Transcending the Spiral

[Spiritual Warrior]

The Quantum Leap into Stage Two Thinking

I'm back with more spiral dynamics talk. 

In general, I've been focusing on stage orange type things, working a lot, getting really good at dancing, getting really good at talking and seducing women, and becoming more charming and charismatic. A month ago, I was talking to an impressive man within the dance community. I asked him what hes been up to lately, and to my amazement, he said that he is trying to look at things in terms of systems. "Wow," I thought, "Could this man really be a tier two thinker?" I had yet to meet one. This man also has this calm, chill demeanor to him, as if he knows something that no one else does. As if hes experienced something other worldy, that mere humans can't access, as if hes looked death in the face. He is in touch with energy fields. This is how he leads a dance. His energy is leading the woman into the moves that he wants her to do. He is a masterful lead. 

Now you might think that I just have a massive boner for this dude (which I do), but this meeting was a turning point for me. He inspired me to take a look at what I'm doing right now with my life. 

I started to contemplate where I'm heading and what kind of impact I would like to have on the world. And yesterday, I had a breakthrough. I was out in the woods smoking a joint and walking around as I like to do. I started to realize that I am preparing myself to take the quantum leap into stage two thinking. I can see very clearly the limitations of ALL of the tier one stages. Now this did not happen over night, I've been studying Spiral Dynamics casually for 3 years and seriously for about one. At first, it helped me to realize that all of my selfishness in this human body are natural and I just need to work through them before I can move onto something greater. This was comforting to realize. But now, things are getting serious. And I'm scared of what I will be losing in my life if I make this quantum leap. Of course, after my realization yesterday about being ready to make the jump, I went through an ego backlash, eating candy, jerking off, and binge watching instagram stories and TV shows. 

This is the next morning and I would like to gain some clarity as to what happened yesterday and where I'm going to be heading. 

Of course I'm excited, but I'm also scared. The transcendence into tier two requires you to give up many of the selfish behaviors and desires that have been running your life. 

 

A quote for each stage of the spiral: 

Stage Beige: "I am alive!"

Stage Purple: "Nature is mysterious and magical"

Stage Red: "I want to conquer and dominate you all"

Stage Blue: "I devote myself to you, my dear Lord"

Stage Orange: "I have money and cars and women and status" 

Stage Green: "Peace and love for all, we are all equal."

Stage Yellow: "I want to make an impact on a large group of people"

Stage Turquoise: "I'm an effortless human." 

[Spiritual Warrior]

Getting Ready for the Leap

Perfect that the last post is the first one on the second page. Okay, where do I go from here? That is the question of the day. Am I really ready to make the quantum leap or am I fooling myself? Also, does it have to be this transcendent experience? Maybe it just happens gradually... Thats no fun though, I want to make this symbolic and memorable. This to me is what makes life juicy, when you have milestones and pivotal moments that change the trajectory of your life forever. 

I'd like to share with you what I mean by being ready for the quantum leap, what changes have I seen in my own psyche that tells me that I'm ready for this? 

1. Ive been looking at my intimate relationships in terms of how can I assist you in your development as a woman. What role can I play that will help you. The selfishness in these relationships is still there, I have intimacy wants and needs, but they are not running the show anymore. I want to have a positive influence on you. I am not attached to you, you are free to leave if you'd like. Theres the door.
2. I have seen the limitations of thinking selfishly about things, such as getting a lot of followers, being popular, showing off the beautiful women that I'm dating, these desires are all so shallow, I've tried them and they did not satisfy me. I want something bigger, something more. 
3. Much more interest in meditation. I am finally seeing the benefits that come with just sitting there and being. This is what it takes to make the quantum leap, to be able to let go and observe reality for what it is. 
4. Getting better at letting go of things, such as negative emotions or negative thought patterns.
5. Starting to look at my life more strategically, how can I set my life up so that I can make the greatest impact on the world
6. Starting to look at where I would like my life to be in 5, 10, 20 years. Long time horizons
7. It is still rare for me, but I am sometimes able to sit into the flow of the universe, so that I do not overthink my actions, I allow the universe to carry me towards where I am meant to go. This is really a stage turquoise quality of being an effortless human, it requires you to be able to let go of the thinking mind.

Edited March 8 by Spiritual Warrior

[Spiritual Warrior]

 

Tier two sex:

A multi orgasmic man has complete control over his arousal and whether or not he ejaculates. 

He ejaculates if and when he wants to. 

He can go as long as he wants to during sex.

He is in control of his sexuality.

He loves deeply but is keenly aware of the edge. 

He teeter totters around the edge, playing with its delicious sensitivity.

Adrenaline is rushing now.

The young man breathes the energy up his spine inch by inch.

Eventually the energy reaches his head and bursts open like a balloon 

It feels to him like fireworks shooting out of his head. 

[Spiritual Warrior]

Integrating Stage Red

This is not stage orange, I'm not calm. Im mad. Im very passionate. I'm very motivated. I feel like an animal. And I want to feel like an animal. What people don't understand is that this is a normal feeling for a human being to go through. This is what spiral dynamics teaches us. I want to dominate. I want to conquer. And that is natural. I love it right now. 

