Radical Isness

[Davino]

So I've been reflecting deeply about this whole search of truth of mine, the fact that I bought up into the awakening pursuit and seeking in general. 

What is the end of all that?

It assumes that there is something wrong with what is, in one way or another. It wants to convey an experience of higher consciousness, mystical states of being, penetrating insights into the nature of reality and God-Realization. I can see in myself an escaping of what is now. Wanting reality to be otherwise than it is. Wanting myself to be no self, egoless, or absolute infinity.

What I am discovering now is very different in nature with all that paradigm. The love for what is. After all your realizations, you will be left with the unescapable isness. What-is cannot be other than what-is. We can explore this what-is, for sure. What I have discovered is the problem of wanting what-is to be in a particular state of consciousness/being/form. All states are the absolute but not all states are aware of themselves as the absolute, I get it. But there is a meta point in that, which is that in any case everything is perfect. 

Why are you running? Don't you see it's infinite?

The final unraveling is a fantasy because the final unraveling is always already the case, it was always unravelled, naked at first sight, naked in all phenomena and qualia. It's so close that it's ungettable, unrealizable, how could the what-is attain to what-is if it's always already what-is?

Don't fixate your mind into any particularity, reality is the eternal shape-shifter, don't get attached to any particular frame but implicitly grasp that all frames, modes of being and states are modification of what-is now, metamorphing and dancing. Searching in a way is ridicule. What reality is now is the point, is absolute truth. Also the resistance to abandone the search, the objections and the doubts, the delusion warnings are what-is, you are entangled and one in the what-is. The answers you want to post, whatever way you make your mind to interpret this, if what I say makes sense or not, is what-is. There is nothing to achieve really because now is all achievements. Stop fantasizing, be real with what-is. I have not experienced a full God-Realization but it will be in the domain of what-is, all my awakenings have been in that domain, reality being in one way or another, or permanents shifts in my consciousness are what-is. I'm just trying to make a meta-point of the so-called search and pursuit of truth as if it were something other than exactly what-is. 

This realization has brought great relaxation and freedom. No need for myself to be anything else than what I am, now I can love myself. No need for reality to be anything else than what-is, now I can love reality. There is nothing wrong with not being AWAKE, because that is what-is, now I can love everything as it is.

What freedom from my Self-constraints!

[Davino]

Nuances on this realization:

Everything is what-is or what-is includes everything, but we cannot reduce everything into what-is.

This what-is or beingness-consciousness is the bedrock of reality and itself is the substance that metamorphs and is infinity. So what-is/beingness is the substratum of Reality and obviously of yourself. This is self-evidently the case, all is inside the domain of what-is. Maybe awakening is the what-is being what-is ever more deeply.