Trip Report: 32g Fresh Golden Teachers

[ndm678]

Set: whatever the Universe wants to show me

Setting: Home, alone, evening

I milled up some weed after eating this amazing specimen, just in case thing go awry.

I sat on my bed, in the dark, meditating. I watched the light pulses and felt the effects roll in. I came out of the first wave deeply thinking about how much actual shit pumps through NYC on a daily basis. All the food that gets delivered each and everyday, and gets converted into shit, and where does it go? Treatment plant, yes, but where does the actual carbon matter go?

Why am I thinking about shit? I shift my attention to bare chested goddesses, and light blooming behind them. My mind/ego thinks it's funny to attach dicks to them, despite my best efforts I can't shake that image, and I'm feeling frustrated.

Really dude? Shit and dicks? This is where we are?

I decide to move to my porch and smoke a joint to shake things up a bit. I become disgusted with myself even more, seperate this part of myself, insult it and call it names. Just repulsed this even exists.

The next wave brings me on a quest where I hate this part even more. This malformed part that belongs locked in the basement. I sat outside and cried, feeling powerless to this part.

The next wave brought in self love. Despite my journey into self acceptance, I totally locked this 'part' in the basement and gave it no attention. 'He ain't heavy, he's my brother' starts playing in my head. I start to cry again, feeling so sorry for seperating/hating/disowning this part. How could I be so foolish not to accept this part? He's my brother, he's me. 

I fumbled around on the guitar for a bit after that, I was emotionally drained and decided to lay down and not think too much.

This was a painful/frustrating/beautiful experience.

[integral]

It cant be 32g? thats like 200$ worth of mushrooms and you would teleport out of this reality lol. 

[WeCome1]

7 hours ago, integral said:

It cant be 32g?

Fresh. That's equivalent to about 3-4 g dried.

[ndm678]

@integral 32g@10%= 3.2g 

Fresh mushrooms are about 90% water.

32g dried would be insane.....?

Edited June 11, 2023 by ndm678

[enzyme]

I was concerned this was 32g dried and was like what the fuuuuuuuuuck

You might have a more mellow/pleasant experience if you just tone it down a little.  1.5g or something. 

[ndm678]

@enzyme the dose was a little on the heavy side. It was all one mushroom, it didn't seem right to break it up. It was also a gift. 

The integration of this experience has been profound. I'm glad to have had it.

[Israfil]

9 hours ago, ndm678 said:

@enzyme the dose was a little on the heavy side. It was all one mushroom, it didn't seem right to break it up. It was also a gift. 

The integration of this experience has been profound. I'm glad to have had it.

I wonder what a 30g mushroom looks like

[Oppositionless]

On 6/14/2023 at 3:01 PM, Israfil said:

I wonder what a 30g mushroom looks like

probably 6 hours of this shit https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=XirQ_P3PP_o&pp=ygUUZG10IHN5bW1ldHJpYyB2aXNpb24%3D

[ZenSwift]

On 27/06/2023 at 6:36 PM, Jehovah increases said:

All you really need is 6-7 grams to awaken as God. If you go that high you become infinity and there will be a reunification as everything will merge into one infinite singularity and you will become the godhead then you will fragment again.

Noted. 

[Israfil]

On 27/06/2023 at 3:30 PM, Oppositionless said:

probably 6 hours of this shit https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=XirQ_P3PP_o&pp=ygUUZG10IHN5bW1ldHJpYyB2aXNpb24%3D

I meant what a mushroom that weighs 30g physically look like. That must be a huge muscaria.