you will return to the labyrinth. In my case, I have my father floating in the air. abusive, my mother got sick and died and he mistreated her in her illness. then he actively try to make myself fall into an unresolvable depression, all subtle, little by little. he died in a very unpleasant way when I was 20 or 21, all that time is diffuse. he smoked 80 cigarettes a day when he was operated on for throat cancer at the age of 38, his idol was hitler, even though my mother was from a muslim country. He was very attractive and was a good pianist although he had failed at everything, due to family influences he was placed in the diplomatic corps. In 10 years he didn't learn a word of English, he insulted everyone but always had a cohort of admirers. He despised and hated my mother's country, I was educated in several languages but I completely forgot them, they were garbage languages. Every time I think of him it's like the devil is blowing on the back of my neck. my feeling is that his wish would have been my death from a degenerative disease. I don't know how to get this person out of my experience, how to love this ...I don't know, aberration? sickness that walks? horror? It's an interesting challenge. 

In the past I was quite addicted to dangerous challenges, like climbing, gliding, boxing, or crossing the Atlantic with my girlfriend in a storm zone. when I was in a storm and in the middle of the night there was a problem and everything was mess, darkness, blows, I heard his voice in my mind: you're shit, you're useless. like a schizophrenic, auditory hallucination. always challenge, difficulty. that's life. It has a beauty component. But really id like some rest of that shit. 

Thats not life, that's your story about life. We all have them. Change your story, change your life. There's a reason why on fb the "Your Story" feature makes your story disappear in 24hrs. Not discounting/discrediting your past but it doesn't define you unless you let it define you. We walk around saying we're God, but do we truly know what that means.

[Breakingthewall]

10 minutes ago, Princess Arabia said:

Thats not life, that's your story about life. We all have them. Change your story, change your life. There's a reason why on fb the "Your Story" feature makes your story disappear in 24hrs. Not discounting/discrediting your past but it doesn't define you unless you let it define you. We walk around saying we're God, but do we truly know what that means.

I know that, that's why I meditate many hours every day, to be absolutely present, empty, here and now, and why I did psychedelics a lot of times. I spend a lot of time in great happiness, in total openness to the now. but sometimes, like right now, that story catches me, I feel the hate, and I can't get out of the labyrinth. the trick is to take advantage of that energy to awaken deeper, but even so, I would like to have peace with that story, it is a difficult acceptance, but possible.  

Pd, crying like a baby, I know ??. I had a bad night. Ashamed for telling that crying

Edited July 12, 2023 by Breakingthewall

[Princess Arabia]

3 minutes ago, Breakingthewall said:

I know that, that's why I meditate many hours every day, to be absolutely present, empty, here and now, and why I did psychedelics a lot of times. I spend a lot of time in great happiness, in total openness to the now. but sometimes, like right now, that story catches me, I feel the hate, and I can't get out of the labyrinth. the trick is to take advantage of that energy to awaken deeper, but even so, I would like to have peace with that story, it is a difficult acceptance, but possible. 

"and I can't get out of that labyrinth". You are God. You say what is. God is the I AM. You are so powerful, you are not even aware of the power within you. You have declared that and so it is. 

[Breakingthewall]

15 minutes ago, Princess Arabia said:

"and I can't get out of that labyrinth". You are God. You say what is. God is the I AM. You are so powerful, you are not even aware of the power within you. You have declared that and so it is. 

Sure, i see quite clearly the perfect design of all that history to get exactly this experience. many times I have seen with total clarity that my father is exactly me, that I have created all this to get to where I am now. This is the formula I've been looking for to get this. Many coincidences, everything leads to here. Let's see what happens.

[Hojo]

@Breakingthewall a good question to ask is if you are the same as your father does that mean you are going in the right direction or wrong direction. Are we destined to become our fathers through dna or can we go against it

Edited July 12, 2023 by Hojo

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[Breakingthewall]

1 hour ago, Hojo said:

@Breakingthewall a good question to ask is if you are the same as your father does that mean you are going in the right direction or wrong direction. Are we destined to become our fathers through dna or can we go against it

1 hour ago, Princess Arabia said:

 

No, I'm totally different, It does not depend on DNA, it depends on the circumstances of your life. I have seen that same process in other people but not as pronounced. it's people who have been brought up telling them that they are super special, that the world owes them something, and then things have not turned out as in their fantasies and they have begun to see life as a scam and seek affirmation and revenge. they have an open wound and every word that comes out of their mouth is an attempt to affirm how special they are. they suffer a lot and have serious addictions, liars without the slightest honor, since honor means consideration for the other. Vampires, it's a strange phenomenon. absolutely unhappy beings, without love but in need of love. If they have some power, be careful. For example, in my house the two pets that we have they were sacrificed in less than a year, since they had come out "defective", not stable. Was true, they were terrified, crazy. Be close of that energy is a challenge. 

[Hojo]

@Breakingthewall i used to be one. I had no love for myself and for God and was looking for it on the outside. Its very toxic and all you will do it bring down everyone around and suffocate them and break them with you and you will still be left unhappy.

The only thing that can save them is god as they do not know what love even is.

I was lucky enough that God saved me by blasting my asshole with infinite unconditional love. He look at me like a pathetic worm but I had stopped the cycle of outside hate by pouting in my room for 8 years only hating myself. Then he said you are good and healed me

When I was feeling it I was like wtf even is this feeling.

But I have heard that things that happen to your parents have a greater than 0 chance of happening to you because they happened to your parents and its in their dna. I e your mother shaves her head at 30 you have a higher chance to shave your head at 30

Edited July 12, 2023 by Hojo

[Princess Arabia]

1 minute ago, Breakingthewall said:

No, I'm totally different, It does not depend on DNA, it depends on the circumstances of your life. I have seen that same process in other people but not as pronounced. it's people who have been brought up telling them that they are super special, that the world owes them something, and then things have not turned out as in their fantasies and they have begun to see life as a scam and seek affirmation and revenge. they have an open wound and every word that comes out of their mouth is an attempt to affirm how special they are. they suffer a lot and have serious addictions, liars without the slightest honor, since honor means consideration for the other. Vampires, it's a strange phenomenon. absolutely unhappy beings, without love but in need of love. If they have some power, be careful. For example, in my house the two pets that we have they were sacrificed in less than a year, since they had come out "defective", not stable. Was true, they were terrified, crazy. Be close of that energy is a challenge. 

And that's how narcissists are born. It's a treacherous cycle.

[Breakingthewall]

2 hours ago, Hojo said:

was lucky enough that God saved me by blasting my asshole with infinite unconditional love. He look at me like a pathetic worm but I had stopped the cycle of outside hate by pouting in my room for 8 years only hating myself. Then he said you are good and healed me

How? A psychedelic awakening?

2 hours ago, Princess Arabia said:

And that's how narcissists are born. It's a treacherous cycle.

Exactly, a twisted and mean thing, some pretty dirty software

[Hojo]

@Breakingthewall Yes I just needed one second away from my ego and god gave me the opportunity