I do not care what others think of me. I do not care what others think of me. Engrain this into your brain. 

My ultimate goal is to fully transcend into tier two, stage yellow. This will happen when I own my own dance studio, then I will have to look at the dance studio as a system. But first, in order to be able to transcend into stage yellow, I have to first exhaust all of my material desires at the lower stages, mainly sex and money for now. Then I will have to check out stage blue again and stage green again to see if I missed anything there. It's about being a fully integrated human being at this point for me. 

Edited September 6 by Spiritual Warrior

[Spiritual Warrior]

I could also frame this as I am integrating my full masculinity as well. Masculinity embodies domination and conquering, being assertive, to be willing to sacrifice, to be willing to face fear in the faith and say bring it the fuck on.

[Spiritual Warrior]

On 3/8/2024 at 11:15 AM, Spiritual Warrior said:

Ive been looking at my intimate relationships in terms of how can I assist you in your development as a woman. What role can I play that will help you. The selfishness in these relationships is still there, I have intimacy wants and needs, but they are not running the show anymore. I want to have a positive influence on you. I am not attached to you, you are free to leave if you'd like. Theres the door

This is total bullshit. I was very selfish in my relationship

 

I had selfish desires

I wanted to have more sex

I wanted to have sex with other people

I wanted my freedom back

I want to focus my full attention on my dancing and I saw her as a distraction

 

I had selfless intentions as well

I always wanted her to feel protected and safe

I wanted her to feel good

I wanted her to enjoy herself

I wanted her to accomplish anything that she wanted in life

I respected her as an individual

I cared about her emotions

Edited September 7 by Spiritual Warrior

[Spiritual Warrior]

What is spiral dynamics on a sexual level?

Red is overcome with sexual desire. Sex is everything to red.

Orange enjoys sex and has broadened its horizons enough to not be overcome by it like red. 

Green is able to be very feminine but does still enjoy the more animalistic sex. Green starts using sex for its own general wellbeing.

Yellow uses sex to improve its health. 

Turquoise doesn't need sex.

Edited September 7 by Spiritual Warrior

[Spiritual Warrior]

On 3/8/2024 at 9:21 AM, Spiritual Warrior said:

The Quantum Leap into Stage Two Thinking

I'm back with more spiral dynamics talk. 

In general, I've been focusing on stage orange type things, working a lot, getting really good at dancing, getting really good at talking and seducing women, and becoming more charming and charismatic. A month ago, I was talking to an impressive man within the dance community. I asked him what hes been up to lately, and to my amazement, he said that he is trying to look at things in terms of systems. "Wow," I thought, "Could this man really be a tier two thinker?" I had yet to meet one. This man also has this calm, chill demeanor to him, as if he knows something that no one else does. As if hes experienced something other worldy, that mere humans can't access, as if hes looked death in the face. He is in touch with energy fields. This is how he leads a dance. His energy is leading the woman into the moves that he wants her to do. He is a masterful lead. 

Now you might think that I just have a massive boner for this dude (which I do), but this meeting was a turning point for me. He inspired me to take a look at what I'm doing right now with my life. 

I started to contemplate where I'm heading and what kind of impact I would like to have on the world. And yesterday, I had a breakthrough. I was out in the woods smoking a joint and walking around as I like to do. I started to realize that I am preparing myself to take the quantum leap into stage two thinking. I can see very clearly the limitations of ALL of the tier one stages. Now this did not happen over night, I've been studying Spiral Dynamics casually for 3 years and seriously for about one. At first, it helped me to realize that all of my selfishness in this human body are natural and I just need to work through them before I can move onto something greater. This was comforting to realize. But now, things are getting serious. And I'm scared of what I will be losing in my life if I make this quantum leap. Of course, after my realization yesterday about being ready to make the jump, I went through an ego backlash, eating candy, jerking off, and binge watching instagram stories and TV shows. 

 

What the fuck happened to this idea. This was back in March. Im no where close to being ready for the quantum leap, it's funny you thought you were. I still have so much to learn and do and have. I want to master my finances. I want to master my dance. I want to master my teachings. I want to master my relationships. I want to master my sexuality. I will be grinding on these things for the next 10 years. Then I'll be ready to transcend. Don't rush your way to the top. Take in every stage as if you're sipping red wine. Savior it, let it marinate in your mouth.

Edited September 7 by Spiritual Warrior

[Spiritual Warrior]

On 3/8/2024 at 9:21 AM, Spiritual Warrior said:

I can see very clearly the limitations of ALL of the tier one stages.

Just because you see the limitations of stage red does not mean that you are ready to transcend it. Again, you can't move around the stages, you must move through them, embrace it, surrender to it. 

[Spiritual Warrior]

Stage yellow

The simple act of looking to integrate the lower stages of the spiral is a stage yellow behavior. You are zooming out and then setting your life up accordingly.