BipolarGrowth

I’m required to turn off life…

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I’m currently just out of the hospital in which I was being treated for a bipolar 1 manic episode. I’m not some false diagnosis. My being encapsulates the whole meaning of those words by my very nature. I can do nothing but be a manic motherfucker. This is why I come to share what that requires. Currently I’m chilling and getting highly THC to try to have the healthiest week for my mental state as possible. My psyche needs a lot of recuperation from the wild states I was in in my last manic episode. This is wild potentiallly life-threatening stuff. Be very wary if you have this and consider using psychedelics. 

 

I WENT SO DAMN HARD *AGAIN* that I worked myself to the point of insanity. It’s a once in a lifetime life I’m living. Truly great what We are. ?❤️?
 

https://music.youtube.com/watch?v=j91RZ01PZwA&feature=share
 

 

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What did the stage orange scientist call the stage blue fundamentalist for claiming YHWH intentionally caused Noah’s great flood?

Delugional. 

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I love you Leo ❤️ in a lot of ways, you kinda saved my life even though we think differently from one another now. 
 

you’re honestly a treasure of a human being, but only a very tinder part of myself I’m feeling like right now wants to contemplate that. With all I learned from you, I overcame suffering essentially in this life I was born into literally crazy suffering with because of my genes and nurture. You’re a good guy when all things must be considered. 

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What did the stage orange scientist call the stage blue fundamentalist for claiming YHWH intentionally caused Noah’s great flood?

Delugional. 

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I wonder why there are so many mentally ill people on this forum, cant be a coincidence? Can be a scary thing for some people actually, they might start to think they're mentally ill too...

Not a good thing about this forum to be honest

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ONLY LEO IS AWAKE

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What did the stage orange scientist call the stage blue fundamentalist for claiming YHWH intentionally caused Noah’s great flood?

Delugional. 

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Bipolar Disorder Type 1 with Psychotic Features

Generalized Anxiety Disorder 

and ADHD 

Accurately and Clinically Diagnosed

can’t do shit to sabotage me living the best life possible. 

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What did the stage orange scientist call the stage blue fundamentalist for claiming YHWH intentionally caused Noah’s great flood?

Delugional. 

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Caucasian Ego Gets Pwned by Hispanic Compassion (Don’t Miss the Ending)

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this is me sharing my “Actualized” life now after years of work 

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What did the stage orange scientist call the stage blue fundamentalist for claiming YHWH intentionally caused Noah’s great flood?

Delugional. 

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The Highest Level of Awakening

speaks for itself 

The state of direct experience when this was happening was absolutely ungodly

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What did the stage orange scientist call the stage blue fundamentalist for claiming YHWH intentionally caused Noah’s great flood?

Delugional. 

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Turn off life means turn off Actualizing. I’ve been addicted to it before the organization was started. 

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What did the stage orange scientist call the stage blue fundamentalist for claiming YHWH intentionally caused Noah’s great flood?

Delugional. 

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I’m trying to show Leo what Leo made. 


What did the stage orange scientist call the stage blue fundamentalist for claiming YHWH intentionally caused Noah’s great flood?

Delugional. 

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Add me on Facebook Leo to know a lot more. Seriously. It’s a wild, wild, wild story you ought to know. My life has turned out one-of-a-kind from Actualized’s influence. 


What did the stage orange scientist call the stage blue fundamentalist for claiming YHWH intentionally caused Noah’s great flood?

Delugional. 

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This is me slapping my c*ck on the table in front of everyone. Idk if that’s allowed. It’s meant to be positively inspirational that a damn near mental health retard is killing it in life. 


What did the stage orange scientist call the stage blue fundamentalist for claiming YHWH intentionally caused Noah’s great flood?

Delugional. 

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55 minutes ago, Jowblob said:

I wonder why there are so many mentally ill people on this forum, cant be a coincidence? Can be a scary thing for some people actually, they might start to think they're mentally ill too...

Not a good thing about this forum to be honest

Where art thou gains my friend? Maybe you before lifting weights isn’t badass enough for this forum of absolute champions. Absolute no offense meant (seriously) is all I see in your response is a pussy. Show me that I’m wrong please. Provide some proof on your anonymous internet genius. 

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What did the stage orange scientist call the stage blue fundamentalist for claiming YHWH intentionally caused Noah’s great flood?

Delugional. 

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I apologize if I step outside of forum guidelines. I have read them and believe I’m in the clear. 


What did the stage orange scientist call the stage blue fundamentalist for claiming YHWH intentionally caused Noah’s great flood?

Delugional. 

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2 minutes ago, Hojo said:

you are manic right now

50% of my life is manic. Goodbye forum for now. I was wrong about the guidelines. I’ll be back to respond upon my serving of my term. I think this is a message that needs to get out to a few truly lost souls. ? Goodbye ❤️

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What did the stage orange scientist call the stage blue fundamentalist for claiming YHWH intentionally caused Noah’s great flood?

Delugional. 

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@BipolarGrowth . Im not trying to insult you but stop the mania and stay happy if you can, by not letting yourself get so high it boomerangs in the other direction just as hard.

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Take some time to chill :)


Intrinsic joy is revealed in the marriage of meaning and being.

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